4/1/2008 8:56 AM-

After getting myself cleaned up, diapered & dressed for the day, I have started figuring out my 2007 Income Tax Return to the IRS.

4/1/2008 9:24 AM-

Of course, the “Wealthy”, “get out of paying taxes”, by all kinds of “Government Give-Aways”, just for them, and “we” ordinary people, have to “subsidize” their “Idle Wickedness”.

4/1/2008 7:37 PM-

Had spent time @ the Kelley Library this afternoon before driving up to Derry to the Derry CTV Studio where I volunteer. Besides my e-mail, I did watch some video clips on www.youtube.com regarding “Fursuiters”, just to get “performance” ideas for portraying “Sheriff George Wolf”, my own Fursuit Character.

After being @ the studio, where I did a bit of teaching somebody else, how to use a video camera, “creatively”, I drove back down to the Kelley Library to read my e-mail, and to read news stories.

Now that I am back home, I had the “Shepard’s Pie” that Nate cooked, and a Bagel for Supper. Tonight on the PBS Science documentary Series, “NOVA”, they are repeating the documentary about the NASA/ESA “Cassini/Huygens” telecheric robotic mission to the Planet, Saturn, and its moon, Titan, which is the only planetary moon in the Solar System with a “substantial” atmosphere.

4/2/2008 10:53 AM-

Just had Lunch. Before Lunch, I watched a kids fantasy movie, “Warriors of Virtue”, on Channel # 322 on the television in the Parlour, while Nate was out grocery shopping and going to the Rite-Aid Pharmacy to refill Dad’ prescriptions. In a short time, I have to go out in my Ute to my monthly appointment to see my Social Worker/counselor, Ms. Fisher up in Derry. Then afterwards, I have to spend more time @ the Derry CTV Studio, before going over to the Marion Gerrish Senior Center to videotape a “Public forum’ Meeting on “Teenagers and Drunk Driving” for Derry CTV.

4/3/2008 8:58 AM-

Yesterday I was busy up in Derry, first seeing my Social Worker/Counselor, Ms. Fisher, and then doing a bit of my own photography, and then spending time @ the Derry CTV Studio, before going over to the Marion Gerrish Senior’s Center to videotape a “Public Forum” on “Teenagers & Drunk Driving” for Derry CTV.

Besides the “Public Forum”, I also captured another interesting “still image”, earlier yesterday afternoon.

From a distance of 200’ away, I snapped this “quick shot” of “typical” “Christian Anti-Abortion Protesters”, in front of Derry, New Hampshire’s “Women’s Health/Family Planning Clinic” on Birch Street, almost ½ a mile “north” of the Parkland Medical Center Hospital.

Believe me, “these people” “looked like” they were ready to violently “pick up and hurl rocks @ me”, an autistic developmentally disabled adult, just for “capturing” a “single image of them”. @ least, that is how my “autistic mind” was “interpreting” their gestures, and facial expressions.

Anyway, I have included a couple other images of Derry, New Hampshire here.

After all the “cognitive/sensory” stress of yesterday afternoon into the evening, after Supper, I mutely retired to my bedroom to “play quietly” before bedtime and to do “atypical” “Autistic Self-Rocking” behavior. I also mutely watched WGBX-TV, Channel 44 (PBS), until 11:00 PM.

4/3/2008 2:23 PM-

Woke up from a nap an hour ago, and I then sat mutely on my bed, and did “Autistic Self-Rocking” for 40 minutes, before “changing my massively soaked naptime diaper, and getting dressed again, to go out in my Ute over to the Kelley Library to read my e-mail.

I am thinking, that I am “opposed” to “Fetal Abortions”, because it is nothing more, than “Involuntary Euthanasia” of developmentally disabled people like myself, or of the “potentially” developmentally disabled.

4/4/2008 9:00 AM-

Simply being mute & quiet this morning, after getting myself cleaned up, diapered & dressed, after my exact routine of “arranging’ my plush stuffed animal cuddle friends on my bed.

4/4/2008 9:38 AM-

I was just thinking, that back in the 1990’s, this was one of the most popular “female” “Action Hero” on television. She is of course, “XENA: Warrior Princess”. @ least “XENA” is not a “wimp”, like Ms. Clinton, who is running for President.

