I probably feel like starting with it today because of this painting my friend Jean is working on right now : she told me it represented a girl that looks like a vampire. Now, some of you are going to say : "Ah ! I see !". Many of you are going to open round eyes and say : "What ?". So let me put on the light ! First, the title seems misleading. Taken all alone it makes you expect some nice love song about a prince and his princess, no ? Well, of course, you don't expect that kind of songs from Metallica. So for you, it doesn't make sense. Charming princes are supposed to be hansom gentlemen, not ugly scary hard rockers !
"It's a black cloud over head, that's me"
says the very first line.
It goes on "The poison ivy chokes the tree, again it's me ;
I'm the filthy one on Bourbon street you walk on by ; I'm the little boy that pushes
hard and makes him cry" : this guy is describing himself,
simple.
"There's a dirty needle in your child…" If he's describing himself, the child should be him, right ?
"Empty bottles still in hand, still dead, still me"
: oh ! Deep one !
"I'm the suit and tie that bleeds the street and still wants
more" : personally -this may be far from track- it
reminds me of the character of John Travolta in "Pulp Fiction", a killer in suit and
tie who saw his "co-worker" getting shot in front of his eyes and escaping each bullet
as if it was a kind of miracle… And still John's character keeps on doing his "job", not
taking a minute to ponder on this strange event… And he gets shot for good himself.
"I'm the 45 that's in your mouth", "I'm a dirty, dirty whore"
…
Speaks for itself now, no?
Here comes the chorus now.
"Look it's me, the one who can't be free"
: tied to the temptations, to the anger.
"Much too young to focus but too old to see"
: do I have the correct lyrics ? Ah ah !
"What no one wants to see": ok,
"See what you brought this world, just what you want to see"
: huh ?
"Hey ma, hey ma look it's me":
so, his ma wanted to bring what no one wants, the rejected part of human nature, into
light ? And it happened through her kid…
"He wants to become father now, me again, me"
: having a child to do the same as his mother's did, getting rid
of the task… Getting rid of the cleaning… He finds that job doesn't belong to him, he
doesn't want to keep his hands in the dirt forever… Blurred for me I admit.
"The marks inside your arms spell me, spell only me"
: that's tough again. "Marks" could stand for many things.
"I'm the nothing face that plants a bomb and strolls away"
: terrorists have no identity of their own, no face,
their anger leads them to identify themselves to a cause and do everything for it.
"I'm the one who doesn't look quite right as children play":
the guy doesn't watch for his kids? He doesn't care for them, caring only for himself?
Or is this about someone who looks at kids a very wrong way?
"Look up to me, what to be and what to fear"
: a key line. What we judge as the evil inside has to
be recognized and experienced, it's a living part of the individual, scary when denied
or fought, it can become no longer evil when faced and understood.
"Look up to me, look it's me, what you hear"
: he's calling out for a lot of attention…
"See right through me",
repeated twice : see through the nasty kid, see beyond the appearances… As if he didn't
existed… It's not his real Self but the anger and the pain that you see.
"I'm the filthy one on Bourbon street you walk on by"
: you have to have read "Interview with the Vampire" , by Anne
Rice, to write or get that one, he he !… Just as for the song "Bourbon street" by Sting.
The filthy one in New Orleans is a vampire, could be either Lestat or Louis, but Lestat
seems more appropriate as he's a tall, blond and blue eyed guy. And then the title makes
finally sense : those vampires, for all of us symbols of the Devil inside, are so damn
gorgeous! Real charming princes!
The Devil seems to have dominion over the Earth, to reign here (for the French people
here , I'm thinking of the last MC Solar song : "Solar pleure"), trying to seduce us by
using all kinds of ways you can imagine and more. He's trying to catch you… to send you
in Hell. Hell being this place you live in when you act and breathe through your anger,
your desire for revenge, your greed,…
May, 6th, 2001. |