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November 10, 2003
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December 3, 2003
December 5, 2003
December 6, 2003 @ 12:57
December 12, 2003
December 16, 2003
Well, what a funfun day, "why can't I breath" and fuck me freddy, what the hell happened there? Don't ask me I ain't got a clue. Had a good first bit, but then just... broke apart, little icebergs floating away down the river and look at that the sand's falling through my fingers as fast as I try to hold it in. What's wrong? I dunno, let's be Jay and try to break the chocolate and get the toy inside, yeah what a jimmery. If you talk to someone and ask them what's wrong and they don't want to talk about it, do you keep asking them about it? Did you say YES? WRONG ANSWER DUMBASS! The right answer would be NO! Unless you're Jay and try to figure everything out.
December 22, 2003
December 28, 2003 @2:27 pm ((forgot the time a couple times but o well))
December 29, 2003
Well, today was okay, I guess, but... blah. I dunno. I'm throwing together a party tomorrow, 1-5 at my place but a lot of people that I want to come won't because either:
January 2, 2004 @ 3:28pm
That's right people, it's the New Year! Clinkie glasses, a dropping ball and another year of Leno running up the aisle to kiss his wife in a sea of confetti and balloons. The only good thing I think I have to look forward to today is Toast's party at 6:30. I was having a regular day, waking up at 11:30 and laying around in PJ's to like 2, then FINALLY getting ready only to sit back on the couch and watch Dirty Dancing. Don't you say a word, that is one of the best movies of all time and I like it, so shup. All good until I got on the internet, go figure. I dunno, seems like I just haven't been in good terms with some of my friends lately because of either: They've got a girl/boyfriend or they're hanging out with the same four or five people like everyday. I don't know, maybe it's just me and it probably is because let's think about something here people, I'm not the most together person on the face of the planet, but I feel sort of icolated from most of my friends. Maybe it's just because of the holidays. Holidays are supposed to be full of friends, junk food, laughter and good times. Mine has... junk food. Yay. What a way to bring in the New Year. Junk food to make me fatter. Joy. Oh well, let's go to Toast's party at 6! *looks at clock* NOOOOOOOOO! It's only 3:30! *crys*
January 4, 2004 @8:11pm
January 6, 2004
January 12, 2004 @ 7:55 pm
January 13, 2004 @ 7:56pm
January 15, 2004 @ 7:59pm
January 16, 2003 @ 9:47pm
January 17, 2003 @ 7:37pm
January 24, 2004 @1:49pm
February 4, 2004 @7:11pm
February 9, 2004 @ 8:00pm
February 12, 2004 @ 9:43pm
February 15, 2004 @9:40pm
February 17, 2004 @5:41
February 2...um... 22 2004 @7:50pm((don't know why I didn't know what the date is today, my dad's birthday is tomorrow...))
February 25, 2004 @7:30 pm
February 26, 2004 @ 6:20
February 28, 2004 @4:56pm
Front view. I was talking to Amy.
Ain't that interesting? Well I have to do dishes. Doing nothing. Wondering why Dylan hasn't called and wondering if I should call him, but since he hasn't called he's either at work or busy, so I won't.
March 8, 2004
March 15, 2004 @ 8:48
Songs I already have on my CD list, which is torn between the title of Fallen Illusions or False Illusions. Dunno which yet...
So ya, there's my list. Pretty broad range of music I listen to, but hey. Whatever. What I listen to is what I like and if YOU don't like it, hey, that's not my problem because I really don't care what you listen to. It's prolly shit like Outkast or Black Eyed Peas or something gay like that. No offense to you guys, Dylan, Kegan, Winterhawk, Brody, Aaron, Aaron - yes I know that's two Aarons - John and whoever hangs out with those people, prolly Sean and Mark too, because I know you listen to that stuff. But I'm sorry, it sucks. I hate it. It blows. *jumps off soapbox* I'm done now.
March 17, 2004 @ 7:38
March 18, 2004 @ 9:42
April 29, 2004 @ 8:41pm
May 10, 2004 @ 8:32pm
May 21, 2004 @ 7:44pm
Well, not much to say. Thornhill Band is leaving for Montreal tomorrow, and I couldn't care less. I'll miss Leah and Kegan and stuff, but Dylan... I wouldn't care if he was shipped to Australia for all
June 11, 2004 @ 7:37pm
June 15, 2004 @ 9:40pm
July 5, 2004 @ 8:59pm
Unknown Date
August 26, 2004 @ 7:10pm
September 25, 2004 @ 7:15
December 25, 2004 @2:13pm
Christmas was great, the family party was awesome last night and I got some cool great stuff. A stuffed puppy from Sean, an MP3 player, Digital camera, a sweet Canuck's pillow, um... OH! Disney Scene it game. Ya. But anyway, I should go so bye!
December 29, 2004 @12:48pm
Off the party note, the Anything August concert was totally awesome. I loved it, and I couldn't hear properly the next morning. Stupid fucking ringing noises in my ear. Me and Caleb hooked up, so that was pretty cool. He's awesome. Yay.
