eyes

The eyes represent me. I am the eyes for this inner family. My name is "Eyes." The job of mine is gatekeeper. I am not known as to who I am by many people, only to two inside, and three on the outside. I am very quiet. I just watch mainly. If I need to be out that means something really bad and aweful happened. I usually just stay watching behind the eyes of those that want to be out. I do not stop over my boundary and over-ride too many of the other gatekeepers. Only if I feel it needs to be done.

     I have not known anyone in our lifetime that hasn't at some point hurt Angel Destiny. People are works of art aren't they? They don't want to be hurt, but most of the times, they are stomping all over the tender hearts of whoever is within their grasp, without even giving it a second thought. Have you ever thought that maybe something hurt other people? Maybe the way you say something, maybe the way you act around someone.
     Have you ever thought that you might be enjoying yourself, but that maybe, just maybe, the one that is beside you is hurting inside because of that joyous occasion?
     Have you ever thought that maybe, just maybe what you are doing is hurting the person so deeply, that he/she is just playing along with it right now, so that he/she won't hurt you feelings, but that later on, when they are all alone, and have privacy, that they are crying to themselves?
     What you do does affect other people. What say does affect others. What you choose to do with yourself, no matter what you think, has an affect on someone.
     Most people in our life are like that as well. Most people in our life, are just like everyone else. Slowly we are seeing that there are others who do care enough to watch out what they say, or how they say it. We are seeing that there is a such thing as true love, and true family.
     On that point, I would like to say that in this new family, I have decided to let others come out. I have choosen to let others see what it is like to not have to worry about whether or not you are going to eat. I am letting them see that they are not in any danger right now, and that there is a different world out there. One just has to find that different world, and not throw it away for someone else, because of fear of what might happen.
     There are times when children are so afraid that I do keep them inside, or when I know it is best for them to stay inside, rather than to face the real world outside, but those times are slowly being fewer and fewer.
     Right now is a bad time to be talking to us. If you are truely a friend you will understand what I mean by that, because none of us are feeling to well at the moment, because of the months that lay ahead of us, and what it meant in the past. Those memories are being changed, yes, but it takes time.
     It takes an understanding of a big heart of just one person to change the life of someone.
     To the world, you might be only one person, but to one person, you might be the world.

     Welcome to our inner family. Stop by often and get to know us. There are 111 alters of Angel Destiny, and eventually we will come out and tell you who we are.
     This is no game, this is reality. If you cannot handle reality, don't let the door hit you in the butt as you leave.
     You might not know it, but I am always watching my children, and I will always be making sure they are okay.