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Before you start reading the “Forbidden Fantasies” I advise you to read this part on human sexuality, which was like an eye-opener for me. More about this idea and the method how to investigate this for your self can be found on WWW Panacea@website-1.com.
Each person's own sexuality results from his or her physical and genetic characteristics and from body state emotions, which have become associated with various people, places, things, ideas, and feelings. Surprisingly, early events originating in infancy and early childhood affect the subsequent sexuality of every male and many females. Summary of Types Without qualifying the statements for precise accuracy, virtually all men and women fall into one (or two) of the following three basic categories: A There are those people (both men and women) who suffered one or more sexual experiences (during their early childhood years) that were painful and/or frightening. B There are those other people who had one or more pleasant sexual experiences that were self-discovered and/or inflicted upon them by others during early childhood; however, no pain or fear was experienced during such sexual experiences. C There are those people who had neither of the above two types of experiences; such females had absolutely no sexual experience whatsoever during those early childhood years. They received no genital stimulation or cavity penetrations, nor were they induced to participate in or allowed to observe explicit human sexual activity. However, males in this category experienced only natural penile erections (without any other person's intentional intervention or no repeated stimulation.) Once the origins of the feelings are gone, such women and men are able to decide and choose for themselves whether or not to discontinue that behavior. But, then, such choices are made on a logical and rational basis-- not due to emotional compulsion or fear. Note from the author “Forbidden Fantasies” is a dangerous book, certainly not suitable for children and banned from a hypocrite world.Yet, it deals with the essence of our being and the corners of our minds. We all know the words I use; we just consider them to be not proper.We all know the kind of images I picture, and many male-orientated magazines help to that.We just don’t like to talk about it, or admit we do have them. To me it doesn’t matter, I know who I am. Just look at the corners of your mind, don’t be ashamed, and don’t feel guilty about what is there. It might be there for a very good reason, and just like me, I wish you to find it out. Song from Enigma, used in the last part Je ne dors plus (The time has come) I can't sleep anymore (The time has come) Je te desire (The time has come) I desire you (The time has come) Prends moi Je suis a toi Mea culpa / Take me I'm yours I'm guilty Je veux aller au bout de me fantasmes Je sais que c'est interdit Je suis folle. Je m'abandonne / I want to go to the end of my fantasies I know it is forbidden I am crazy. I am letting myself go Mea culpa Kyrie eleison Christe eleison I'm guilty Lord have mercy Christ have mercy Je suis la et ailleurs Je n'ai plus rien Je deviens folle Je m'abandonne / I am here and somewhere else I have nothing more I am becoming crazy I am letting myself go Mea culpa I'm guilty Je ne dors plus Je te desire Prends moi Je suis a toi / I can't sleep anymore I desire you Take me I'm yours Kyrie eleison Christe eleison Lord have mercy Christ have mercy Je suis la et ailleurs Je veux tout Quand tu veux Comme tu veux / I am here and somewhere else I want everything, When you want, As you like Mea culpa Kyrie eleison I'm guilty Lord have mercy |
