Ones that live with me

Mom: Mom and I are too alike. And that causes problems. We both always think we're right in an argument and are too stubborn to say we're wrong. I think I've pretty much learned to just shut up. Not necessarily say, "You're right", but just shut up. We don't get along very much. I don't think she understands that things aren't the same as when she was a kid. Ugh. When we're not fighting, she's really cool. Always joking around and laughing. But us not fighting is rare.

Dionne (Step dad): He's crazy. Its funny. He never has admitted he loved me or anything though. I think he's uncomfortable around me. I don't get it. But anyways. He annoys me sometimes because he never grounds his children. Never does anything when they do something wrong. That really pisses me off. He can't seem to take the role as the adult.

Grandma Mary: She acts very immature and that annoys me. I hate when she tries to get pity. We don't get along very well. I've learned to mainly just shut up with her too. I talk to her as little as I can. Almost all the times I've been threatened to get kicked out was her fault.

Donie (Step-bro): The only one in this house who can relate to me best. He sees the way my mother does me wrong. Pisses him off too. I know he'd always protect me if I needed it. But something about him isn't right. I don't understand it. But something about him makes me very uncomfortable. I hate it, though. Because I really do want to be friends with him. I just can't, though. He gets too close.

Josh (Step-bro): He's always annoyed with me. Always playing his computer games. I miss the old him. We used to hang out and play games and stuff. But now he's all lazy and finds everything about me annoying. It saddens me.

Kristina (Step-sis): The only one in the house that I really consider a friend. Though, these last few years, we've grown more apart. She fights me more. Pisses me off more often. But we mainly get along. She's the closest to my size so we wear each others clothes and stuff. We hang out a lot. She's friends with all my friends.

Debi (Half-sis): She hates me. She's stated it many times. She said she wishes every single bad thing in the world would come to me and hurt me. Thats how evil she is. I wish I could get along with her. I wish I could be a good big sister. But she just doesn't know how to be unselfish and unbratty. She doesn't know HOW to be nice. How NOT to be annoying. We get in fist fights too much. We can never share a room. We'd probably kill each other. Literally.



We also have many pets. 8 cats: Orangie, Snuffy Jr., Crazykitty, Snowflake, Tiny, Cally (Jitterbug), Gypsy (baby), and Tiger. 5 dogs: Snowball, Ralph, Tonya, Twinkie & Dingo. 4 fish. 1 turtle. And one lizard: Cornelius. We live in a 6 room house (not as big as it sounds.) We had 11 people in our house, but Grandpa Don is in the hospital, dying, as we speak. (He was really mean to me... so I don't know what I think about it.) Micheal is in jail for, once again, stealing things from us and selling it for drug money. And John went and met up with some Internet girl and we haven't heard from him since. (I'm worried about it now, but nobody is doing anything...)



Ones that don't live with me

Auntie Shari: One of my favorite aunts. She's on my real dad's side. She cares a lot about me and that makes me feel good. We finally got back in contact about a year ago. She's willing to help me whenever I need it, and for that, I am very very thankful. She makes me feel so good about myself. Noticing the good details about me that nobody else points out. I love her so much.

Daddy Ron: My biological father. *sigh* I don't know what to think about him. He & my mother seperated when I was about 1 1/2. He's an alcoholic. He says he'll pay child support, but never does. He never seems to want to see me until I try to see him. I didn't see him for about 8 years, and then I saw him during the summer of 2003. He changed a lot. I changed a lot. He was really sweet-sounding. Said I was beautiful. And that he loved me. As if he wanted me to say it back. But how could you love somebody you don't even know. He's never been there. Though, I wish he was. I don't hate him, but I don't love him. And I definitely don't like him. He said he wanted to get more involved in my life, but I haven't talked to him since I left. So I don't know.

Dad (Terry): My step-dad. He was with my mom the longest, and I consider him my dad. When I was around 10, he decided he was gay. Him & my mother seperated. We moved all the way down to Florida, leaving him, all my family & all my friends in Wisconsin. He used to be VERY strict. And I didn't like him very much. But now he's not as strict. He's pretty much really nice. Until he gets stressed out. Then he gets mean again. He buys us lots of things when he has the money. He's very fashionable and I love that. Haha. Its fun having a gay step-dad. He's more like a good friend.



Most of my family lives in Wisconsin. So I don't see them very much. I try to visit them every summer.



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