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| I am currently in the process of creating what will be come to be known as the P Notes. This is my main page, and since unfortunately this page alone can't come close to suiting my needs, I am doing a multi-page thingy and archiving my notes. Sooner or later, maybe at the last note I will tell everyone who exactly I am, that is if you are not quick enough to figure it out by the last of them. Yes, that is a picture of my ex-girlfriend to the right, she is my one true love in my life, and I don't think I could function without her. If it were not for her and her incredible zeal to achive what she wants done, I would never even wrote the P Notes. I owe her the strength to carry on and complete this, despite all the pain the truth brings... Saving space and the boring of you, I will write a little about how I am organizing this. Each note is one page long in Microsoft Word (Comic Sans MS Bold Size 10). The first two notes basically are the intro and I feel are important only in the respect of getting to know the type of person writing this. I feel it is important for anyone trying to get anything out of this to at least try to understand where this is coming from (I think this is almost an exact quote from one of my notes). Therefor with those of |
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| This is the woman whose zeal in her own work gave me the strength to keep writing, and changed my life forever. |
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| from one of my notes). Therefor with those of intellect enough to read it, I would naturally assume you'll agree and read it. If not then okay, but you will not really get the total ability to judge for yourself what I am saying, and thus your praise or criticism is baseless, biased on your own ideals, and many other adjectives that are not nice or orderly. I would ask that those who know who I am remain silent, I don't really want a lot of attention to drawn onto me, whether positive or negative, at least not in public. I'm not going to say who I am, but I'm not going to go out of my way to hide it either. If you want to talk to me about the notes, laud, or attack them, contact me. Maybe I'll give you my AIM/MSN name (I hardly use the Yahoo! IM service), and maybe I'll give you the address to my online journal, where you can see all the inner-workings of my mind and the minds of my friends. I want to tell you one more thing about these notes. These notes are not meant for those who consider themselves attached to happiness because of what they believe now. If anyone becomes more depressed with life or the universe because of my observations, then I am truly regretful for making this... Also if you are easily offened because of an intolerance to religious beliefs of othersor if you are catholic (that was a joke...LAUGH!), you should probably not read some of this stuff... One more thing, please be sure to read the journal entry that started it all, because it is important information about the author you must know before passing judgement on me... |
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| Schedule: The people of my online journal will be able to read the P Notes long before anyone else. For the general public, mainly those in Shaler, I plan to post these on this site October 17, which would have been the four month anniversary with my beautiful ex-girlfriend. I just randomly picked this date, I plan to advertise this site and try to maybe get some type of hype or something... The date might change, but if it does, it will change to an earlier date, because I'm sure I've already finished them by that time, or at least have a dozen done if I choose to keep going... Please do not bug me if you want to see them, if you know who I am then you can get them, but if not...just wait. I'm sure there won't be many of you. I am not really aiming for the general public, mainly those who are "gifted" and those that are goth probably. If you want to know if I am goth, I won't tell, heh. Because if say I am, that eliminates so many people, and if I say I'm not, that eliminates all the goths. As for the fact that I have 5 numbers below, I'll add more when I need to, so don't worry, there's more than five... |
| Progress (8/23/02): Well, today Angela broke up with me, so I naturally made sure the wording of this site is appropriate. No real major change, but I am definately depressed enough to write number 6. I realize it has been 9 days...but time flied when I'm with Angela, now surely time will slow to a crawl again, until the very unlikely event I can feel better. |
| P Notes: 5 Not posted yet: 5 |
| Due to the popularity of this entry I made in both my private journal and my online one (yes people read my private one), I have decided to post the entry, because I use this as a template for my other notes, although I don't use the same style of writing anymore, my notes will be a wee bit different, but please read. Without reading this, my entries probably seem so cold to you, but you must know about my religious feelings and whatnot before you decide what kind of person I am (excerpt from my online journal) |
| I'd rather you email me, but sign the book if you want to make a statement public... |
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