4/5/2008 6:39 PM-

Today I was @ an Asperger’s Syndrome “Informational” Meetup over in Keene for people with Asperger’s Syndrome & their families. I did see one of the Asperger’s adults, I 1^st met back in July of last year @ a conference for adults with Asperger’s Syndrome @ Bentley College in Waltham, Massachusetts.

On my way home, I took a couple pictures of Downtown Keene, here in New Hampshire, and of what it was like to drive back home on NH Route 101. I did stop in Nashua @ the Pheasant Lane Mall to purchase myself Supper @ one of their Food Kiosks.

4/7/2008 8:31 AM-

Not much happened yesterday, simply the “usual” events of going out to get the Sunday newspaper for Dad, going to church, having Sunday Dinner, and then taking a long naptime with my plush cuddle toy friends and my some of my infant’s teethers/rattles for comfort. After my nap, I had to go out and purchase Sub Sandwiches for Supper. In the evening, I watched documentaries on WENH-TV, Channel 11 (PBS), while lying quietly in my bed, hugging my little “ELMO” Sesame Street plush cuddle friend.

4/7/2008 3:52 PM-

I just arrived back home a short time ago, and I “unloaded” the Granite Paving Tiles Nate gave me money, upon behalf of Dad, that I purchased to start the materials procurement process, so that the Patio behind our family home can be “rebuilt”.

Granite, is of course, “heavy”…

Pardon the “White Balance/Iris/F-Stop Settings” being “off a bit” in this photo I took, just after Nate assisted me in “unloading” my Ute of those Granite Paving Tiles. This is a “wild” Rabbit grazing near our wheelchair ramp.

Here is the same scene, after zooming out with the camera’s lens. Actually, there are 2 Rabbits there. Behind the shrub on the far left, one can see the “rump” of the 2^nd “adult” “wild” Rabbit.

Rabbits will come into our back yard, because we have no dogs or cats.

Yesterday, I did see a Field Mouse scamper under a pile of old wooden boards next to the Patio. Also, early yesterday morning, I did see a “wild” Turkey in one of the neighbor’s front yards.

4/8/2008 11:34 AM-

Nate & I went back over to the Home Depot Warehouse Lumber/Hardware Store to purchase “60 more” of those granite paving blocks, to eventually rebuilt the Patio this Spring.

Also this morning, I copied onto a disk, all my “legally free” *.mp3 instrumental audio files, to give to Derry Community Television, to use as “backround” music for the Derry Town Community Message Board.

4/8/2008 2:40 PM-

Nate is with Dad @ his Cardiologist appointment in Derry. This afternoon, I have been feeling internal anger feelings, related to watching a news story before going out in my Ute to the Kelley Library after Supper yesterday. Down somewhere in Massachusetts, another “Pedophile” Elementary School Janitor was “discovered & arrested”. Needed to “self-injure” a little bit to “atone” for what that “very bad man” down in Massachusetts has done to little boys. I “emotionally hurt inside”, every time a Pedophile is discovered & arrested for his crimes to little children. Being autistic, I am still a “little boy” too.

4/9/2008 9:50 AM-

Yesterday, after Dad & Nate returned home, I went out in my Ute up to Derry Community Television, to upload & edit the footage of that Public form I videotaped a week ago in Derry on “Teenagers & Drunk Driving”. Afterwards, I stopped @ the Kelley Library to read my e-mail.

Once I returned home, and had Supper, I watched the Documentary Series, “NOVA” on WGBH-TV, Channel 2 (PBS). The documentary was on the decypherment of the Mayan system of writing. After that, I retired to my bedroom to watch a couple of episodes of “In Search of the Trojan War” on my DVD player and my television.

This morning, I did my usual “autistic” routine of “arranging” all my plush cuddle friends on my bed, and then I went into the bathroom still wearing my “flooded” nighttime diaper and “rubberized” diaper cover panties to shower and shave. As I stood there after my shower “drying myself off”, I uncontrollably made a “big” puddle of pee-pee on the bathroom floor

4/10/2008 8:53 AM-

Woke up @ 8:00AM, and found it a little bit difficult to stand and maintain my balance. Probably an effect of Lexapro. I “toddled” into the bathroom in my wet (and poopy) nighttime diaper to get myself cleaned up. While drying myself off, since my autistic mind can not process fully “multiple” sensory inputs, I had uncontrollably made a puddle of pee-pee onto the bathroom’s linoleum floor, and I had no idea that I was even doing that. I did “clean it up”, before diapering myself “slowly & clumsily” and “toddled” back into my bedroom to dress myself.

