The Book

The book has closed
just another dead rose
I said my goodbye's
after all your lies
You've hurt me
and one day you'll see
everything you are missing
and you'll be wishing
i was by your side
and wondering why you lied
you never loved me
you couldn't even accept me
I still can't help but wonder
where was my blunder
was there one?
could I have won
I think not
when will this blood clot
this cut runs deep
and my climb is steep
i must regain myself
whats my value on this shelf
what is my life worth
even worth my own birth
where will i be at the end
what message can i send
at the top i will regain my life
and start the search for my wife
I will be fine alone
Just spend some time a home
finding myself again
freeing myself of pain
This is not what god planned
and I have learned
he will handle all
and hold me from my fall
nothing else matters
as my pieces scatter