Lyrics
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Hoping my words wont throw the
anchor
off the side of what's left
all that you've tried to perfect
and all the feeling of hate
that you shove aside and neglect
I'll miss the kisses
for which a million doves I'd kill
I'd place them across the sea
of which separated you from me
But then again
I reached out far enough for you to grab hold
this is what I deserve
at least that's what Ii was told
Drowned in a river
floated down stream
I still hear you call in my vivid dream
I'll miss you for a while but when I surface
I look to the river bed
and you'll be walking away
in the arms of your love instead
I flew with the current
and wound up on the rocks
you were still arm in arm
with your love on the docks
You'd look to see if I was headed your way
and then you'd turn and run away.
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Nothing comes out right
so let me explain to you what I wrote
in the composition of my mind
The shades were drawn when i fell into bed
The sun beams burn my eyes
I stumble out of myself
and walked out of my room only
to notice it was still night
I closed my eyes and saw myself
spinning around under the throbbing light
hair set on fire as crimson as an engulfed match
the one which keeps the warmth in my heart
You are my light which keeps my soul from being dark
like the mingleling fireflys dancing in the moonlit park
I mixed the salt water with the warm fresh air
and realized i shouldn't care
I held your hand and feel you with me
even though all i see is your shadow
I'll follow you through hell and back but only as your shadow
because light is something that i lack
I'd swallow a thousand gloomy nights
To hold you just for one
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