4 AM

Its 4 o'clock in the am 
what a time to play this game
I reach for my phone
Find the message that your home
My thoughts drift back
All i can see is the color black
Did you see his face
Do you remember the pain of that place
I lay here and say my prayer
can you please tell me how this is fair
I suffer for what you did
Did I ever believe the promises you made
My thoughts are left unsaid
but the beating of my heart is already dead
I will never forget that night
Nor can I forget every time that we fight
My will is very tough
but this has gone far enough
I didn't deserve this
All I ever gave you was bliss
Why has it gone this far
Can you see all of my bleeding scars
Things will never bee the same
And things are breaking at 4am