Rely
In silent dreams, in silent tears
Behold my two paths to chose, fact or hopes and fears
May I, rely to keep a sudden rush, to feel those dreams, kept by clutch
I reach out to it, I need to taste it, drink it, sing me to sleep with that touch
When I feel it come through everything abrupt
Who said that I, I to may, You may not, or you can more can’t, please do interrupt
Like sudden cuts I cease not to bleed
All this anger, rage, from you, my source this I do need?
How can I control what controls, put my hand on the fire and expect not to burn
Who spins this wheel, I feel inside the rage, how come the tables turn?
Why am I the only one who can see the other side while being at this end?
What do I drink? blood of love, to whom’s honor do I defend
Am I the one who controls my heart or have I just wished?
To believe come to fact, to dream not intact but I know without my source I have famished
Upon this I used to own, vanished
I want more and more, the flow shall not end and the demon fills my soul
And this the Angel brings me the fire of my coal
Now it comes to me, whom do I trust?
The giver of my dreams, or is his words hell’s crust?, The giver of my love, or is it just lust?
Now whom shall the dreamer, the wished, that of all, all of I
Whom’s pillar am I on, whom shall I rely
Lex
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