HUSSEIN
FATAL INTERVIEW-----Back
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When
Tupac Shakur exited this physical plane called Earth, he left behind
millions of fans. One of the biggest was fellow Immortal Outlaw Fatal
Hussein, who is still in the world living Thug Life.
Tonight is another one of those nights. A hot summer night in the city
where tension is climbing steadily. New Jersey native Fatal and his
entourage of wild ass brothers prepare to perform at a small community
center in the innermost city of Wilmington, Delaware. Nappy headed children
scamper about the streets, up way past their bed time and the teenagers
grow up a little bit faster tonight. The crowd outside is fronting on
the $10.00 cost of the show and only a few trickle in the heavily guarded
doors. Eventually a couple hundred die-hard fans will enter and get
rocked aback by Fatal.
Seeing Fatal perform is disturbingly similar to watching his old mentor
and friend Tupac Shakur thug it out on stage. He sports many of the
same tattoos, including the "Thug Life" arched across the stomach. And
even though Pac is dead, Thug Life is very alive. Fatal talks at great
lengths about Tupac and Kadafi - Pac's cousin who was also murdered.
Kadafi was gunned down in a New Jersey housing project, apparently because
he prepared to testify as to who murdered Tupac. Both unsolved deaths
still haunt Fatal and it's evident because it dominates his conversation
when interviewed.
He is often assailed with criticism from those who say he resembles
Pac too much, in sight and sound. But those who say he is a deception
are mistaken. They don't know that he and Kadafi visited Pac two hours
everyday while Pac was incarcerated for rape. At times, he even refers
to Pac in the present tense, as if he were still alive. And that he
often receives word of revenge and death threats from cats that love
Biggie Smalls just a little too much. His crew packs heat wherever they
go, even to little urban community centers like this. Even though during
much of his show he rips some of Pac's greatest hits, the crowd seems
to pretend that it is Tupac Shakur before them. It would seem that the
stage is the only place where Fatal is completely comfortable.
AllHipHop: What are you giving people?
Fatal: I just gave (the people) some shit. I was just letting niggas
know. I came home. My man Pac got killed. My man Kadafi got killed.
I ain't get hit. It ain't like I bounced on Death Row either 'cause
I'll still be on the Row if I felt like rockin' that. I ain't feel like
rockin' or rappin' then. Fuck rapping. Fuck rocking. (Getting louder)
My niggas died! I went the fuck home. When Kadafi died, when Pac died,
we left California. Me and Kadafi, we were on some straight Jersey shit.
Kadafi died in Jersey so we ain't never want to go back to Cali. It
ain't like I left the world. I still be chillin' over there 'cause it
was dope over there. It was love. Even when I go back now, shit is still
off the hook! All the niggas down with Pac are cool with me. I guess
all the people that are enemies with him are enemies with me, but I
don't give a fuck.
Being from New Jersey, Do you ever have problems on the East Coast?
Niggas playa hated on me one time over some Mic Geronimo bullshit.
What do you mean?
That (song) "Usual Suspects" I guess they felt I stole his show 'cause
I said, "One deep from Jersey on the Island doing sticks." So they felt
a nigga from Jersey can't go to Rikers Island, but it ain't nothing
like that, jail is jail.
With all the heat surrounding Tupac, did that affect the last album
you dropped?
Hell, yeah. It affect my album. I don't know the whole shit on how it
affected it. Everybody knows what's going on, politics is politics.
Everybody knows who controls New York, who controls the radio. (Everybody
knows) who's funny, who's twisted, who's gay and shit. If I had it like
(those in power), I would control it too. Ain't nothing wrong with that,
but I got to show them that Pac's shit ain't never gonna die. I gotta
be strong. The mainstream to me ain't really nothing. As long as I got
the streets, motherfuckers can't shut me down 'cause these niggas (
points to his crew) gonna be here. Other niggas is losing they job,
hiding in Hawaii or staying home. Fuck that staying home.
In terms of your career, do you feel the whole Tupac situation helped
or hindered it?
(Yelling) Oh, hell no! That's the best thing that could've happened
to me in my life. On the real, I don't care what else happens to me.
That's the best thing that could've happened to me because I wouldn't
be able to provide for my kid, if I had one. I was able to come up outta
that slump when my nigga died. Pac died. That fucked me up, but if it
wasn't for Kadafi, there would be no (connection between) me and Pac
So I'm saying, "Fuck rap." What the fuck is rap? It ain't got nothing
to do with niggas dying.
Does that scare you, the fact that those close to you have been murdered
like that?
Nah. It don't scare me 'cause I know shit like that happens everyday
to motherfuckers. I can't fear it because it will make me more paranoid.
As long as I don't smoke no weed... But it keeps me paranoid. I stay
one point when I'm paranoid.
What do you want people to get out of you're music?
Really if niggas don't like it, I don't give a fuck. It ain't gonna
be easy. And that little bit of play I'm getting now is suitable by
me.
You still cool with artists on the East Coast?
Freddie Foxxx, Coco Brovaz, Cormega, Foxy... You know certain people
don't care about that (East/West Coast) shit, they chill with me. They
got love for me. I be in the 'hood. The problem is them (playa style
rappers) don't be at home. They be somewhere in Manhattan, living it
up. I'll be in their 'hood soaking up all the love. Downtown in Brooklyn
handing out Pac posters for the first time and niggas is taking 'em
on some real against all odds shit. I ain't trying to be naming my man
in every phrase or nothin' but that's how it gotta be.
What inspires you to to write lyrics?
I be in the slumps still. I be on the block and shit. Chillin' with
niggas. It's like I got two jobs. I gotta be loyal to my dogs. First
things first and then i gotta build off my niggas 'cause that's real
reality.
Do you feel like rappers got away from that?
Hell yeah. Too many niggas are on some growing money shit. So all the
Rollies and the nice clothes, that shit is dope but, come on, don't
take it to that extreme. Niggas ain't making that much money.
Are the Outlawz still together?
No doubt. Pac's mind was too strong to let niggas break up. He bonded
niggas. I wasn't no little motherfucker, I was on the front line. I
just recognize mad, mad, mad rappers is faggots. I'll tell a motherfucka
that in the studio. But that nigga Pac? He keeps away from the streets
because your friends will kill you. That's probably my only weakness,
'cause I love my niggas.
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