Pedestal

Have I put myself on a pedestal?
Think I am someone special
I thought I was the exception
But what do you recall
I wish I could read y our mind
Know what you really think
I want to know what you feel
For now I am walking on this brink

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I think I'm the only one
But I'm not
I want to be rare
But I'm not
I wish I were special
But I'm not
Who knows what
But I am just a slut
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I didn't think I'd get here
I save it for someone
I gave everything else away
Now I feel dumb
I've been passed around
Whose turn is it next?
This is what I have left
Where is the rest?

I'm a virgin
But I'm still a whore
It's your turn now
Put me on the floor