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He said it was a secret, and told you not to tell Then he threatened you, and said you'd go to hell Saying that your family - would be killed This must have given him - such a thrill When this happeded, you felt so very trapped I can't help but wonder, how you shall adapt He wants you to think, it's you fault, and feel ashamed You need to understand, your not the one to blame If you believe it was, he has power over you And you are enabling him - to continue So you need to learn, how to get you power back Once you do this, your insides wont feel so black First you saw the doctor, had an examination The the police asked you, a whole lot of questions I want you to know, how glad I am you told I really do admire you, I think you are so bold It takes courage to tell a secret, you feel guilty for Now we can make sure, it doesn't happen anymore You have my understanding and all my support I'll do what's best for you, we wont go to court I just had to write you some kind of letter To let you know, since you've told You'll soon be feeling better I love you my son, with all of my heart I will always be here, we will never part! |
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I have such aggressivness Feeling so furious All of your questions Deserve explanations I have become very callous And full of such malice
How can I start to explain to my friend As there's so much to comprehend You try to help, it's more than a motion But I put up such a commotion Why can I not let you near Instead I sit and I do sneer
I see that I have retreated For I know that I'm defeated Never again shall I be complete As every inch of me is beat
I know the way I've become is serious And the people around me are very curious They say with no pain, there is no gain I think, I can handle the stain
I've been trying to climb a hill But have become so very ill I've fallen over, am grasping an edge Beneath me I see no ledge Apart of me says - let go But another part of me - say no
There's so much pain on the inside Other's can't tell from the outside To clue them in would cause such pain At times I feel that I'm insane
My neediness will be too much Adrift they'd send me because of such It will drive others away But what I need is for them to stay To come towards me Can't you see ?
Understanding and friends indeed This is what I really need I don't want to be so mean But it has become a daily routine I feel as if this will never end I know that I shall never mend
Not only am I terrified But also very petrified To try and find the positive And eliminate the negative
I don't know how to hold on to you I'm afraid to try, and afraid not to I feel that I have regressed Another thing is, I'm oppressed Empty and helpless is what I feel I don't think I shall ever heal
I'm broken - Fix me |
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