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     ICQ History Log For:    
            31327619  Stelf
 Started on Wed Apr 28 07:27:48 1999
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Stelf      24-04-99 12:59 a.m. hi sorry 
                                    
                                    I was disconnected
                                    
                                    But have  nice life
                                    
                                    Stelf

Rita       24-04-99 01:00 a.m. thanx... u too :-))
                                    

Rita       25-04-99 08:01 p.m. Hi!!!!

Stelf      25-04-99 08:01 p.m. hi..
                                    
                                    what ya doin

Rita       25-04-99 08:02 p.m. I'm fine... just checking my email...
                                    How r U?

Stelf      25-04-99 08:03 p.m. I have accepted to die thats all

Rita       25-04-99 08:04 p.m. what do u mean?

Stelf      25-04-99 08:08 p.m. Our life is damaged because someone has
                                    killed my girlfriend
                                    and my hate is bigger now..
                                    

Rita       25-04-99 08:10 p.m. I'm worried cause u said that... I
                                    understand u cause nobody has the right to
                                    kill someone and for people who loved that
                                    one who was killed the hurt is so big and
                                    it's not possible to fill that space... but
                                    u must live!!!!!!!

Stelf      25-04-99 08:11 p.m. every man is a flower..in winter they
                                    die..me too.. 

Rita       25-04-99 08:13 p.m. no... that's not fair... if u die she will
                                    die too cause she is still alive in your
                                    memories... so don't let them kill her
                                    again... please!!!

Stelf      25-04-99 08:14 p.m. If  I die then I will come to her so I can
                                    hug her feell´her, hear her , kiss her..
                                    

Rita       25-04-99 08:17 p.m. well... I think that everyone has a goal in
                                    this life... if u haven't done yet what u
                                    have to do u can't die... I mean I think
                                    that u r important for all of us that know u
                                    and appreciate u... and even though u could
                                    be with her if u die I think that she'd
                                    prefer u to live cause she loved life as I
                                    could see in her pic

Stelf      25-04-99 08:23 p.m. maybe youre right but what happends if youre
                                    wrong

Rita       25-04-99 08:27 p.m. if I'm wrong always u have time to change
                                    your mind... but if u die u won't have that
                                    chance... and u won't have the opportunity
                                    to build something in her memory... she's in
                                    our heart cause u put her inside us

Stelf      25-04-99 08:33 p.m. You have many good answers why I should live
                                    do you have any godd answers wy I should die

Rita       25-04-99 08:38 p.m. I'll answer your question in this way... if
                                    u are alive today it's because thousands of
                                    people had to live to give u your life
                                    today... I mean u have 2 parents (u r lucky
                                    u have 4), 4 grandparents... 8 grand grand
                                    parents and so until the beginning of the
                                    human beings... so if u die this long chain
                                    is broken forever and what they did to let u
                                    live today was unuseful... u don't have to
                                    die... I don't wanna u to die!!!!!

Stelf      25-04-99 08:42 p.m. I can feel a little pain in my heart that I
                                    am wrong yes maybe,..
                                    And I love you for saying that, my heart 
                                    are in peaces but maybe I will stay on earth
                                    ..And show every human beying that nacism is
                                    the worst thing on earth that we should take
                                    it out to sea and sink it

Rita       25-04-99 08:46 p.m. 8u r right and we are going to help u to
                                    demonstrate that nazism and all kind of
                                    discrimination is wrong... and if u need a
                                    friend to get support anytime u can ask me
                                    to help u... I think that u r such a good
                                    person and that knowing u was such a good
                                    luck for me and Eric...

Stelf      25-04-99 08:52 p.m. I want to thank you for evrything.. for
                                    beying there and that you are a good person
                                    you sole is free from black evol things..
                                    your heart is a red cristal rose..and I see
                                    that rose evryime you are connected..
                                    
                                    Thank you..of all my heart...
                                    s

Rita       25-04-99 08:57 p.m. thanx for your words... really... sometimes,
                                    only sometimes in your life, u have the
                                    chance to know people that u can trust and u
                                    know that that person will be always pure,
                                    good, kind and never will do something that
                                    hurts others... I think u r that kind of
                                    person... that's why I'll be your friend...

Stelf      25-04-99 09:01 p.m. I have been thinking..I do not think you
                                    want to know me because I have many strange
                                    things in my head that I can not get away
                                    from 

Rita       25-04-99 09:03 p.m. I understand that u have strange things in
                                    your brain... but it doesn't mean that I
                                    don't wanna know u... 

Stelf      25-04-99 09:06 p.m. Many say that Im strange because Im a
                                    buddhist maybe I am ..
                                    is it better to like evrybode else

Rita       25-04-99 09:08 p.m. well I don't think that being a buddhist is
                                    strange... there are many ways to be near
                                    God and u can choose the best for u... I
                                    think that people sometimes have a very
                                    narrow thinking

Stelf      25-04-99 09:09 p.m. Who are you then  are you ...a good  friend
                                    that believes in god.. ?

Rita       25-04-99 09:11 p.m. well... I have my own idea about god...

Stelf      25-04-99 09:11 p.m. You have what kind ?

Rita       25-04-99 09:12 p.m. I think that god exist... deeply in my heart
                                    I know that it's true and I have confidence
                                    in him, but I don't go to churches or
                                    temples... I just have him inside me

Rita       25-04-99 09:23 p.m. did u receive my message??

Stelf      25-04-99 09:24 p.m. hmm you explaied very well.
                                    you right...God is very close  your heart.
                                    ..
                                    
                                    Im sorry if I have disturb you today,,
                                    
                                    I will be going..
                                    

Rita       25-04-99 09:25 p.m. don't worry... it's okay... I'll be online
                                    for a long time yet... if u come back we can
                                    talk for a while again :-))

Stelf      25-04-99 09:26 p.m. ok..
                                    thanks for evrything...
                                    
                                    Bye Fred..
                                    :-)

Rita       25-04-99 09:26 p.m. bye bye!!!!

Rita       26-04-99 07:36 a.m. Hi!!!
                                    How r U?

Stelf      26-04-99 07:36 a.m. Hi Im fine 
                                    
                                    you ...
                                    
                                    

Rita       26-04-99 07:37 a.m. fine too... I'm going to school now... I'm
                                    checking my e-mail first... did u go to
                                    school already?

Stelf      26-04-99 07:38 a.m. Yes..Im in school..
                                    
                                    Maybee we can talk tonight

Rita       26-04-99 07:39 a.m. yes!!!!... but I can get connected at 8 in
                                    the night chilean time, here it's 7: 40 in
                                    the morning, what time is it there now?

Stelf      26-04-99 07:40 a.m. 13:36 pm

Rita       26-04-99 07:42 a.m. it means that I can get connected at 2:00 in
                                    the morning... if u can be online at that
                                    time we can talk,  is it possible?

Rita       26-04-99 07:47 a.m. I'm leaving now... See you later, oki?

Stelf      26-04-99 07:47 a.m. ok bye

Rita       27-04-99 07:06 a.m. Hey!!!!

Rita       27-04-99 07:34 a.m. Hey!!!
                                    How r U?

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