Hills on the Plain

I will never forget your lie
or how hard I cried
you made a promise
a promise you couldn't keep
but what you sow you reap

My pieces are scattered
along with my life shattered
I stare at your ring
the possibilities it held
and all the things I felt

You were my life
someday you would be my wife
but that was hope
and now I have none
because you were my one

as much as I want to hate
this was just my fate
I can't change the cards
I take what is dealt
all I know is what I felt

I will be ok someday
the pain will fade away
I will love again
that day is not soon
for pain seems to loom

you were my only doll
and now you watch my fall
you watch from the outside
watch as I collapse 
fall into my own relapse

I remake my word of pain
where I drive myself insane
the place where I am at home
strangely this is my norm
its where I take form

I am me for good or bad
whether happy or sad
I will be who I am
That's makes my world go round
and I can see what I have found