Claim to Fame

This is one more night I've layed awake for you
I really don't know what you want me to do
I think you could discard me like gum from your shoe
but you've decided to cling to me like glue
*chorus*
I have always had forgiveness as my rule
but you played me for a big fat fool
You wrapped me up like thread on a spool
for only one moment you me feel cool
*chorus*
I wonder if this was the best choice I could make
Is what I see in the mirror in the morning fake
I don't know how much more of this I can take
How many more times will there be these mistakes
*chorus*
It hurt when you did it once
It killed when you did it twice
now I am walking like the 3 blind mice
this seems like just one more roll of the dice
*chorus*
Is it time to start to walk away
Walk far away through the night and day
Or do I just suck it up and stay
What cards are you holding waiting to play
*chorus*
I know where the source of this pain dwells
feeling this low has become my personal hell
what happened to the pedestal from which you fell
My life is falling apart, can you tell?

*chorus*
How can you expect this to stay the same
the only gift you have ever given me is pain
and if this happens again I just might go insane
writing these sad songs has become my claim to fame
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