Shame Spiral 

I've come to this place again
Falling down empty inside
Trapped alone where I don't belong
Lost and confused in this
Shame Spiral

As lost as I have become
I know this place well
It's not a place I visit
This is where I live

I'm not welcome here
A stranger stared at me
As I look in my mirror
Broken and beaten I fall again

Washing the blood from my teeth
The haze fully sets in
Unaware of anything around me
All I feel is pain

This can't be real
This is far too dark
Something must be wrong
Because I'm sure I can't be right

Did reality become fantasy
Or did fantasy become real
I constructed this world
Can't I break it down?