Bitch

Sitting here alone
Stood up on a date that wasn't even real
I swore this wouldn't hurt
but I can't tell myself what to feel

*
I am not worth your time
so you didn't bother
And I am sure this will happen again
by some other
bitch
*

breaking apart inside
seached my soul for all of my fears
I said I didn't care
But I am still pulling out my hairs

Wanting to be special
Wished I had something that someone wanted
I knew what I meant
But by the memories I am still huanted