My lips quiver,
and my hands doth tremble.
I see thee as God hath made.
Excitement echos on my face,
yet I cry inside.
I fear the unknown,
and rejoice in its discovery.
My heart feels a dull pain,
as I write these words.
I have no tears to shed.
My tears withdrew from me,
a long time ago.
I no longer need them,
as I am now.
There is no balm for this pain.
This pain you hath sown,
this buried thorn in my heart.
I know this pain,
I've felt its like before.
I vowed to never feel it again.
And still doth its stab torment me,
as a shiver on a cold morning.
This pain in my heart,
doth wear upon my soul.
Relieve this pain and love me.