4/10/2008 9:06 AM-

With nothing on television I want to watch, I am here @ my computer, watching an episode of the cartoon “He-Man & the Masters of the Universe”.

4/10/2008 9:52 AM-

After watching “He-Man”, I watched an episode of “Sonic The Hedgehog”. I guess that this afternoon, Nate has to take Dad up to another doctor’s appointment up in Derry.

4/10/2008 11:12 AM-

Nate had me go out in my Ute over to purchase today’s edition of the Manchester Union Leader newspaper, and a small pizza for Lunch. I did stop into the Radio Shack Consumer Electronics Store, to purchase a few piece parts, for that Audio Mono to Stereo “Converter” I designed earlier using MicroCAP Circuit Simulation here on my computer (When I can get to “building it”…). I did not have much time to “look” over there for (2) 9-VDC Battery connectors, and (2) 9-VDC Battery Holders, and (1) DPST miniature toggle switch to turn the circuit on/off. Otherwise, I have the 8-pin MiniDIP Sockets, 741 Operational Amplifiers, Resistors, and Capacitors “required” to build the circuit I showed earlier in my journal here a while back.

4/10/2008 11:27 AM-

The Texas “Wild West Cowboy”, “King George W. Bush” is making a speech right now on National Television, and he is saying that, “we are winning the War in Iraq”. Not likely…

Just like in “Vietnam”, our military can “make the ‘Ants’ tremble…but we can not ‘kill all of them’ to ‘win the war’…”

Yet, I strongly support the soldiers there, because they got sent into a “failed” Nation State, by “King George”.

4/10/2008 11:46 AM-

Needed to change the channel a few minutes ago, because I did not want to watch “King George” telling people “more “lies”. I am watching the children’s gentle, nonviolent “MisterRoger’s Neighborhood” television program on WENH-TV, Channel 11 on the television down here in the Den.

Nate is upstairs, assisting Dad in getting “cleaned up” and ready to go.

4/10/2008 12:03 PM-

Just trying to watch the news. Another “satanic” Pedophile was discovered and hauled into jail down in Woonsocket, Rhode Island, for doing very bad things” to little girls.

Knowing me, as an autistic adult, with a “rigid”, unvarying “black & white” understanding of “rules”, I would “torture” the “animal” for harming little girls.

4/10/2008 1:38 PM-

Why does my body make “Evil Bad White Pee-Pee”? I do not want my body to make that “Satanic Bad Stuff”. I am autistic and “still a little boy inside”, and I am very frightened and scared that “Satanic Bad Men” will come ant take me away from Dad & Nate & “hurt me”.

4/11/2008 9:08 AM-

Just mutely watching an episode of “SPACE: 1999” on my computer. I myself am not sure what Nate has “planned” for today.

4/11/2008 12:08 PM-

Had to go out in my Ute to the Kelley Library, to download “forms” from the www.irs.gov website, so that Nate can assist Dad in doing his “Tax Return” this year. Plus, I went to the grocery store, and to the D’Angelo’s Sub Shop on NH Route 28 here in town, for sub sandwiches for Lunch.

4/12/2008 4:19 PM-

Nate needed me to get “more IRS forms” this afternoon so that Dad can do “his Tax Return”. As it is, he only has 2 more days to get it done, before the April 15^th “deadline”.-

And he has been worried about me getting my own Tax Return completed & sent off to the IRS.

Earlier, I did take a nap for needed “sensory down time”. I had not napped in days.

4/12/2008 4:47 PM-

Just watching “Episode #1” of “Stargate: Atlantis” on my computer here in the Den.

4/12/2008 7:05 PM-

Was just thinking about the “Wackos” in the Republican Party who are “Christian Family Values” Fanatics, all the while, doing all kinds of “abominations”, like “having sex with children”, “going around committing Adultery”, ect., and saying that “people like me” are “Godless Subhuman Filth”?

4/13/2008 12:28 PM-

Well, here it is 2 days, before “Federal Tax Returns” are “due”, and my Dad, “still has not finished his Federal Tax Return”.

