Bomb With blankness staring back at me and screaming from the pages I feel the fear apathy gripping me, pushing me on top of every thing in the corner with a view I turn off the fluorescent tube This is the bomb that I've been waiting for looking for you finally lit the fuse that's in my head yes, you finally lit the fuse that's in my head With nothingness on top of me and bleeding from my folder only you can stop the emptiness don't let it take over. I've been sinking down further into nothing I've been waiting long longer then for some things This is the bomb that I've been waiting for looking for you finally lit the fuse that's in my head yes, you finally lit the fuse that's in my head Chem 6A 1...2...3...4 Nothing but a chemical in my head It's nothing but laziness Cuz I dont wanna read the book I'll watch the movie Cuz it's not me I'm just like everybody else my age I think I'd rather play around And I think I'd rather watch tv Cuz I dont wanna face my fears I'll watch the movie. It's not me I'm just like everybody else I'm just like everybody else because I don't wanna be here, I don't wanna see this now It's all wrong, but it's all right And I don't wanna be here, I don't wanna study now It's all wrong but it's all right I don't know what love is And I don't know who I am And if I ever wanna find out I'll watch the movie Cuz it's not me I'm just like everybody else my age I don't wanna change the world And I don't wanna be someone And I don't wanna write the book - I'll make the movie Cuz it's not me I'm just like everybody else (I'm just like everybody else) I'm just like everybody else I don't wanna be here, I don't wanna see this now It's all wrong but it's all right And I don't wanna be here, I don't wanna study now It's all wrong but it's all right It's all right. Underwater It's in her head, it's in her mind She can't believe it Can't believe she's running out of time And any hold that she can find Something to lean on Everybody fails her half the time Nothing to be She's already been Oh, in plenty of time Plenty of time Plenty of time She lights her candle, six A.M. Starting a new one Every new one hits her just the same Just like clockwork She climbs down into her bottle Yeah, and no one down there cares to know her name She's underwater, nowhere now She's underwater, upside down The rising tide won't find her now She's lost and found Underwater She's underwater She's underwater, but she won't drown She can't believe it And everyone she meets feels just the same It takes all day to get to tonight What makes the sunset And what makes it go back to where it came Nothing to be She's already been In plenty of time Plenty of time Plenty of time She's underwater, nowhere now She's underwater, upside down The rising tide won't find her now She's lost and found Now she's upside down Now she's six feet down Underwater Underwater Underwater Edge of My Seat Nothing more That there's nothing more Nothing more That there's nothing more Nothing here's the same, it's all a dream Life on the movie screen And I'm sitting on the edge of my seat I can't tell what happens next, just what I've seen I don't know what it means But I'm holding on the edge of my seat 'Cause I can't forget your name, forget your name Yeah I can't forget you now I know I can't forget you, girl I promise Sit back buckle in and hold on tight A roller coaster ride And I'm holding on the edge of my seat And I can't know for sure 'Cause I just landed on your shore But I think you got nothing but another thing coming If you think there's nothing more That there's nothing more I can't forget your name, forget your name Yeah I can't forget you now I know I can't forget you girl I can't forget your name, forget your name Yeah I can't forget you now I know I can't forget you, can't forget you girl I can't forget your name, forget your name Yeah I can't forget you now I know I can't forget you girl Home I can see the stars from way down here But I can't fall asleep behind the wheel It's a long way from the shadows in my cave Up to Your reality To watch the sunlight taking over, over Taking over Take me over I've been poison, I've been rain I've been fooled again I've seen ashes shine like chrome Someday I'll see home All that's in my head is in Your hands If it's in my head, it's in Your hands It's in my head, it's in Your hands It's in Your hands Might Have Ben Hur Everything I know Tells me she's everything That I could hope for Everything I know Tells me I can't let her walk away I took my time to find the words I hope she'd feel the same 'Cause I want someone to share my smile To share the pain To be there when the sea turns gray To share the joy For better or worse {chorus}: And I thought that it might have been her I thought that it might have been her Wonder if she knows The way I saw her soul Light up my life Wonder if she knows of the pain I feel tonight Concrete Girl Bleeding thoughts Cracking boulder Don't fall over Fake your laughter Burn the tear Sing it louder, Twist and shout Way up here We stand on shoulders Growing colder Laugh or cry I wont mind Sing it louder, Twist and shout Immovable shadows Concrete girl They'll rock your world To nothing And they're swimming Around again, again And they're swimming Around the concrete girl Catch your breath Like four leaf clover Hand it over Scream to no one Take your time Sing it louder, Twist and shout Nothing to run from Is worse than something And all your fears Of nothing And they're swimming Around again, again And they're swimming Around the concrete girl Concrete girl Don't fall down In this broken world Around you Concrete girl Don't fall down Don't fall down My concrete girl Don't stop thinking Don't stop feeling One step away From where we were And one step back To nothing And we're standing on top Of hopes and fears And we're fighting For words now Concrete girl And we're swimming Around again, again And we're swimming Around now Concrete girl Life and Love and Why Life and love and why Child, adult, then die All of your hoping and all of your searching for what? Ask me for what am I living and what gives me strength that i'm willing to die for Take away from me this monstrosity 'Cause my futile thinking's not gonna solve nothing tonight Ask me for what am I living and what gives me strength that I'm willing to die for Could it be this? Could it be bliss? Could it be all that I ever had missed? Could it be true? Can life be new? And can I be used? Can I be used? Give me a reason for life and for death And a reason for drowning while I hold my breath Something to laugh at a reason to cry With everyone hopeless and hoping for something to hope for Yeah, with something to hope for Could it be true? Can life be new? Could it be all that I am is in You? Could it be this? Could it be bliss? Can it be You? Can it be You? You There's always something in the way There's always something getting through But it's not me It's you It's you Sometimes ignorance rings true But hope is not in what I know It's not in me It's in you It's in you [chorus] It's all I know It's all I know It's all I know I find peace when I'm confused And I find hope when I'm let down Not in me, me In you It's in you I hope to lose myself for good I hope to find it in the end But not in me, me In you In you [chorus] It's all I know It's all I know It's all I know In you In you Its in you In you There's always something in the way There's always something getting through But its not me, me It's you It's you It's you It's you It's you (Its all I know) It's you It's you (Its all I know) It's you It's you (Its all I know) It's you It's you Ode to Chin What's your direction? Tell me what's wrong, tell me what's right What's your direction? Think about somebody else for the night Life's more than girls God's more than words You're more than this So what's your direction? And where are you now? Grow, grow where you are Anchor your roots underneath Doubt your doubts and believe your beliefs What's your direction? What matters most? What should you know? What's your direction All that you've been Makes who you are now 'Cause I've been ashamed I've been a fool You know I've backed down When I lose direction I pray to be found Grow, grow where you are Anchor your roots underneath Doubt your doubts and believe your beliefs Don't Be There Don't be there, don't be there, 'Cause I'm on my way, And I'm already gone over, And I'm on my way, hey... I can't recall myself how I went down, Did I get shot or shoot myself? I'm down here, I'm down here, And you're way up there, That doesn't hurt, badly, But it stings right here, hey... I can't recall myself how I went down, Did I get shot or shoot myself? And I won't pretend there's nothing there, You'll be around and I'll be square. Don't be alarmed if I'm not there, You'll be around and I'll be square. If you're a rose then I'm the thorn that's in your side, And does it hurt badly? 'Cause it burns right here. I can't recall myself how I went down, Did I get shot or shoot myself?  :: home :: music :: bio :: links :: photos :: quotes ::