Broken Hearts - Broken Dreams
By: Kandy Girl

On their room, Trowa and Quatre face each other, just staring at each other, lost on the deepness of their eyes and their love.
"Quatre... Are you sure you want to do this?" asked Trowa. His eyes full of some kind of concern, mixed with hope.
The blond little angel smile with all the warmness he could gather.
"I love you, Trowa... And I can't think of a better way to show you, that you are not just the owner of my heart... but of my whole being."
Trowa smile at the smaller boy. An uncommon smile on Trowa, but that Quatre knew perfectly. It was the silent way of Trowa to say "I love you."
"Quatre..." the word came out of his lips. So much emotion expressed. And with this, Trowa lean to reach for his shorter kio.
Knowing what was to happen, Quatre tip toe to reach for his lover's lips, and both unite on a sweet, emotional, kiss.
Trowa promise himself, that he'll show Quatre how beautiful love as an action, could be, though, that was a theme totally new for him. They started to be a couple a year ago, and about 6 months ago, Trowa had propose Quatre that they should... get more... intimate... But the blond pilot had express, that he was scared of the act... So Trowa decided that he'll make sure Quatre would find this first time a lot pleasant-
The kiss was so diferent from any other the unibanged pilot had given to the arabian... So emotional, and promising... Quatre was so concentrated on that kiss that he forgot to breath, and, by the time he broke it, he realize he was already in bed. He was scared, but he wanted to make Trowa happy.
Trowa notice how Quatre's body started shaking. He was like a little white bunny, shaking so frighten, on the hands of his hunter. He search for those blue sky eyes and look at them. By his green look, he tried to tell his koi that everything would be ok... That he hadn't to be scared.
"Trowa... I just want to say... That I love you, and that I'll always do... no matter what."
Quatre's words were stolen by Trowa's lips. So sweet... so warm... that the words... the breath... just went back to were it came from.
And with that kiss, they didn't just open a night of passion and desire... But the beginning of a new phase on their relation. They were now, on the top of the mountain, and any movement could make them fall.

The next morning, Quatre awake. When he realize que was naked from head to toes, he remember what had happened the last night... Trowa and himself... they were... The simple idea made the arabian blush furiously, but deep inside he was happy... Happy because finally, they were one person... one heart... one soul.
But... Where was Trowa. He wasn't in bed. Quatre wonder if he was downstairs with the others, or he maybe was out.
His thoughts were interrupted by Duo's disturbing knocking. A noisy boy wih a noisy way to knock the door.
"Come in!" Quatre's voice sounded like a morning bird singing.
The door open and the braided boy walk in.
"Hey, Q-chan!"
"Good morning, Duo." Quatre smile and keep the blanket from revealing more than it should.
"I know that you need rest after tonight and all that stuff but..."
"Duo... What do you mean with aftre tonight???" asked Quatre, a little nervous.
A chuckle scaped from Duo's lips. Those violet eyes rolled once before the set on Quatre.
"Come one, Quatre... It's not like the theme is totally new to me!"
Quatre blush. "I beg your pardon?"
"Quatre... I know that you and Trowa... well... you two... *clears throat* How can I say it on an un escandalizing way?... You two... Yeah-yeah-yeah!
Quatre's face went even more red.
"Oh!" was the only thing that the blond could come up with.
"It wasn't difficult to find out... after all, we live in the same world... just joking... No... You just were a little noisy." said the american with a grin on his face.
"I'm sorry if we disturb you..." Quatre had his hands on his cheecks trying to cover such bothering blush.
"It's ok, man!" Duo place his hands on his head. "It's not like a sin to love, you know!"
Quatre rub his head and smile shyly. "I guess so."
"Oh! Trowa went on a mission!... He left very early... I wouldn't had notice it, if it wasn't for that annoying little computer that was beeping the hell out of me."
"So... Trowa went on a mission... Now I see." Now Quatre felt relef, but a little upset since he was planning on getting the chance to see the look on his koi's eyes.
"K, Q-chan!!! I'll be leaving now, someone got to do lunch, you know!" said Duo, heading for the door and waving his hand.
"Lunch?! What hour is it?" Quatre almost forgot he had nothing beneath the blanket, but stopped in time.
"Why is... 2:00 sleeping beauty!" answer Duo after checking his watch.
"Waaaaa! I over slept!!!" Quatre place his hands over his head surprised. After all, he was the one to cook there.
"Anyway, I'll be making stakes... Want one?"
"Oh. Don't worry about lunch! I'll prepare it!" The blond thought that that would be the best since Duo was a total disaster on kitchen. Let's just say that his battle field didn't stand chance to his chaos zone after cooking in the kitchen.
"You sure???" The braided Shinigami with his cute violet eyes asked the blond angel. A cute curious face was drawn on him.
"Yeah... I'll just bath... I'll be ready in a short while."
"Cool!... Ok... We'll be downstairs!" Duo was back to his smily sexy Duo face that we all are so used to.
"Yes!... Um... Duo... Weren't you going to ask me for something?" Quatre remember the reason why the Shinigami was in his room.<--- Sounds kinda weird... It's like the Death is there for Quatre and Quatre's going to die, or something.
"Well... The truth is that I just wanted to know what happened... Hehe... Better go!!!" Duo smile a little ashame of himself.
The braided boy leave the room.
Quatre sigh as he heard the door close. Now, things were different. Though absolutely nothing had change, on the eyes of Quatre, everything was so different. Then he decidd to get off the bed and go to the badroom to shower. Before he would stand up, he sit there, just... sittting. (????)
He realize that, after he left that bed, his rutine would start. It would be a diferent rutine now, since he saw everything different, but it may be just as tireing as the other. Anyway, he couldn't just stay in bed and wait for his prince charming, so, after a minut of sitting, he finally decided to stand up but...
"Owww!!" Quatre almost fell in his knees.
Yeah! What they did last night was good! But it had it's consequences! Quatre 's ass hurted like hell. So the arab made his way to the badroom with such ingrace and funny steps. He thanked Allh that Trowa wasn't they to see him. He was sure that the silent boy would laugh just like the time Heero made that remark about self-distructing.