4/13/2008 12:57 PM-

To pass the time, until I have to go out in my Ute up to Derry, I have watched another episode of that old animated cartoon series, “Bravestarr” on my computer. The 1^st Parish church in East Derry is having a “free” Music Concert that I have to videotape for Derry Community Television.

4/13/2008 1:37 PM-

I just checked the Derry CTV video equipment I have, and it is “ready” to use.

4/14/2008 2:36 PM-

Just got up from a “long” naptime. Yesterday afternoon’s video shoot went well, and all the footage is “usable”. The concert @ the 1^st Parish Congregational Church in East Derry, was the 1^st time the Derry Interfaith Choir and Windham Flute Ensemble Orchestra performed “together”. Mrs. Strang, the Director of the Kelley Library performs in the Interfaith Choir in Derry as an “Alto Voice”.

After the concert, I stopped @ the Cholesterol King Burger Joint @ the intersection of NH Route 102 & I-93, and had a Fish Sandwich, before going directly home. In the evening, I spent time watching “Part II” of the documentary, “Rome: Power & Glory” on my television in my bedroom, after watching part of a National Geographic Channel documentary on what would happen, if our species “suddenly disappeared”.

This morning, I had to wake up “early”, to get cleaned up, diapered & dressed to go to Londonderry to visit my own Primary Care Physician, Dr. Egenolf. Afterwards, I stopped @ the Kelley Library to read my e-mail. I guess my pen pal, “Keven” out in Sacramento mailed me about a “Google Earth” “virtual” walk down my street here in Salem, NH. I also zapped a long letter attachment to penpal, “Francisco” in Santiago, Chile.

But, of course, after Supper, I will drive over to the Kelley Library again, to zap my latest journal entries here to my penpal, “Stefan” over in Prague, who is maintaining my web page here.

4/14/2008 3:02 PM-

Just watching the old Disney children’s movie, “Oliver & Company” on my computer.

4/14/2008 3:52 PM-

Besides watching “Oliver & Company”, that children’s animated movie, I have started to write more snail-mail correspondences using MS-WORD here on my computer. I owe a letter to Cousin Lynda down in Massachusetts.

4/15/2008 8:15 AM-

I just got myself cleaned up, diapered & dressed for the day. Last night, despite being heavily diapered, I “hyper-flooded” my bedsheets too, besides my nighttime diaper. After getting dressed, I put all the clean dishes away out of the dishwasher machine. Today, Nate has to take Dad to the Dentist, and then he himself has a doctor’s appointment.

4/15/2008 9:21 AM-

While Nate assisted Dad in getting cleaned up & dressed, he had me go out in his car, to fill it with Petrol. @ least he handed me cash to pay for that.

4/16/2008 9:47 AM-

Yesterday afternoon, I was as usual, up @ the Derry Community Television CATV Studio, where I uploaded, edited, and then burned a “Master Broadcast DVD” of the “free” Music Concert, performed by the Interfaith Choir, and the Windham Flute Ensemble over @ the 1^st Parish Congregational Church in East Derry. Mrs. Strang, the Director of the Kelley Library here in Salem, wants a “copy” of this television program, since she is an “Alto” in the Interfaith Choir.

When I arrived back home, Supper was “Pancakes” again…

After Supper, I “got myself comfortable” physically, wearing nothing but my incontinence diaper, and my yellow vinyl bib with Winnie the Pooh, Tigger, Piglet, & Eeyore on it. I then watched a couple of science documentaries on DVD, while mutely playing with one of my infant’s “activity” rattle/boxes.

This morning, after getting myself cleaned up, diapered & dressed for the day, I took all the household trash/recyclables to the Refuse Collection Center on Shannon road in my Ute. Afterwards, I drove over to my Bank here in Salem, to withdraw enough money, to pay for more Petrol, and incontinence supplies. One thing I should do, which I have never done before, is to purchase a “large” Plastic Diaper Pail, to dump my “pee-pee (& poo-poo) filled “adult” diapers, @ “diaper changes”.

As an autistic developmentally disabled adult, I ”change my own diapers, myself”. Of course, someday in the future, when I finally end-up in a Nursing Home, “others”, will “change me”, whenever I am “very wet (& poopy).

4/16/2008 2:37 PM-

I just woke up from a nap. This morning, Nate “permanently” closed Mom’s bank accounts, since with “being dead”, she can not use them any more.

