WAR OF NERVES

Monday on the line when you feel that nows the time To leave and be free aware of your destiny When that moment arrives worlds visions through the mind And all i see is what used to be My life consumed by a memory I don't ever wanna feel pain Wanna be ready when you call my name I don't ever wanna feel fear Cuz every night feels alright when your near Battle through this wall of nerves when your life it takes a turn What i have is what i feel well in my mind your lying here Fear that en holy trail theres a peice of me in all he said All kinds are fixed up inside my head The stage fright in my own bed (ah ha) I don't wanna feel pain Wanna be ready when you call my name I don't ever wanna feel fear Cuz every night feels alright when your near Don't wanna be like a voice without words (Coz I need you here with me) Don't wanna be unwilling this way (Will I supress my fears) When will I beat this war of nerves I don't ever wanna feel pain Wanna be ready when you call my name I don't ever wanna feel fear Cuz every night feels alright when your near I don't ever wanna feel pain When it's over will I feel the same I don't ever wanna feel fear These war of nerves that i reserved For when your here I don't ever wanna feel pain I'm feeling hurt but I feel no shame (no, no, no, no, no) I don't ever wanna feel fear Do I deserve these cruel words we have here?