-------------------------------------- ICQ History Log For: 31327619 Stelf Started on Wed Apr 28 07:27:48 1999 -------------------------------------- Stelf 24-04-99 12:59 a.m. hi sorry I was disconnected But have nice life Stelf Rita 24-04-99 01:00 a.m. thanx... u too :-)) Rita 25-04-99 08:01 p.m. Hi!!!! Stelf 25-04-99 08:01 p.m. hi.. what ya doin Rita 25-04-99 08:02 p.m. I'm fine... just checking my email... How r U? Stelf 25-04-99 08:03 p.m. I have accepted to die thats all Rita 25-04-99 08:04 p.m. what do u mean? Stelf 25-04-99 08:08 p.m. Our life is damaged because someone has killed my girlfriend and my hate is bigger now.. Rita 25-04-99 08:10 p.m. I'm worried cause u said that... I understand u cause nobody has the right to kill someone and for people who loved that one who was killed the hurt is so big and it's not possible to fill that space... but u must live!!!!!!! Stelf 25-04-99 08:11 p.m. every man is a flower..in winter they die..me too.. Rita 25-04-99 08:13 p.m. no... that's not fair... if u die she will die too cause she is still alive in your memories... so don't let them kill her again... please!!! Stelf 25-04-99 08:14 p.m. If I die then I will come to her so I can hug her feell´her, hear her , kiss her.. Rita 25-04-99 08:17 p.m. well... I think that everyone has a goal in this life... if u haven't done yet what u have to do u can't die... I mean I think that u r important for all of us that know u and appreciate u... and even though u could be with her if u die I think that she'd prefer u to live cause she loved life as I could see in her pic Stelf 25-04-99 08:23 p.m. maybe youre right but what happends if youre wrong Rita 25-04-99 08:27 p.m. if I'm wrong always u have time to change your mind... but if u die u won't have that chance... and u won't have the opportunity to build something in her memory... she's in our heart cause u put her inside us Stelf 25-04-99 08:33 p.m. You have many good answers why I should live do you have any godd answers wy I should die Rita 25-04-99 08:38 p.m. I'll answer your question in this way... if u are alive today it's because thousands of people had to live to give u your life today... I mean u have 2 parents (u r lucky u have 4), 4 grandparents... 8 grand grand parents and so until the beginning of the human beings... so if u die this long chain is broken forever and what they did to let u live today was unuseful... u don't have to die... I don't wanna u to die!!!!! Stelf 25-04-99 08:42 p.m. I can feel a little pain in my heart that I am wrong yes maybe,.. And I love you for saying that, my heart are in peaces but maybe I will stay on earth ..And show every human beying that nacism is the worst thing on earth that we should take it out to sea and sink it Rita 25-04-99 08:46 p.m. 8u r right and we are going to help u to demonstrate that nazism and all kind of discrimination is wrong... and if u need a friend to get support anytime u can ask me to help u... I think that u r such a good person and that knowing u was such a good luck for me and Eric... Stelf 25-04-99 08:52 p.m. I want to thank you for evrything.. for beying there and that you are a good person you sole is free from black evol things.. your heart is a red cristal rose..and I see that rose evryime you are connected.. Thank you..of all my heart... s Rita 25-04-99 08:57 p.m. thanx for your words... really... sometimes, only sometimes in your life, u have the chance to know people that u can trust and u know that that person will be always pure, good, kind and never will do something that hurts others... I think u r that kind of person... that's why I'll be your friend... Stelf 25-04-99 09:01 p.m. I have been thinking..I do not think you want to know me because I have many strange things in my head that I can not get away from Rita 25-04-99 09:03 p.m. I understand that u have strange things in your brain... but it doesn't mean that I don't wanna know u... Stelf 25-04-99 09:06 p.m. Many say that Im strange because Im a buddhist maybe I am .. is it better to like evrybode else Rita 25-04-99 09:08 p.m. well I don't think that being a buddhist is strange... there are many ways to be near God and u can choose the best for u... I think that people sometimes have a very narrow thinking Stelf 25-04-99 09:09 p.m. Who are you then are you ...a good friend that believes in god.. ? Rita 25-04-99 09:11 p.m. well... I have my own idea about god... Stelf 25-04-99 09:11 p.m. You have what kind ? Rita 25-04-99 09:12 p.m. I think that god exist... deeply in my heart I know that it's true and I have confidence in him, but I don't go to churches or temples... I just have him inside me Rita 25-04-99 09:23 p.m. did u receive my message?? Stelf 25-04-99 09:24 p.m. hmm you explaied very well. you right...God is very close your heart. .. Im sorry if I have disturb you today,, I will be going.. Rita 25-04-99 09:25 p.m. don't worry... it's okay... I'll be online for a long time yet... if u come back we can talk for a while again :-)) Stelf 25-04-99 09:26 p.m. ok.. thanks for evrything... Bye Fred.. :-) Rita 25-04-99 09:26 p.m. bye bye!!!! Rita 26-04-99 07:36 a.m. Hi!!! How r U? Stelf 26-04-99 07:36 a.m. Hi Im fine you ... Rita 26-04-99 07:37 a.m. fine too... I'm going to school now... I'm checking my e-mail first... did u go to school already? Stelf 26-04-99 07:38 a.m. Yes..Im in school.. Maybee we can talk tonight Rita 26-04-99 07:39 a.m. yes!!!!... but I can get connected at 8 in the night chilean time, here it's 7: 40 in the morning, what time is it there now? Stelf 26-04-99 07:40 a.m. 13:36 pm Rita 26-04-99 07:42 a.m. it means that I can get connected at 2:00 in the morning... if u can be online at that time we can talk, is it possible? Rita 26-04-99 07:47 a.m. I'm leaving now... See you later, oki? Stelf 26-04-99 07:47 a.m. ok bye Rita 27-04-99 07:06 a.m. Hey!!!! Rita 27-04-99 07:34 a.m. Hey!!! How r U?