5-2-00 (11:25 p.m.) Well...as some of you, perhaps all of you have already guessed, I'm not giving this up for good. I'm just not sure exactly what I'm going to do with it. Recently, I've just enjoyed the added freetime of not keeping up with it, and not dealing with the humor list, which I've also discontinued. Although Ben Lee (whom I considered asking to take my place) volunteered to continue spamming people ; ). The main reason I'm writing this now, is I found a great quote that I thought applied to my journal rather well. Thanks Lindsey "The most important things are the hardest to say. They are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them--words shrink things that seemed limitless when they were in your head to no more than living size when they're brought out. But it's more than that, isn't it? The most important things lie too close to wherever your secret heart is buried away. And you may make revelations that cost you dearly only to have people look at you in a funny way, not understanding what you've said at all, or why you thought it was so important that you almost cried while you were saying it. That's the worst, I think. When the secret stays locked within not for want of a teller but for want of an understanding ear." Stephen King So..if you want to know what I've been up to...my poetry page and my quotes page probably tell you more than anything else at this point...and you could always ask me. Well...ta ta for now.