I just hear myself saying.."don't leave me"...but I got no response from you.  That was my dream..

I can do anything for you, because that is the way which I chose for loving you.  So what did u choose for me?

Quoting a sentence from Titanic, in one theme, Jack said, "You jump, I jump"....that's also my love perception in my real life.  
You say no,
What can I say?  What should I say?  You must think, "You have to listen
to me and you should be understandable"
and then I'll say, "To be understood, as to understand"

Put yourself in my shoe, then you'll know all i need is a bottle of poison.