"Well are you happy now? All that foolish pride you let get in the way of the one thing you cared about the most. Now look at what you've done. Now Look! Its too late now. Too Late...Its all YOUR FAULT!

"No!"
You just had to keep putting it off didnt you Justin?

"No I didnt know!!

Justin opened his swollen eyes and looked around through blurred vision. He sat up in the unconfortable chair that he had been sleeping in and rubbed his eyes. He gazed around at his surroundings in the waiting area of the Emergency Room.

Justin sank back in his seat. His eyes were red and swollen. He looked like he hadnt slept in days...and he didnt feel much better than he looked. His mind was tangled and twisted..He couldnt think straight. He kept thinking about everything that had happened...praying that he could wake up from this nightmare that he seemed to be having.

He sat there staring into space..replaying the whole night over and over in his head. The concert...How much fun they had all had. They had regained thier friendship. Everything seemed to be falling back into place. Seeing Dani's cheerful smile and the way her beautiful blue eyes lit up when she laughed made Justin realize what he had lost. He was wanting it back. He was going to tell her...but decided not to. It wasnt the right time. And besides he still loved Ellie...didnt he?

But now he knew he shouldnt have waited. Now he may never be able to tell her. While they were arguing in the car, Dani had took her eyes off the road for a few seconds...But they were one second too many, She hit an incredibly slick spot in the road and crashed her side of the car into a guard rail. Everyone else in the car was fine..Joey had a few cuts on his head because he was on the same side, but he didnt make any impact with the rail. The vision that stuck out in Justin's head was looking over and seeing Dani's lying over on her steering wheel. Her head had slammed into her door glass and fell down on the steering wheel..He reached over and gently lifted her head up, only to find that she was bleeding..very badly. Somehow he dialed 911 on his cell phone and called an ambulance even though he dont even remember doing it. He remembers hearing Alyssa crying and screaming in the backseat while Joey tried his best to comfort her. Telling her that everything was going to be fine...

Justin and Lance walked down the hall and took the elevator up to the 2nd floor. The stepped off and continued on thier way in silence. Lance wanted to get Justin to talk because he was being so quiet and he didnt need to keep it all built up inside him. But he just wasnt sure what to say.

Alyssa got up from her seat and took her empty tray over to the tray rack. She could hear Justin explaining the accident to Ellie. She walked back over and told him that she was going back downstairs. Justin nodded at her while still talking on the phone.

Justin clenched the side of the tablecloth with his fist. Ellie was trying to blame Dani of everything. How could she do that to someone she didnt even know?

They sat there in silence for a few minutes before Justin finally decided to hang up. He shoved his cell phone in his pocket..put his tray away, and started walking back downstairs. He got to the waiting room and saw Alyssa, Lance and Joey sitting around a Tv in the corner. He didnt feel like sitting down right now...he needed some air. So he went outside the side doors of the emergency room that led to a balcony over the parking lot of the hospital. The sun was fixing to rise and a cool winter breeze seemed to wrap all around him.

'I just wish I could hold her again.' He thought to himself as his mind drifted back to thier last day in Vegas together. 'I should have never let her go.'

Justin pulled his coat around him tighter as the air began to get even colder. He felt the tears begin to well up in his eyes again.

Then the door opened and Joey & Alyssa stepped out. Alyssa had a bunched up Kleenex in one hand..and another one in the other hand wiping her eyes with it.