Goodbye

This is my goodbye
I'll never ask why
You will be missed
This is what I risked
This wasn't meant to be
It took time to see
I wish it wasn't like this
this pain is so brisk
I thought you were my prize
but now I realize
this was just my quest
I am to learn the rest
learn on my own
but I can't put down the phone
I wish I could hear your voice
but this was your choice

this is my goodbye
you ask yourself why
I will never understand it
why did you put me through shit
did you enjoy breaking me apart
what do you feel in your heart
was I just a hurdle to cross
a plaque for you to emboss
was it just a game to play
do you have anything to say
you are the one who lost
now you must pay the cost
there was hope that is now gone
just one more lyric for a song
I want to just say goodbye
but I can't, why