At the leaving room, Heero was working on his laptop. As he heard lots of noises, he knew that Duo would be there in... 5... 4... 3... 2...
"Heeeeero." Duo came all the way from Quatre's room whining like a little kid.
Heero turn and give an icy look to the braided baka, then return to his laptop.
Duo walk to the sofa in witch his koi was working. He sit on an arm of the sofa and rest his body on Heero's, witch was more like a board. Hard and straight. (sounds soooo ugly!... Perverts!!!)
"Hee-chan... Do you remeber the first time we met?"
"Hn." was the only response Duo heard from Heero.
"What was the first thought that came to your head about me???"
"Death... Baka." Heero kept typing on his computer.
Guess no one likes to talk to a wall or a chair, not only because it looks like you are insane or you got some kind of problem, but because they can't answer you, specially Duo.
"Ah. Heero!... Can't you stop typing for a while?"
Heero kept working.
"Heero??? Heero, you listening to me??? Heeeero???? Heeeeerroooo." Duo called his lover with no succcess.
Unable to keep his attention, Heero make an error on his report.
"Damn! Duo! What the hell do you want!" Heero asked mad.
Duo stand up from his seat and look for the first place to face those cobalt eyes.
"A little of your attentio would be something!"
"I got to do this report! Can't you see I'm busy right now?" said Heero, pointing at his computer.
Duo cross his arms with an annoyed face.
"It's aaaaalways your work before me!" Duo remarked "A mission is above me, and when you finally arrive from one, you don't even bother to ask how am I!"
Heero turn his eyes. "Duo... We already talked about this."
"No... As long as I remember, you just stepped out of the room and went to your laptop." reminded Duo.
Heero sighed and return to his computer.
"See???" remarked Duo. "You spend more time with that thing that with me!"
"Maybe because it less stupid." Heero had his attention still on his computer.
Duo look with disbelief at Heero.
"Oh. I'm sorry, Hee-chan!" exclaim Duo sarcastically. "How fool I've been!"
Heero kept his look on the screen of the machine. " Finally." He mutter.
"Yes, right?... Don't want to step between you and your laptop!"
Duo head for the door.
Heero turn and look at Duo. "Duo..."
Duo stop and turn. His eyes meet with the cobalt of the Wing pilot.
"Don't go..." Duo almost change his mind. "Don't be so ridiculous."
The braided boy swallow all the insults that started forming on his throat.
"Ah! But I see no reason to saty here! After all, you got you laptop... and, well... I'm soooo stupid." After this, the braided boy left slaming the door behind him.
Heero his the couch.
"Damnit, Duo!"

