Wanna clean my head
To clense my mind
Drain my heart
Would good I find?

Wanna change my view
Start anew
But all I can think of is you...

(all remains is)
Fireless ash
A future masked

Give my torture some excuse
Help me with my self abuse
Turn my fear to wall of hate
Don't let all the pain escape

I found what I searched for
But it wasn't what I needed
I got what I asked for
But it wasn't what I wanted