4/16/2008 2:53 PM-

I just took the porch chairs out of the shed for Nate. Right now, he has started cooking 3 “small” Turkey Pies and will microwave a bowl of Stuffing for Supper. Supper is usually around 3:45 PM to 4:30 PM, depending on what Nate cooks.

I did not take out the “big” Shade Umbrella for the Porch, because it is “too early” in the season still. Nate wants me to “paint” the 4 “purely decorative” window shutters temporarily set on the Patio, and to “paint” the 3 new wooden decorative Flower Boxes tomorrow, if the weather hols out sunny & nice. The temperature this afternoon is 70° F outside. Nate this afternoon laid a new layer of Bark Mulch in the “new” ornamental garden section next to the wheelchair ramp that we gave our Mom & Dad last year for their 50^th Wedding Anniversary, before Mom passed away a month ago. While she was alive, all the shrubs & flowers Nate & I planted next to the wheelchair ramp, gave her a little bit of happiness, before she had to go into the Nursing Home last Autumn.

4/16/2008 3:15 PM-

Earlier this afternoon, I did read one of my children’s picture books, about a little boy bear who was upset about his mommy & daddy bringing home a little baby sister bear.

4/16/2008 4:03 PM-

I “balanced” my own Cheque Book, and the numerical figures are “correct”. There are of course, autistic adults, who are “less able” to do this task by themselves, and need assistance.

Even so, for this task, I had to pull out into my conscious memory, the “correct” procedure to do this task, while Neurotypicals are able to do this without much thought. @ least I was not “interrupted” while doing this little mathematical exercise, otherwise, I would have “messed it up – or never gotten back to doing it”.

4/17/2008 8:33 AM-

Time to do a bit of exterior painting, after I have gotten myself cleaned up, diapered & dressed for the day. @ least Nate “purchased” the “Hamilton Blue” colored paint to get the last 4 “purely ornamental” window shutter pieces re-painted.

4/17/2008 10:02 AM-

Well I got the 4 “ornamental” window shutters painted for Dad. Now I am watching again, the historical documentary, “The Nazis: A Warning From History”.

Anyway, here is Ernst “Ass-___er” Röhm…Of course his favorite “partners” were teenaged boys, which makes this “sicko”, a Pedophile, which I hate with every last fiber of my being…

And his “buddy”, “(G)A(Y)dolf (S)Hitler”, who liked having women “ go pee-pee & poo-poo all over him”, while he “played with his wee-wee”. It has has also been rumored, that this “sicko”, also went around “ass-raping” “teenaged boys” before World War I, while he was living in Vienna.

If I could do “time travel”, I would “assassinate” Ernst Röhm & Adolf Hitler, in 1914, before the start of World War I. I would also “assassinate” Herman Göring too, because he also liked to “screw” teenaged boys…

4/17/2008 1:05 PM-

Had painted the 3 flower planter boxes fo Dad. Now it is time for me to have a “late” Lunch. Plus I have to go get a haircut too.

4/18/2008 8:22 AM-

I woke up this morning feeling “very frightened”. In the night while I slept, “evil & satanic” “spirits” of the Pedophiles on the New Hampshire State Police’s “Sexual Predator Registry” came through my locked window and “did bad things to me sexually”. Logically, I suspect that what I experienced, was an “Altered Consciousness State”, and experienced what one would refer to as a series of “ephemeral” “Sucubis Beings”, which were first alluded to in the “Malleus Malificarum”, also known as “The Hammer of Witches”.

Needed my soft “Gertrude” Gorilla cuddle toy to comfort and protect me from the evil bad “Pedophile Spirits” hurting me.

I did my usual autistic routine of “arranging” my cuddle friends on my bed, and then got myself cleaned up, diapered & dressed for the day.

4/18/2008 9:11 AM-

Decided to watch another episode of “XENA: Warrior Princess” on my computer. It is the episode where she finally “kills” Mephistopheles, the “King of Hell”.

What “XENA: Warrior Princess” is, is a video “live action” comic book.

4/18/2008 2:41 PM-

Just got up from another “long” naptime, and I checked my own snail-mail, and there was a “bill” from the Psychiatrist, “Dr. D”, to the tune of $444.87¢. I just wrote out a cheque to “pay it”, which I will “mail” @ the Post Office later today.

Right now, Nate & Dad are “out”, and I am “all alone” here @ home.

