If there's only an hour left for life
I was sitting in front of my little vcd player while watch a n-year-old Hong Kong film. The film had a stupid plot saying how three guys approached girls in a cruise. As usual, I got this lousy disc at a very cheap price and did not consider the story much. Only want somestories which I don't need to put too much attention on in a busy life. However, one guy said a phrase really initiate my mood to write today: "If there is only an hour left for life"
This phrase is a name of a radio show in Hong Kong long time ago. Unfortunately, I did not have a chance to listen to it because of the geographical distance. But I did know that the host asked some celebraties to the studio to share what they would do in the last hour of life. Most people, as you would expect, said they would spend the time with their lovers, families. Some even said they would sign up an insurance contract immediately so that their parents and kids did not need to have any financial worries in future.
For me, I guess I would call all my close friends to go through the last step in life with me. But, before doing this, I wish I could manage allocate myself some personal spaces to confess the wrongs I have made and some regrets in life.
Did not spend much time with my grandpa before he was passing away
Did not do my best to write the HKCEE
Not willing to share my feelings with my family
Not being determined: attending to violin classes and boy scout meeting for only 2 years
Not being able to accomplish all my parents' wills
Failed to understand the hard time my parents faced in raising me
Did not accept the consequences as a result of my act: eg, the hair color treatment
Did not hold tightly valuable things like time, love.
Well, I hope I won't have to regret. What I can do is to work harder as I have already known some of my weaknesses and problems. Of course, I am not that negative. Life is like a picture. Some imperfections make the whole picture look nicer. Also, I would recall something that paint "my picture" more colorful.
Travelling to Asia on my own
Making friends from 5 continents
Constructing a complete "Oscar" homepage!!
Living alone for four years in Montreal
Building up deep relationships with each of my close friend
Bringing fun to my friends
Exchanging secret thoughts with TRUE friends
Taking initiatives to do things that no one would expect from me: being a host of school's singing contest
Cooking cuisines better than most of my lady friends do (sorry to those ladies who know me!)
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