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Angel wings
You cast all your dreams in gold
And hoped they wouldn't be stolen
Always listened to your heart
But your heart's always been broken
So much darkness in the night
So many shadows cast by light
Had to see the way ahead
But I can see your helo's wearing thin
Cast forth on a sea of dreams
You never thought you would regret
You found out that strangers are
Just those who haven't hurt you yet
So much darkness in the night
So many shadows walk through light
And everybody's been
Wearing your helo so thin
But I can see you angel wings
Folded up beneath you
And one day you will soar
Rise above from dusk till dawn
Share your dreams and angel dust
Make the whole world shine
Could use some of your angel dust
Think my helo's wearing thin
But I can see your angel wings
Reaching out behind you
And one day if you fall
I'll be there right besides you
Always be there right besides you
Be there right besides you if you fall...
Closeness
Closeness
Something I used to do
Closeness
But now it's been a while
Closeness
Always just thought about you and me
But now I just think about you and him
Closeness
Further away
Closeness
Further away
Draw closer
Push me further away
To care a little
It's always good you cared enough to lie to me
Almost a kindness, maybe politness
Or don't you want to feel guilty?
No real emotion, style over truth
But somewhere you cared to make a change?
And I don't need your pity
But I know it's all I have
summer
Basking in the sun
As the world became much brighter
As the clouds they drift away
As it grew out of the spring
The Summer of my life
Do the root die away in the winter?
or will they grow again?
naive
You were suspicious of my friends
I thought that it was cute
You were always with someone
I didn't think about it
I listened to every word
When you said that they were beautiful
And I always believed you
When you said things were alright
And it seems strange now
Cause I believed in happiness
No matter how unlikely
And I was so naive
I was so decieved
I was so naive
So why did I test us
When I should have know we'd fall?
Why did I let it happen
Why did I never fight?
wind
Spinning you round
Winding you up
and winding you down
Playing you on
Opening you up
and closing you down
But you keep dancing on
In my mind
I know I shouldn't feel like this
But I see no way forward
Despite knowing that even if I could go back
That there is nothing to go back to
So I remain here
Static but ever falling
And I don't know how to think
For I have the memories of love in my mind
And the truth, my real life
Is the enemy of all loves
truths
My cries for help are just for attention
My aching hurt just emotional blackmail
My need for you a greedy lust
My souring love a selfish dominance
My undying trust a misguided arrogance
hate me
And if I was you I'd hate me
I've hated people just like me
I hadn't planned, had no desire
To see things from this side for once
To do you wrong like others do
Though good + bad's a point of view
And somehow I just ended here
And understand how things could be
But I can't forgive them
So you cannot forgive me
you
Make my life
But break my life
Make me feel
But leave me feeling
Make me awake
But sleep uneasy
But not forget
Make my memories
+ always remember
Thank you
leaving
I suppose you leave some things behind
But me I'd have nothing left
I suppose you find things to fill your life
But I don't get to pick + choose like you
They say a change is as good as a rest
But now I'm just always restless
I suppose it's tempting to run
When you've somewhere to go
no more
Was you paranoia taken
Herbal or just plain?
Did something change everything
Or did they remain the same?
And if you were so unhappy
I really can't complain?
If you had unfaithful thoughts
It's me that is to blaime
And if you were uncertanty
I should have stayed away
I should have felt our time was up
I should have felt no pain
I should have know it all had ended
+ it wouldn't be again
+ it won't be us again
+ it can't be me again
+ I cannot be again
+ everything just ends
dreamtime
where stars bright meet sunrise
where moonbeam meets candlelight
where the dark flows with dreams
where silence has warmth
where angel wings soar
where clouds circle
where bright melodies echo
where the world lies before me
I'll be waiting
Coming on like a car crash
Watching you break
You're so happy
Don't think that I could be with you
How d'you think you'd understand?
Don't need your pity
Don't think I want to be you
[...]
Kiss me?
Kiss me like you did before
But I know you're just too young
Kiss me + I'll hate you more
I know that you're just drunk
Say you love me, but you just know me
Five minutes, no more...
Hate me and I'll love you more
I know that you've got taste
Tomorrow
Next week
Next year
Next lifetime
Maybe forever
Maybe never...
exercising my demons on a nightly basis
while daily you feed them...
I know you care
But you don't know me
You don't know my worth
I want to rise to a challenge
But everyone just falls to me
So I'll find someone securely held
You can drop the bomb again
The damage has been done
You can't destroy a crater
Things fall only once
Didn't offer you my heart
I didn't think you'd take it
Didn't offer you my soul
Didn't think you'd want to know
Didn't offer you my mind
You've a mind of your own
Didn't offer you a choice
You've choices to spare
Didn't offer you happiness
So I'm here in dispair
Was your relationship
A story of well organised
One night stands?
Fimilarity, trust
Or avaliability
Ease + easy?
Something else that you shared?
Or not
There is not a place for gods in a rational world
A rational world is one in which everything is understood and explanable
To understand and explain everything would take a god
...No wonder they are silent
Why is the sky so blue?
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