4/19/2008 5:27 PM-

I was just outside, after having Supper, shooting some video that I will use for Derry Community Television, of our back yard.

4/19/2008 5:42 PM-

With not much on television, I have decided to watch another episode of the old Sci-Fi show, “Voyage to the Bottom of the Sea” on my computer here in the Den.

4/20/2008 5:23 PM-

Right now, I am watching an episode of “CSI: Crime Scene Investigation”, specifically, the episode, “Spark of Life”…Pretty “gruesome”.

Today has been rather “ordinary” for me. First, I purchased the Sunday newspapers for Dad, and I then went to church. Before worship, I shot a little bit of bird behavior footage, there on the front lawn of the church, facing NH Route 111A.

After returning home from church, I ate the Sunday Dinner Nate cooked, I took a long nap, with my big cuddle friend, “Grr-Grr” Bear. “Grr-Grr” is “very soft”, and the tactile feel of his soft plush fur “comforts” & “calms me”.

After I got up from my nap, I changed my wet naptime diaper, and I came downstairs, to use my computer to watch DVD’s. I was watching an episode of the original “MISSION: IMPOSSIBLE” television show, when Nate “interrupted me”, to go out to purchase “take-out” Haddock Dinners @ the “Weathervane” Resturant for Sunday Supper. Nate handed me $40.00¢ to pay for it, from Dad.

After Supper, I came back downstairs here to “watch” that “MISSION: IMPOSSIBLE” episode here on my computer.

4/21/2008 6:44 PM-

Just being very quiet, as I watch the evening National/International News on WHDH-TV, Channel 7. Interesting, that ADHD treatment medications can cause severe cardiac problems in children. “Ritalin” has been around for 40 years now, and they finally figured out, that it can “permanently damage the heart” in children?

Anyway a short time ago, after I returned home from the Kelley Library, I took this quick photograph of the “wild” Rabbit, in his “other hiding place”, underneath our Shed in our back yard. This Rabbit’s “burrow”, is underneath our wheelchair ramp.

This morning, I spent time “digging up” the rotted roots of the Choke Cherry Weed Shrubs “by hand” with a shovel. I still have to “dig up” a couple more shrubs that “died”, so that Nate can plant “new” landscape shrubs in the “barren” area, I made this morning.

In the afternoon, I went to my Bank, to transfer funds into my own chequing account, to pay the “premium” for my Medicare “Supplemental” Medical Insurance. I then went to the Kelley Library to read my e-mail, and I then drove over to the Border’s Bookstore in Nashua, just to look @ books on sale. Next, I drove back to Salem, and stopped @ the Home Depot Warehouse Hardware/Lumber Store, to purchase 5 more bags of Pine Bark Mulch for the ornamental landscaping here @ home.

Once that was done, I drove over to the Rite-Aid Pharmacy, and purchased 3 20 ounce bottles of Diet Dr. Pepper Soda Pop, and I stopped @ the Post Office to check my own P.O. Box, before stopping @ the Dunkin Donut Shop on North Broadway (NH Route 28), because Nate wanted a cup of their Coffee. I should note, that Nate gave me the cash for the Bark Mulch, and the Coffee. It cost ~ $2.00¢ for a “medium sized” cup of “regular” coffee now. As it is, all food items are rising rapidly in price, due to Iraq War “caused” extremely high Crude Petroleum Commodity Prices.

Supper today was Hot Dogs & Beans. I then drove back over to the Kelley Library to read and answer my e-mail. A “new” contact with Asperger’s Syndrome has been communicating with me since Saturday. This person is also in England, where my other Asperger’s contact, “Sue” is located.

4/22/2008 11:04 AM-

It took me a while, but I finally excavated that “master” root ball of that dead Choke Cherry

4/23/2008 9:34 AM-

A $20.00¢ paper bill does not purchase much food now, because of Crude Oil related “price increases”. I was just out in my Ute, over @ the Shaw’s Supermarket across town here in Salem, NH. I am betting, that by this time next month, it will cost me @ least $50.00¢/Week to refuel my “relatively fuel-efficient” 2.3 Liter 4-Cylinder Motor Ute. I am thinking, that Petrol will cost around $6.00¢/Gallon by the time “Election Day” arrives in November.