At the kitchen, a now clean and fresh Quatre prepares lunch. He taste his stew and smile satisfied.
"It's good!" He smile.
The sunny smile disappear from his face as he heard that the main entrance open. A gasp scaped from his mouth.
"Trowa!" a huge smile appear on his face. "Trowaa!"
The blond boy run out of the kitchen to meet his lover.

"Trowa!" a very happy Quatre walk in the main hall.
He stop as he realize that it wasn't his koi, but Wu Fei. He couldn't stop the coming upset sound.
"Well... It's nice to see that the missed me!" Wu Fei exclaim on his usual funny grumpty tone.
"Gomen nasai, Wu Fei..." Quatre apologize. "It is just that I was waiting for Trowa."
"Ah... It's ok." Wu Fei look around. "Why is the house so silent... Isn't Maxwell here?"
Quatre rest his face on his hand. "Now that you mention it... He is... But the strange thing is... What you say... It's so quite."
"Maybe he's sick." Wu Fei took out his coat. "If that's the thing, then for our sake, he should be sick more often."
Quatre, since it's his duty as the kind one, pulled out a worried face.
"Hope Duo it's ok... Anyway, I'll take him a bowl of stew to his room."
Wu Fei place his coat on a nearby table. "Ah. Is there stew?"
"Yes... It's on the kit... Ah!!! I forgot about the stew!!!"
Just as he enter the hall, Quatre left for the kitchen. Wu Fei look at him confuse, though he had an idea of why the blond run out the place.

Later, Quatre knock on Duo's room.
"Who is it?" asked an upset Duo.
"It's me... Quatre!" Quatre answer from the other side of the wall.
"Oh... Walk in."
The door open and Quatre walk in with a pan with Dou's lunch.
"Hi, Duo... You seem awfully quiet and I thought you might be sick." Quatre smile and show the pan on his hands. "So I decided to bring you your lunch to your room!"
Duo, who was laying on his bed, sit and hold the pan on Quatre's hand. After placing it on the bed, he face the blond arabian.
"Thank, Q-man..."
Quatre rub his head as he found nothing to say.
"So... Are you feeling sick or something?" asked shyly Quatre.
Duo, who was about to have a taste of the stew, quit his spoon and again look at the Sandrock pilot.
"Nah! I'm perfectly fine!"
"Really?... You are sooo quite." Quatre's eyes were full of concern.
"You mean... Like a normal person?" Duo joked. "No... I'm ok. It's just that, Hee-chan and I had a fight."
"Oh. I see... Well. Um... I better go to the kitchen in case Trowa arrives and is hungry." said Quatre as he didn't wanted to presure his friend on telling him is he wanted some kind of help or something.
"What? Trowa hasn't return yet?" asked Duo, driving the spoon to his mouth.
Quatre look at the floor. "No... But he might be back in any minute." Quatre force a smile.
"Yes... Better be waiting for him!" Duo smile wide. Though he was concerned about Quatre.
Quatre walk to the door, but before he would open oit, he turn around.
"Duo..."
"The violet eyed boy look at his fellow.
"In case you want to talk or something... You know you can tell me everything." Quatre smile at Duo and the open the door.
Duo smile back.
"Yeah... Thanks..."

At the kitchen, it was already night, but Quatre kept waiting for Trowa. Each time he realize the stew was getting cold, he'd turn on the stove and keep it warm.
He wanted to see his koi, though, he knew he might don't come back, that day. But you know love is blind and make us fool, so Quatre insisted on waiting.
Suddenly, the main door open. Quatre falling asleep when he head the crack sound. He stood up and walk to check if it was really Trowa. He had made a mistake before and he didn't wantd to make it again.
His eyes almost couldn't believed when he saw that long uninags (I know it sounds sooo unromantic).
"Trow... Trowa!!!"
Quatre couldn't keep his excitement and run to his koi.
"Quatre... " Trowa's calmed voice warned Trowa about the third person in the hall.
The blond arabian stop and turn to meet with a red haired girl.
"Oh.." Quatre exclaim. "Hi." He force a smile.
The walk came from behind Trowa. She smile at Quatre.
"Hi! I'm Winsday Rivers!" The girl offers Quatre her hand.
Quatre shake it.
"My name is Quatre Raberba Winner, it's a pleasure to meet you."
"The pleasure is mine, Quatre."
Trowa aproach to the two. "She's going to stay for a while with us." He interrupted.
"Huh?" The blond turn and look up at the taller pilot.
Trowa made his walk to the door.
"It's our duty, to take care of her until Dr. J tell us... Those were my orders."
"Take care of her?" Quatre asked, and tried to catch up with his koi. "Tro.. ."
But the red haired girl was already on her way to the tall boy.
"Trowa-chan!" she exclaim, and hang from his arm. "I'm hungry... when are we going to have something to eat."
Quatre, who was looking a little inconforted with the scene, realize that it was his turn to appear.
"Oh." Quatre run to the two. "There's some stew left for lunch."
The girl made a gesture of dislike.
"Stew? For dinner?..." she then sigh. "All right... I'm so hungry to even care." and after saying this, the girl pull away the tall pilot. "Come on, Trowa... Show me where's the kitchen."

