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Disclaimers: None of the Gundam Wing characters belong to me. I am simply borrowing them for entertainment purposes only. So don't sue. Besides, it's not worth it when the one being sued has nothing other than their own temporary sanity to offer. (Trust me when I say that it isn't much. ^^;;)
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I have taken a leave of my senses and abandoned myself to any wandering muse lurking in the shadows, seeing as I don't have one of my own. So if your muse is missing it may have been the one that used me to write this. General OOCness will most likely ensue. Anou... this fic does kill Relena. So if you like her, beware. C&C welcome, and I happen to be a pyrokinetic (not being human is so much fun), so flames will have no effect. Ahahahaha!!! ^.^
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You Oughta Know
by: Vischella Saturnia
The Collector's Archive of Gundam Wing
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Warnings: yaoi, deathfic
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(blah) = thoughts
// blah // = flashbacks
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// (Hurt.) "You don't mean that. You can't mean that, ki- kitto."

"But, Relena. That's just it, I do mean it."

(Denial.) "Iie!! You have to... You must love me!"

"Why? Can you tell me that?"

(Hope.) "Because, I love you. And you save me when I'm in trouble. That is why you must love me."

"Well I don't."

(Anger.) "This is all that other pilot's fault, isn't it? Why do you insist on being with him when it's so obvious that we belong together?"

"You want to know why? Okay, I'll tell you why. Because I love him." //

.....And then you walked away. Plain and simple. Well... Maybe to you. I've sat here for years dying inside trying to convince myself that chasing after you was worth it. Worth the pain you put me through when you went to him. After that, I just couldn't face you or him. I was afraid. Afraid that I would break down and cry. Or even worse, try to kill him. So I would run when either of you visited. I would remember a conveniently forgotten meeting or just be somewhere else till you left. But now... Now I am tired. Tired of running, tired of even trying. The pain is too much. This is the last time I will run, so I want you to know that I really meant it when I said I loved you all those years ago. And now all five of you are on your way here at my invitation. It will not be long, so I had better hurry. I just hope you realize that this letter is aimed at you. I just wanted to let you know that I still love you as much as I did then and I always will. But... I hope you are still happy with him. I wish you both good fortune in the future. So please forgive me as I run away for the last time.

Love always,
Relena Peacecraft

Relena folds the letter in half then sets it down on the desk in front of her. She pulls a handgun out of a drawer in the desk and points it at her temple.

(Sadness.)"Sayonara, Duo. Ai shiteru."

*BANG!!!*

;_; Waah!!! Relena was in love with Duo!! I can't believe I wrote that!
Actually, this didn't come out as bad as I thought it would. Just shorter than I planned.
Well... if you have any questions or just want to let me know what you think, then e-mail me.
Vischella Saturnia Ja ne!!

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