It's fucking Friday the 13th. I took 2 fucking midterms today and turned in a paper. What a great way to spend it. I was studying all night, but for once I think it paid off. Here is where my actual intelligence comes in. Yesterday morning, I woke up knowing nothing about the science that was going to be on the test. 9 chapters. Organic Chemistry, Radiation, Bombs, X-rays... and by this morning, I knew every question on the test. Hah. Fat lot of good it does me, I get shit on anyways.

I got into a fight with my roommate for playing her music loud at 6am, because usually I let her, I'm a heavy sleeper and if I wanna be lazy, I can. Today I needed to rest for my tests. When I did get up I simply asked her what would have happened if I would have started playing my music at that noise level last night at 1:00 when I got home. She had gone to bed at 9 fucking o clock, getting in bed as I was leaving to go to work. She got ALL PISSY and defensive, telling me that I told her it was ok before, and "ITS ALL ON ME", and "IM THE ONE WITH THE PROBLEM" because she told me that she could never have any of my music playing when she slept or studied or answered the phone, but I was laid back and didnt give a fuck. Well now its so unbalanced around here, courtesy wise, that I'm not laid back anymore. I NEVER get to listen to my music!! Whenever I turn it on, she RUNS and gets a book and pretends to study, and as soon as i turn it off, she gets up and turns hers on!! And the shower! I wait all morning for her to take one. She says, "No, dont go in there, I am going to take one" I say fine. I wait an hour, she makes no move towards it. I try to go in there to put in contacts of wash my face or pee, and she jumps up, grabs her shower cap and yells "JANET!! WHERE DO YOU THINK YOURE GOING?!? YOUR NOT TAKING A SHOWER ARE YOU?!?!?" Today I turned right around and yelled back at her "NO IM FUCKING WASHING MY FACE, IS THAT OKAY!?!?!?" But its "all on me" for that too. And she is "right". She knows that she was 'right' to play her music, she says. I say "its not about being right, no ones right or wrong". She goes "NO! I KNOW IM RIGHT!!" I say, "fine, if that makes you feel good to say that, say it.". She says it again. I say "whatever you need to tell yourself to justify your actions and make yourself feel better." She fucking BLOWS UP and tells me I cant put emotions in her mouth, i dont know what she is feeling, only she AND JESUS do! I LAUGHED SO HARD at that! Fucking Jesus! Not even the fact that she was getting all biblical on me, it's just the fact that she plays this music like shes all religious, yet shes not been to one church service since I've known her, I've never seen her pray, or act in a charitable christian manner. She drinks like a fish, makes an ass of herself, fucks around, is a kniving, scheming little bitch... one of the least religious people I know. I can't believe she thinks listening to gospel music makes her mother fucking teresa. I bet its really easy to be Christian when all youre required to do is listen to a cd and use the name of this Jesus guy to make yourself seem morally superior, when, in reality, you do whatever the fuck you please. Jesus frowns on fornication, Mykicha. You're no friend of his. At least I don't pretend to be.

Janet.