Sara's Story-
I never thought it would happen. On every fallen star in that darkened sky i wished, a thousand times, a thousand wishes...and those stars & wishes turned to millions, millions of wishes, millions of tears.
The greatest dream for me was to meet her, Lita, my life, my heart, my soul. I wanted it so bad, I dreamt about it, I dreamt about hugging her, I dreamed it so bad that I remember one night waking up, sitting up in my bed and I could feel her there, but I opened my eyes to nothing.
It happened when I went to RAW is War August 6th. There was something in the air, towards the end of the show, things just felt...like something was up for me. Some felt just right. We (my friend Phil, this guy, Vince, My Brother, Ron (one of my trainers) and two guys who trained w/me, Steve and John) went around the block to pass out Rev Pro flyers and we were walking when suddenly Vince who was ahead turns and says, "Sara, its Lita" and then expressed she was walking this way with Matt. I figured he was lying but he pulled me with force, and I stopped in utter shock, knees about to buckle, words could not express my feelings...
...I was eye to eye with an angel, my angel. Phil was the brave one saying, "Shes a big fan." Vince topped it off with, "No, she's the biggest of the biggest." and I couldn't help it, all my dreams stood right before me in a black skirt and white rebel shirt. Lita...IT WAS HER. In from of me, I told her, "I love you" and started just crying, she smiled at me and shook my hand and asked my name, and Matt said Hi to me and was so sweet...
I told her how much she meant to me, how she saved my life and told her I had waited and waited for a hug, and she hugged me all tight and close and It was....it...it just felt right.
Then I said here, and gave her my silver ball chain bracelet, my good luck one and asked her to wear it for me on smackdown, she said she would and she said well..uhm...looked at her wrists and then gave me her hair tie, saying it was all she had to give and I was just like crying and she put it on my wrist. Then the boys were all talking to Matt and Ron was telling Lita how I train and how I say every day at training I wanna wrestle like Lita, I want to be the next Lita, and he told her how I trained and stuff, and then I wa telling her how she makes me a strong person and how people made fun of me in school and she was like "why did they make fun of you????" and I said cuz I had no self esteem, but you gave me that. and she was just overwhelmed and then she said you want me to sign your shirt? (I had my team xtreme shirt on) and I said I have no marker, and she said I do, and she smiled and signed it, then ya know everyone was talking and stuff and these guys gave her a CD so I went and hugged Matt and was like wow, and then I got the pen from Amy and Matt signed my shirt too (Jeff wasn't there ) and they had to go, so she hugged me again, and held onto my hand and then slowly let go as she walked off. It was wonderful...
THEN We walked and I was bawling crying my eyes out I was in total shock! I couldn't believe it I was weak and couldn't even stand!
We walked for like 15 minutes then Matt walks by, sans Amy and I said hey and you left Amy alone?! and he's like she's back there somewhere and he's like shes tough! and I'm like yah she'll beat 'em up and he gave me thumbs up and smiled, cuz we were both walking off in opposite ways.
I felt like Lita was scared so I was like eh I hope she didn't find me weird, so low and behold there she is in the beauty shop, we chill outside and phil tells her I felt bad cuz i prolly scared her and shes like NOOOO not at all, so I cam over and shes like just remember we're normal people too and I'm like but you saved my life and she's like kinda confused so I told her in a nutshell and she's like you're better now...right? and I said cuz of you. and shes like awww good! and I told her about my close Jamaal and how he told me every day to hang in for amy and that he loved her too and about my framed picture on my nightstand and I was walking w/her after the shop cuz thank god phil parked that way, then I told her adopt me! and shes like nooo I can't, and i'm like I'll take care of Cody! and she's like well my roommates kinda walkin' the line so i may have to call you (I gave her my number and e-mail earlier) and I was like smiling like. And we talked about Trish and how they're close friends and Vince asked her about Taker (he LOVES Taker) and asked her how to say her last name right. Then I say we didn't take a picture and she's like we didn't? and Im like no camera she's like oh :\. and so I say go in the photo booth and she's like well I gotta meet my boys and I'm like please so she's all alright go warm it up for me, and Im like yer gonna ditch me huh and shes like NOOO. and so i put in the money and she came in and we couldnt get the thing to work and she's all shit and im like damn so finally we did we just got whatever frame, didn't care LOL and we got "perfect angels" how appropriate and then pushed freeze, took the picture, then she hit unfreeze LOL and was like OOPS and im laughing shes like okay we gotta take it again. and so we did and she hit okay and shes like ha it works! and then we got out and she had to go and she hugged me again and man I just felt so safe there, so complete. then she had to go, but she still had my bracelet and then she said goodbye and as she was walking off I said "I Love you Amy, I really do." and she smiled at me and I just... its like everything I ever wanted...was there in my arms. I got my hug I told her my story...