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I love a challange and am happiest when I have a project underway. By going through my trials of life I have learned many lessons, lessons that I am now able to pass on to others. By doing so I am truely blessed. In order to accomplish my goals, I have had to become open minded and willing to change ME. I have a strong faith and believe that God will never give us more than we can handle, when we have humility and trust. However, I also believe that faith without works is dead. I have a determind spirit, a great perserverance, am very direct with my speach, I take pride and have joy of my accomplishments. I also have a great sense of loyalty. I value and hold dear to my heart many things in life. My faith, family, and friends. I have gratitude for the many gifts I have been given in life. For the tools I have been given to survive and for the lessons I have |
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learned over time. Don't get me wrong, I have many defects of character that I need to work on, such as: self-esteme, trusting, and forgiving myself. Throughout my life I have had many struggles like the rest of you. We all have them! I am a fighter, one that doesn't give up easily.
I enjoy meeting others and sharing in lifes up's and down's....lifes experiences. The way it was, what happened, and what it's like now. Life for me is like a marathon. Some people take off from the start, they go blasting through to the finish. Others take off and fall by the side, we never see them again. Then there are those who start off, they stumble and fall along the way, picking themselves up, dusting themselves off and continue the race. That's me!! Doesn't matter that I don't come in first but, that I finish the race of life, bruises and all. I have made many mistakes throughout my life, I think the secret here is that I learn from those mistakes and move on. Life is to precious not to! I need to remember to get my mind to run into new grooves, this is not an easy task for me. I need to forgive ME as well as those who have caused pain in my life. Once I do this, I begin to grow wings and learn to fly. Eventually I will sore.
I have to live one day at a time. Take what life hands me at that moment. It's like a cardgame. I can't help what is delt me but, how I play the hand is up to me, and me alone. As I realise that I can't change anyone else, I need to look at me and what needs to changed there. I find if I don't like someone, I need to take a good look at Beth, usually there is some trait in them, that if I look close enough I will find in myself. |
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