King George W. Bush, “screwed” this Nation, with him doing what the “wacko” Christian Fundamentalist Television Preachers “wanted”, and every single one of us are going to “pay dearly” for King Bush, being a “Messianic Megalomaniac”, and going after the “Muslims” in Iraq, to “seize” their Crude Oil “resources”.

King Bush is still a “wooden-headed idiot”, since he still is “deluded” into thinking that “we can win” in Iraq.

4/23/2008 2:28 PM-

Had taken a nap, after making my own Lunch of a Ham & Cheese Sandwich earlier. Afterwards, I went out in my Ute to the Kelley Library, & the Post Office, and the Walmart Supercenter Department Store for another package of “Adult Diapers” for my incontinence needs. I then drove home.

Walmart “ASSURANCE” brand adult diapers cost $8.47¢/16-Cout Package.

4/23/2008 3:00 PM-

I have done some vacuuming downstairs here in the Den, to try and keep dirt fro tracking upstairs. Of course, while I was doing that, I had been playing an episode of “VOLTRON: Defender of the Universe” on my computer. Now, I am “resting”, because it is extremely warm this afternoon.

4/23/2008 3:42 PM-

Nate is cooking “frozen” dinners for Supper.

4/23/2008 6:10 PM-

After Supper, I drove over to the Kelley Library again, to read my e-mail, and to read the news headlines. Now, I am watching the evening news on WHDH-TV, Channel 7 out of Boston, Massachusetts.

4/24/2008 8:28 AM-

Yesterday evening, after watching the news, I watched the Star Trek episode, “Unimatrix Zero”, a “Borg” story, where Captain Janeway defeats them.

4/24/2008 8:40 AM-

Just toasted myself a Bagel for Breakfast.

Of course I am not sure where Nate is. He is out away from home.

4/24/2008 8:53 AM-

Feeling rather bored.

4/24/2008 10:53 AM-

Dad & I just ate Lunch together. Nate is still not home yet.

4/25/2008 9:27 AM-

Not much else happened to me yesterday. But, I did videotape the aftermath of an elderly Massachusetts driver hitting a teenaged boy on a bicycle @ the intersection of Geremonty Drive & Main Street (NH Route 97). The teenager “walked away from the crash” with just a couple of bruises. Needless to say, that elderly Massachusetts driver had a lot of “explaining” to do to the Salem, NH Police Officers, & the NH State Police Trooper who responded to that traffic accident yesterday afternoon, around 2:30 PM.

Of course, after I got myself cleaned up, diapered, & dressed for the day, I hauled all our household trash/recyclables to the Refuse Collection Center on Shannon Road for Dad, and I have run the snow removal machine dry of petrol, before I store it in the shed until the end of October. Plus, I am running my 3.5 Kilowatt Emergency Generator dry of Petrol for storage. Earlier this spring, just after Mom passed away, Mr. Kinney’s son, who is a licensed Journeyman Electrician, “borrowed” my generator, to “keep the Oil Furnace up & running”, while he “upgraded the electrical service” to our house to 200 Amperes @ 120 VAC.

Nate of course, has gone out in Dad’s Dodge Caliber car to perform errands he needs to perform this morning.

4/25/2008 10:03 AM-

Well, speaking about electrical power, the electrical power is “off” on our street, and I am running my computer here, on my own 3.5 Kilowatt Emergency Generator. I ran a couple of 3-Wire Extension Cords, out to one of my Generator’s 120 VAC outlet sockets.

4/27/2008 5:05 PM-

Have just gotten up from a nap, after arriving home from being over @ my church, assisting in doing heavy duty yard cleanup work over there @ the church after worship. Of course, as usual, I was behind a television camera broadcasting “live” my church’s worship service over Pelham Community Television.

4/28/2008 8:49 AM-

Feeling sad. Despite my abilities in CAD drawing, electronics, ect., I am still nothing more than an “Autistic Mental Retard”. On the television down here in the Den, and I am watching a nonviolent “child’s” television program on WENH-TV, Channel 11 (PBS). Earlier, I got myself cleaned up, diapered & dressed for the day.

I am “just a baby”, and I always will be…

4/28/2008 9:09 AM-

Mutely self-rocking and sucking my thumb, as I watch “Sesame Street”.

4/28/2008 9:21 AM-

Earlier, I thought I heard Dad upstairs using the Potty Chair. Nate is out probably running errands & will return home later.

