pleadingforhelp

I am sorry, for everything.

I am tired and hurting.

I have asked and no one answers me.

I have prayed. I am sorry that you are too busy for me God.
Please just plese, this one time, Set things aside, and help me.
I am pleading with you. Please help me God. I'm begging you.

I know you have a lot of little children, to take care of,
please oh please, come be with me,
for I feel so tired, and all alone
I want to give up, and leave this world
and never think about things again.
I want to kill myself.
I want to get rid of everything that is me.
Destroy it all, please?
More than anything,
I want you, To hold me,
To sing to me, To be here for me, To hold me.
To wipe away my tears, To take away my pain,
To make everything better, To put me in your arms,
and tell me it's okay. That everything will be alright,

That there is hope. That iI'm not bad.
I'm so sorry for me, I truely am,
I don't deserve any of those things,
Because I have been bad.
I was wrong. And I know that you are punishing me too.
But please, just this one day, Please let them go away.
Please just this one day, Let me think of happy thoughts.
Please just this one day, et me be a child again.
Please just this one day, let me be peaceful.
Please oh please.

I'm not asking too much am I?

I don't want to upset you.
Please don't think I want that.

I'm pleading with you.
Just this once,
Let it all go away.