Until the Day I Die, I'll Spill My Heart For You...
-=*like a thousand miles of fire *=-

i.hEaRt.yOu

and this is what I get for falling again...
                                    ... I can never get h-- out of my head.

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."







Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate,
     and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than anytime before
I had not options left again
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends....


   -Tears of Longing; Words of Hate-                               -Unspoken Thoughts-     -Expression-