4/28/2008 10:37 AM-

I just ate the “left-overs” from yesterday’s Sunday Dinner for Lunch. On the television here in the Den, I am watching “Word World” on WENH-TV, Channel 11 (PBS).

4/28/2008 10:43 AM-

Although I am a “growed-up person”, I “get tired” of much of the “growed-up world”. Growed up people do stuff that I, as a “child-like” autistic developmentally-disabled growed-up person, “do not like”. Growed-up people “tell lies”. Growed-up people are “mean” to “little ones”. Growed-ups, are “very bad people”.

4/28/2008 10:56 AM-

Just being a “little one” this morning. Time to “change” my own dydee.

4/28/2008 11:14 AM-

Only watching the “child’s” television program, “Between The Lions” on WENH-TV, Channel 11 (PBS).

I may have times like now, when I am in “Adult Baby Mode”, but “Being an Adult Baby”, 24/7, is not “practical, since I have my own “adult responsibilities”, like doing chores for Dad, like washing laundry, ect., plus going out in my Ute to purchase “adult dydees”, ect.

I also have my own “bills” to pay “myself”, when they are due…

Yet, for periods off time, and always @ bedtime, and through the night, and early in the morning, I am in “Baby Mode”, and I “think ‘simple’ baby thoughts, and experience ‘simple’ baby emotions and feelings”.

4/28/2008 11:28 AM-

Just waiting for “MisterRoger’s Neighborhood” to come on.

4/29/2008 9:30 AM-

After getting myself cleaned up, diapered & dressed for the day, I came downstairs here to my computer to watch an episode of “XENA: Warrior Princess”. Not all the time, do I just watch “child’s” television programs. Being 50 years old, as an “Adult Baby/Advanced Baby”, I still have to live in the “adult world”.

4/29/2008 9:59 AM-

Nate wants me to purchase (4) 2” x 4” x 12’ and (2) 2” x 4” x 16’ “Pressure Treated” pieces of Lumber @ the Home Depot Warehouse Lumber/Hardware Store (but not today…). He did give me the cash to pay for that.

4/29/2008 8:02 PM-

Just changed my diaper for the 4^th time today. A short time ago, I arrived back home, after going to my Bank, for “cash” for Petrol, ect. I then drove to the Kelley Library to read my e-mail. Afterwards, I drove up to Derry, and had Lunch @ the Subway Sub Sandwich Shop ther in what used to be a Shoe Manufacturing Factory. I then stopped @ the Getty Petrol Station to add air to my right front tire, because it is slowly leaking air. I then stopped @ the Walgreen’s Pharmacy on Crystal Avenue there in Derry, tot purchase a 28-count package of adult diapers, before going over to the Derry CTV Studio. I did stop @ the Brooks Pharmacy there on Crystal Avenue, to purchase a 20 ounce bottle of Diet Dr. Pepper Soda Pop, before going to the Derry CTV Studio. After spending time @ the Derry CTV Studio, I drove back to the Kelley Library in Salem here, to read my e-mail again.

I also looked up a couple of terms on the www.wikipedia.org online “evolving” encyclopedia, plus I read news stories. For a UCC (United Church of Christ) “Pastor”, Reverend Wright, who was Presidential Candidate “Barak Obama’s” Pastor, is himself, a “Racist”.

And I thought that “White” trash like myself were the only Racists (or potential Racists)…

Reverend Wright is a “disgrace” to my Protestant Church Denomination!

4/29/2008 8:20 PM-

Spending time, watching “NOVA” on WGBH-TV, Channel 2. The documentary is about the “biggest” Battleship ever built, the Imperial Japanese Navy Ship, the “Yamato”.

4/30/2008 9:33 AM-

Was just out with Nate on a “special” errand, where I was needed. Nate is now shopping for groceries for Dad.

4/30/2008 9:39 AM-

I was just outside, having a look @ another of the patches of Tulips, and this flower patch is growing well right now.

4/30/2008 7:52 PM-

Today was busy, with me having an appointment to see my Social Worker/counselor, Ms. Fisher up in Derry, and also stopping @ the Home Depot Warehouse Hardware/Lumber Store to purchase those “pressure-treated” 2 x 4’s to eventually build a “new” Patio for our family home. Nate already looke into what it would cost, to have the old patio broken up & hauled-away, and it would be “too expensive”. So, it will just be “left in place”.

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