Confusion has always been history's worst enemy/ Livin' unnatuarally, oppression is the tool used to destroy, obtain my aggressiveness/ Ain't no more goin' oon but wicked threats, movin' into my genetic formula/ You better stay far away from me I'm warnin' you/ Sinister voices all through the night-time orcastratin' movements/ Self mutilation was the cause of all these bruises/ I follow my life now I'm wishin' I could figure out some way to lose it, and my own body, I purchased it/ Usin' it so called spurred gift of mentality, it's always workin' against me, threatenin'/ Same old evil things about me/ Paranoya got me thinkin' I'm a playa and everybody hates me, just sittin' here wastin' away/ I think if I had a gun I would try to blow my own brain away/ Like I said before; I tried to pray but times have changed and it's hard thinkin' twice/ Imagime a divine mastermind behind the scenes of all things we see here in existance/ I ain't got no soul that means to be rekindled, I play a major part in a world so cold, so I guess I die, I gave my heart to war so I fight until the endin'
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-Sin-
Pronounced at the point of arrival, my birth was the beginin' of a new relationship with my surroundin', I can blend in perfectly/ Switchin' my positions, becmin' one with the elements/ They bring torment through the doors of the innocent on the foreheads of the lost; They get the deadly seal of disapproval/ It seems we lose our consciousmess when we trespass on foriegn ground, I can hear the sounds beneath my feet as I walk these streets of peace/ Journey for death in order to be free, I fret, just scream for help/ One half a man cuz I ain't fully developed yet/ I gave my soul to the devil, I'm searchin' for a higher level/ My plateau just got tooken over by an immortal power/ Cowards won't commit another suicidal attempt just to get some help this is all I ask/ Been playin' fool, life is like one big gigantic murder bath in a world so cruel
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-Sin-
Frustration became the drivin' force upon my mountain top, I sit indian style with legs crossed/ The journey for all you see, I travel distances overcomin' any and every I stick 'em/ Someone was sayin' that this is a world so cruel, but schools are to blame; They makin' hard workin' families into slaves/ At the same time we push drugs to pay for food, on top of that all women get paid to lay in bed with total strangers endangerin' our own species/ Eternally yours from Sin, my hypotheses makes it easy for me to see/ At the same time we can be free, no more police, things in dawn on us/ I'm a loner with a problem and I can't solve 'em Ain't mo more suffurrin' for me, resurrection for the belly of the beast, released, released, released, released
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Recorded for the Graveyard Shift album Still Waters
Contains samples from "Moments In Love" by Art of Noize