It is easy
to trace
the trail of my tears,
They begin at you
end at my heart;
We used to be together
entwined
in a virtual Utopia
a mesh of souls and intelligences
Then it was gone
you left me here
with tears
contorting and crystallizing
on my innocent cheeks
My sorrow
is sadistic
My love
Apocalyptic
I would cross oceans for you;
I wish
for nothing more
but to be freed from this guilded cage
of my spirit's broken sorrow,
in which the pieces of my broken heart
lay astrew,
I step on them
like broken shards of jagged glass.
They reflect love and hate;
This is the last time I cry for you.
Shades of Grey
Dear lost sharer of silences,
how has your life been treating you?
where are you going
where have you been
do you ever think of us and then?
Dear lost sharer of midnight chats,
Who do you talk to now?
Who do you pour your thoughts to,
explain the deeply affected details of your life with?
Dear lost sharer of kisses goodnight,
Who do you kiss now?
Who do you mesh souls with
who do you wish for at twilight?
Dear lost sharer of endless stares,
who do you look at now?
Who's mind do you try to read
into who's soul do you try to see?
Dear lost sharer of lyrical love,
Who do you play for now?
who do you write songs for
who do you sing about?
Dear lost sharer of the secrets of my heart,
who does your heart beat for today?
Who do you want to come out and play
who steals your breath away?
Dear lost sharer of deepest emotions,
who do you cry with now?
Who wipes your tears
quiets your fears
who turns your anger around?
Dear lost sharer of friendship,
who are you looking at across the room?
and who's looking back into the crystal blue?
Who's feeling the pain radiate from your eyes?
who's sinking from your memory
into murky shades of grey?
who takes your thoughts and runs away
who loves you for all those things?
and tell me now,
Who's haunting your dreams?