At Duo's room. Heero walk in. Duo was watching tv when he notice his presence. He decided to kept watching the tv and ignore the cobalt eyed pilot.
"Duo... We need to talk."
"Ok... Talk." Duo was still watching the tv.
Heero walk to the chestnut haired boy.
"I need you to listen to me... to talk."
Still looking at the tv. Duo answered. "I'm listening."
Heero reach for the control and turn the machine off.
"Hey! What's wrong with you, man! The movie was getting good!" Duo complained.
"I need you to put me attention." Heero knee by Duo's side.
Duo chuckle and roll his eyes.
"Oh. Right... When I need your attention, you just ignore me... But when you want some attention we got to stop the world!"
"Duo, I came here to make up, not to argue again."
Duo chuckle more as he couldn't believe Heero.
"It is so easy to you, right? Just come here and apologize... And then, just do it all over again." Duo turn his face unwilling to face Heero. "But no! I won't keep with this situation!"
"Duo! You are being so unmature!" Heero urn Duo's face to face him. "Are you even listening to me?"
Duo slap Heero's hand away. "You hurt me!"
"Why do you always have to be such a brat! Why can't you be a little less stupid!... Wanna know why sometimes I can't stand you? Because you're always so noisy... and annoying... and disturbing!"
"Because that's the way I am... You are suppose to like me because of who I am!... Just like I love you with you cold character, the way you are always so cruel with me. Ah! But for you, it must be easy to deal with a psycho, who fix his bones, Mr-I'm-the-perfect-soldier because I'm just too stupid to handle it!"
Heero stood up.
"Oh. Don't come with those things, because, if my memory isn't failing me, I'm not the one who spend almost 2 whole hours taking care of his hair, and go walking around telling people I'm the God of Dead... But of, course, I'm the psycho... Hope I'm not to psycho to yell in such a high pitched tone when they destroy my gundam."
Duo stand up from the floor.
"Ah, no? Then what can you tell me about that "Why did I helped her" time? You know... the time you helped you oh. so treasured Relena... Bet you treat her better than me!"
"You know... Even Relena is smarter than you... Maybe because she got something in her head call brain... Do you know what that means?"
Duo walk mad to the bed and take a pillow.
"Oh. Well... If you like so much that ugly unnatural blond..." said Duo, hitting Heero with the pillow. "go and sleep with her tonight, because you are not staying in this room!" and throw the pillow on Heero.
But you know Heero is the perfect soldier so he caught the pillow and walk away.
"No! I got a bettwe idea! Why don't you sleep with that ugly laptop!" yelled Duo from the room. "Bet it is so much smarter than me that it can give you much better SEX!"
A very mad Duo throw himself to the bed.
"Jerk!" he mumbled.

Downstairs, Quatre almost felt embarrassed with visits home and all that noise upstairs. He tried to calm down as he pour some stew on Wednesday's plate.
"Here." said Quatre, on his way to the girl. Then place the bowl on the table.
"Thank!" the boy smile and have her stew.
The blond arab was a little disappointed. This wasn't what he had planned. He wanted to be with his lov, but it seemed impossible with that girl infront... and it was really difficult to have to stay away from the taller pilot while the red haired girl kept flirting with his koi.
Unable to do something and stand that scene, Quatre decided to retire.
"I beg you forgive me... But I wish to go to sleep... Good night." Quatre leave the room.
"Ah! Finally you and I alone, Trowa-chan!"
Trowa just kept quiet. He knew Quatre wasn't ok with this new girl.

