1997/8?

Sometime it hurts
When I feel most alone
The room seems too empty
The air stale
And I don't appreciate the sunlight
Shining in like I usually would
And everything seems grey
And nothing has meaning
Hours slip by yet weeks last forever
It seems like an age till I'll see you again
We're all alone and it isn't right
I don't want to stay here
But there's nowhere to go
So I wallow in sadness
+ endlessly wait
As tears fall...

1998

I'm on my own again
It's my own choice
But that don't mean I'm not lonely

I'm on my own again
Just myself
No one here to be near me

I'm not sure what love is
Cause my heart always lied before
I'll never trust again
Cause it's always been betrayed before

Give me love
Give me life
Light the spark
Give me feeling

Summer 1998

I'll go away for a while
away for a while
understanding suicide
I want to run 'cause I can't hide
I'll go away for a while
and never come back

1997?

Deep in darkness
My soul drowns
Suffocates
As black surrounds

Darkness is simply the absence of light

1998

Merry Christmas
Have some fun
(the religious can't complain for once)
...and everyone is selfless
(for their own selfish needs)
Seasons Greetings
It's the season of goodwill
(which lasts about a week or two)
...and a happy new year?

23/9/1997

As we reach the end
Of 2 thousand years
We cherish triumps
But forget tears

The world still hurts
Cause nothings changed
We have to put wrongs right
and start a golden age

So break the chains
And let love flow
A world of peace
for 2-treble-zero

As we meet the dawn
Of a thousand year
We have to shape our future
Destroy our fears

And give the homeless
A place to go
Give them comfort
in 2-treble-zero

Stop the droughts
Let waters flow
And feed the hungry
in 2-treble-zero

Plant the seeds
Let trees grow
Reclaim the country
for 2-treble-zero

Make a better
World to know
A brighter future
in 2-treble-zero