Optimism will get your nowhere life somewhere in life
Deep, deep, and deeper down into the hole
The Dark dark hole full of lies..........

Where you are cry, cry, crying all the time
Cuz you have no reason why to try
This boring old life full of lies and faults anymore
That led up to the cutting of yourself
Cuz of the lying to your friends, family, and yourself
Which most of them had helped the blade down the line……..

So why keep it all bottled inside
Why share your feelings
Why do people care about you?
That's right people don’t care about you and the way you feel
Or about the lies and pain you go through everyday
And no one ever seems to notice you or ever tries to help.………

You bend the truth, Get caught
Then spread some rumors, Get caught again
Just all so some people will notice you and love you
But you get yourself even more deeper and darker
down the hole of life full of lies that you live with everyday..........

So now when people walk by they stair, talk, call names,
and whisper bout to their 'FRIENDS'.......

But all you ever really wanted was someone to love and get affection from others......

The day’s pass and the same old stuff happens..........

But then one day you fine that someone
They change your life all around
They love you, feel your pain with you, understand you
relates to you, and appreciates you for who you are
instead of what you look like and how you act........

But then one day this special someone has to go away and leave you
You cry an cry cuz you have gotten so close that you don’t ever want to let go
So you 'Pray to GOD' that they never ever forget you.....

But when that day comes
you realize you cant live without them
Then you give them a hug an kiss good bye
And try to hold on to them forever an ever
Then they just slightly fad away forever into center of your heart an soul were you will always be able to find them..............

I know what will happen as soon as that person leaves........
But can you guess what will happen??????

That day I met you was a gift
Now it’s a mystery to the people that will always truly love this special someone

This poem is dedicated to that certain special someone that I will never forget and love with all my heart an soul that’s left in me

I LOVE YOU, TRICIA!!!!!!!!!!!!