On his way to his room, Quatre kept thinking on that girl. He didn't even knew her well, and already felt like he hated her.
"Come on, Quatre... You are being ridiculous." Quatre told himself.
As he walk upstairs he met with Heero.
"Oh. Heero... Are you going to work?"
"No. Duo kick me out of the room."
"That's bad... Anyway... We got visits... Dr. J order Trowa to take care of a girl. She's downstairs, so be careful."
"Hn."
"Anyway, Good night!" Quatre kept walking upstairs, while Heero went downstairs.

On his room, Quatre tried to sleep, but he just couldn't. The idea of Trowa, with that girl. Ahhh! He never thought he could ever felt jealous of someone... He never was!... But... As I said, he was looking things on a diferent angle.
The door open and a thin tall figure made it's way to the bed, in the middle of the dark. Quatre knew it was Trowa, and he tried to pretend he was already sleep. He didn't wanted Trowa to think he was jealous... The taller pillot would just think he was stupid or something.
Trowa start to take off his clothes. After just standing in boxers (O.O), he reached for the pajamas that Quate always kept for him on the bureau next to the bed, and put them on. He then, get in the bed.
Silence. Just silence. Trowa never thought of silence so bothering.
"Quatre?"
Quatre turn slowly.
"Weren't you sleeping?" asked Trowa, surprised.
Quatre snuggle to his koi.
"I know it is so fool of me... But I just couldn't... The simple idea of you... and that girl... I just don't know what happens with me."
Trowa hug the smaller boy. He could smell the scent on Quatre's hair.
"Quatre... there's no reason for you to be jealous at."
"Trowa... You love me, right? You will always be true to me, right?"
The taller boy look surprised at his koi. He never acted in such a way.
"Calm down, Quatre... It's ok."
"I' sorry..." Quatre burried his face on Trowa's chest. "I just need to hear that you love me..."
Trowa kissed Quatre's head. Suddenly, the door open, the two boys separate.
Wednesday walk in.
"Trowa... I need to talk... I can't sleep... Would you mind?"
Quatre cover his face with the blanket. He didn't wanted Trowa to see the expressions he was making.
"It's 1:00 a.m." said Trowa.
"Please... I need to take out so many thing." said the girl. (BITCH!)
Trowa sigh and hop off the bed. He gave one last look at his lover who was completely cover with the blanket and the head for the door.
"Do you guys sleep together?" asked Wednesday as he saw Quatre in the bed.
"Thought you wanted to talk about other thing." Trowa walk out of the room.
"Sure..." the girl didn't wasted time and hand from Trowa's arm.
Quatre almost bryied beneath the blankets out of frustration.

Kandy Girl: *looking at the G-boys hopefully* So... Did you liked it?
Wu Fei: I didn't got to appear much! This fic sucks!
Heero: * crying* Why am I have to always be sooo cold? Can't people see I'm just a sweet, shy boy?! Why can't anyone see my true self!!!
Duo: Ooooh... Poor Heero... You see? Now you made him cry! *put his hand on Heero's shoulder to confort him* You ok, Hee-chan?
Heero: *on his normal cold tone* Don't touch me.
Duo: O.O Weren't you crying and complaining about people judging you as a cold heartless guy?
Kandy Girl: *sweatdrop* Anyway... Trowa? Quatre?
Trowa: ...
Quatre: *furiously blush* Can't... talk... too... ambarrassed.
Kandy Girl: *sighs* *turns eyes* Duo?
Duo: *looking at his nails, then looks at Kandy Girl* Oh. You talking to me! Oh. Sorry... Because, as long as I remember, you said you didn't accepted critics from anime characters... Take that, honey.
Kandy Girl: *turns eyes* Ok... Then Wu Fei it sucks.
Wu Fei: What could you expect from an onna... after all they are...
Duo: Wait! Wait! I was just joking! I DO want to give my opinion!!
Kandy Girl: *to herself* I knew that would work... *to Duo* So, what you thought?
Duo: I like it, because I could get off Heero and put him on his place... *looks at Heero* Write this on your laptop, honey... I'M an independent personson and *meets with Heero's gun* Eep!! Just joking! Just joking!
Kandy Girl: *sweadrops and looks at readers* So... Did you liked it or not... if you did, liked it, mail me! If you didn't... mail me too! I'm open for critics!
Duo: No you aren't... You ignored my mail!
Kandy Girl: *ignored Duo* Hope to see ya in the second part of this fic!!! Bye!!!
Wu Fei: Hey, Onna!!! I haven't finish yet with my comment!.. Hey! Are you listening to me?... Hey! Onna?... Oh. Here it goes!
*Kenan and Kel theme*

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