These things are sent to test us?
These things are sent to fail us
Sent to break us
Happiness is un-natural
Insecurity builds character
Contentment promotes idleness
Misery changes people
(it kills them)
Words without meaning
Pain without anger
Hurt without reason
Confusion and heresay
Understanding lost
Frustrated cries
Desperate words
Breaking down
Adjust to a new world
New rules new goals
And change the greatest fear
Adjust to an old loss
Failings and habits
Destructive and destruction
Adjustment to pain
New fears, new hurt
Too scared to face a new world
All confused and pained
You think you hurt me
I broke so long ago
All twisted and torn
But nothing affects me
I no longer feel
All darkness and bitter
You think you made me
I was waiting all this time
All empty and scarred
But not disheartened
I have nothing left to lose
You're up and down all the time
And all the time I'm just down
And I don't understand you
Cause you're too much like me
A unique individual
Just like everybody else
Confused and hypocritical
I wouldn't do a thing like that
Confused passions
Emotional mistake
Denied the things
I loved to hate
Search for something
To cut the loss
Halfway pretences
And a line to cross
I tried you escapism...
...but I found there's no way out