Dreaming for a Nightmare

The end of a day comes
time for dreams and peace
for some
not for me
I toss, I flail
I sleep but not rest
dreaming of peace
music plays in the background
the soundtrack to a nightmare
and to another broken heart
sounds of a broken life
what does that sound like you ask
not the sound of falling
or even hitting rock bottom
its a dripping noise
of blood surrounding you 
as lay there
unable to move
drowning in yourself
lying awake watching
listening to it
wishing this was a dream
a nightmare
its almost humors that i am
dreaming for a nightmare