I wake up everyday being grateful I’m still alive, another day to think about life, I’ve just realized I’ve been thinking about People all my life.  As if it was the natural way of things. . . for the last 7 months I have been confined in a 6 x 12' cell, going through every emotion possible.  After each and every emotion and a good nights sleep, I felt relieved the next morning.

Through each and every emotion, I also spoke to the Lord. . . after 7 months of confinement, speaking to God was normal. . . Every single question I’ve asked God, he has found a way to answer me, one question I ask he seem to give me a different answer each time, but yet it’s the same answer.  I ask “why am I still here?”  I even smile when I ask that question sometimes, cause sometimes God answers me in a kind of “off Duty” way, “Charles, Charles just a little more besetting your not quite done yet”

I would smile a bigger smile and begin my mental and spiritual thinking, as I do everyday to keep mentally sound, I read and think and Day Dream of helping thousands of people to think a better life.  Satan comes by my cell to visit me every once in awhile.  I’m not mean or rude to Satan, a bit cocky since I won the last few mental games we played.  Satan notices I’ve become quite strong of late. . .Satan smiled at me and I smiled back and said I’m ready, hit me with your best shot.  Satan smiled at me and I truly felt his presence in my cell.  Questions were forming in my thoughts, I became a bit confused at what was about to be my thoughts.  Why does evil prevail more than good?  Evil is everywhere, everywhere I look evil is there, why is that?  The Judicial System uses good intentions as a means to do evil, and they are better at it than good.  Evil people are feeding on good people, evil wins or prevails more.  I see the evil people do, they steal and hurt people, they lie to achieve their goals, they kill and at times justify their killings.

What will happen if I decide to do evil. . . I’ll put myself in a evil mans shoes and go out and enjoy my life at any cost, “why not” I don’t see evil being punished, I see evil making themselves feel good, evil gets what they want, evil is not fearing anything. . .Why is evil not afraid of God? Delete Duplicate Evil says God is coming “Right?” God will do away with evil “Right?”  Where will evil go when God does away with evil, will evil and evil doers simply not exist?  They had their time—fun—chance, and now its over, over how?  

Evil doesn’t care they don’t exist, they (evil) can now sleep. . .evil doesn’t know anything else, but evil, evil knows its time is near, so why is evil not worried?  Evil says good people believe in everlasting life, evil doesn’t know everlasting life, so it won’t be missing anything.  Evil prevails now along side Gods children.  God’s children also doesn’t know everlasting life, they’ve only read or been told. . . been told their loved ones will return and there will be ever-lasting life.  

Evil says. . .How old will your Great Great Great Grandfather be, when he is reunited with his loved ones or will he be your age?  How can we watch our children grow, if we have everlasting life.  Evil says, this is the only life HE knows, I don’t know everlasting life. . . How can I want something I don’t believe exists, evil is all I know.  To promise evil everlasting life if they give up their evil ways. . .evil will decline because it doesn’t know everlasting life.  Evil says to believe in everlasting life is only to east the thought of death, to give one something to hold on to while passing.

Suffering is now, death is now, God’s children will suffer till death.  Evil tells me, evil is enjoying life, while they have it to enjoy, cause this is all they know, evil will die just as the good in people will die, evil was told and shown the ways too everlasting life, the good in people and people of faith, have all been shown the ways too everlasting life.  Evil says “I’d rather enjoy life as I know it, then dwell or hope for something I know nothing about or have I ever seen, touched or tasted everlasting life.

So evil (Satan) says to me: “Charles how do your feel?”  I said to evil as I lifted my head, I feel fine, but a bit hungry for a big slice of Angel Cake, with a tall cold glass of mile from one of God’s Creation.  Then I will sit back —take a bite of the Angel Cake and then a big gulp of the milk, I will then think to myself and say, “My God, this must be heaven.”  Because this taste so good. . . This goodness is all I seek, this goodness is so simple, this goodness is all I know.

And to think or dwell on this type of goodness, while watching other enjoying their natural gifts form the Lord for everlasting life. . .so you see Satan (evil).  I may not know everlasting life, but I do know what it feels like, and taste like. . .again Satan . . .I’m blessed with my belief and faith in God and Everlasting life. . .God Bless!