The way has wondered in such a storm
of wills
where words have lost their meaning
and in turn
I lost track of your
steps in the sand.

Your breath blows in some direction
I no longer comprehend.

I ask,
which dwelling bears your dreams
of late
stormy will,
which summer hosts your sun?

I've been but a breeze in your fields
and yet
I stirred forth more than a current,
more than a wind,
more than a wind...

I wonder how
these winds blow forth and reach their nest
without a flight,

I wonder,

how useless grips I clench with so much haste
and finer findings I embrace
but lose in a night.

And as tonight I sing the tune of your hair in this mist
I recall my promises to sit
amidst these woods with you
and contemplate for a while
the sounds of these larks and geese in flight.


I am but a wish,
I know
but in your dreams as this gravid wind blows
I reach your heart
as this moonless night flies past your window
pregnant of no tune of harp
or violin.

I reach your heart,
I know
but bewildered you let go
of the thread to mine.

Tonight, as you lean against this wall
your eyes scream truth
you'd sooner withhold
than greet what breath I might return,

you fool of a man!

And hence you leave
this mist of day
without a glimpse
of the rose I laid
on the pillar
for your return.

And hence you yield
without winning,
you yield
from the very beginning,
you yield
out of your willing.                                   


                                                
    INA       28th May 01



Storm of Wills
- to a man of will, whose stormy flight captured my sight -
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picture : Horse by Bierstadt