the blue book
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book 1 - april 1999

It's dark without you light
Which so brightly shines
Cold without the warmth
Of your glowing soul
All is grey without your color
The beauty of your words, your voice

Life is scilent without your melody
But I have heard


Watching you sleep

breath
warmth
peace
darkness
haven +
heaven
heartbeat


Wrapped in your warmth
Safe by your side
Sheltered from doubt
Released from time
Tomorrow another day
Tomorrow so far away


See the dream
+ Feel the noise
Electric darkness
Static night
Shine Blue Light


Break a heart
To save a life
Some times takes pain
To feel ok


You say the nicest things
Strange cause you're a stranger
You boost my self estime
Strange cause you don't know me
And when you're close
You'll be so far away
And changing all the words you say
And I need someone
Who doesn't know me better


Why d'you have to have those thoughts
When life could be so simple?
Why d'you have to build the hurt
When we could be so free?
Why d'you see the dark side
When the sun shines so brightly?
And birds sing
And grass is green
Is the cloud too much?


Why are you following me?
You have it so good
Why step in the dark?
Why be near to me?
You're happiness
But I'm such a mess


One of one thousand
D'you think it makes a difference?

You shade the world (with your dreams)


Try to break what can't be broken
Try to dull what shines too bright
Try to sway my onwards motion
Try to tip my unbalanced world

It can't be taken
I'm here remaining
Onwards going
Spirit fighting


Wish I could be so cold
Wish I could feel so numb
Wish I could think like you
Be so certain of the truth

But I feel...I feel

feel-l-l
feel-l-l
feel-l-l
feel-l-l

feel a little low
feel a little real


You try so hard to make the difference
Divide the world with your belief
Your insecurity breeds your hatred
Don't stop to see what lies benath

What do you fear?
What do you fear?
Feeeaaaarrrrr
What do you fear?


Take your chance
Make the risk
Do 2 feel
Do 2 feel


Thought you'd found good in me...
(...but you changed your mind)


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