I was reading a few of my older entries and man, I forgot a lot of things that happened and I realized I get really mad around December or so. Really just plain bitchy at the world in general. Hmm. Weird.
So anyway, I'm going to hop in the shower because no one's home, and I like having showers when no one's home. Why? You really don't need to know.
And Rob, no you can't say the pirates don't do anything. We're doing something tonight god damn you.
February 5, 2005 @ 4:58pm
In case you haven't noticed, me and Caleb were forced to break up. I do NOT want to talk about it, do NOT ask me about it. I will only hate you for about a week. So please don't bring it up. Thanks.
February 24, 2005 @ 8:06pm
To start, yes, I know me and Caleb aren't aloud to see each other, but God dammit we're going to do it to the best of our abilities. I don't care what you think about this, because frankly, you're not the one living our lives, thank you very much.
Much partying was to be had in the last two weeks. First one was at J's place. I know what you're probably thinking. "Holy shit. J had house?!?" And the answer to that stupid question is: Yes, J obviously had house, otherwise how would he be able to throw a party? Dimwit. Much fun was to be had and watched and such. Nakedness issued from drinking, but that is to be expected. All in all, a good party. No regrets. Well, one, but that can't be taken back.
Last week was Robin's 18th party and that was wickedly awesome. Robin, Caleb and Aaron came over to chill for a bit, then Aaron left and Ford came over and we got ready to go to Mr. Mikes. It was awesome, we all looked hot and the pictures will be developed soon. Hopefully. After dinner a bunch of people went to Robin's place, and more nakedness issued from lack of drinks.
There are problems with the play I'm in, and it really sucks because I chose to back Callan up with his decision to direct a play instead of going into the drama festival as I would have liked. No I find out Callan is deciding to quit being director, and as he told everyone that bit of news this morning, I had to calm myself down enough not to scream at him. He has no reason to be mad at Sandy for wanting him to come to Friday meetings. He should, as director, be there to see what his actors are capable of doing and see areas for improvement. If he chooses NOT to show up to these meetings, he has no right to complain when the youth troupe reach decisions concerning the play. If he's not there, that's his own fucking fault, seeing as he's above playing games. The games teach you things you otherwise didn't see and tones your acting skills. They're not just for fun, and if you could see that, maybe you wouldn't be so stuck up. Sorry if this crappy rant angers you, but this pisses me off because A) I chose not to go in the drama festival and instead go in my friend's play, and now he's backing out. B) He's backing out on us for his own selfish reasons, reasons that he has brought upon himself. C) He disses and puts things down when he had a chance to fix them.
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My first entry ever. Wow. It seems to me that I'm putting up a lot of pink on the site... I hate pink... Well, not hate so much, it's just that pink isn't exactly my favourite color in the world. My grandma and granda came to Terrace today! Hells ya! I love my grandparents, but I hardly get to see them so it kinda sux. Ah well. Besides that, not much has happened so far... I went swimming last night with Nicole, Tony, Robbie, Charlee, Jay, Elijah, Taylor and Ryan, and that was cool I guess.
Actually, it's a pretty shitty day so far, despite the nice weather. I really don't want to go into it for three reasons:
So, ya. Besides that... it's all good, really...
Whoot-whoot! Whoot-whoot! It's Nicole's 15 birthday today! YEAH! Party tonight at her place! Mmhmm!
"Can you smell what the Rock is cookin tonight?!?!"
"Bouncing Pink Elephants!"
Sorry, that was from the TLT's SDD 2003. Graeme and Nicole were erm... improving... Graeme was The Rock -- go figure -- and Nicole was Brittney Spears. They deserved a frickin Oscar for that improv... anyway... HAPPY 15! Luv ya!!!
Well, Nicole's was a BLAST! I went over there at about 4 on Wednsday, which was the 20, which was her birthday. I gave her a hug, gave her her present, yadda yadda. Then everyone came over. Who's everyone? Well, in order of who came through the door:
Randi showed up at like, 8:30, even tho she said 7. Soccer. But oh well, we were watchin Not Another Teen Movie, so it was all good. Only me and Jay had seen it before, Destiny, Nicole, Tony or Robbie hadn't seen it. Losers. ANYWAY... we had fun listening to music, then it started to rain, so we went outside and played in the rain for a while before we went back inside and had food. Pizza....mmmmmm...... then, um... Dinner was, er, interesting, that's all i can say. After that... I can't remember... I think we did lots of nothing and still had fun. oh, we were listening to music - go figure - and Robbie wanted to show me Blink182's new song that's coming out on their CD November 18. I liked it, thought it was cool. Then he showed me all the snowboarding stuff he wanted, and I saw some boards that were really cool, despite the fact I know next to nothing about snowboarding. But then he had to go home for some reason at like 11:12 -- I have a good memory, and there was a clock on the computer. it seems that I can remember stupid things like when Blink182's new CD's coming out and when people's birthday's are when they only tell me once ((Robbie was surprised that I knew his birthday, then Tony told me his and I remember it. September 5 for Tony and November 1 for Robbie. See? I can remember stuff... stuff that doesn't matter, but still stuff...)) -- but whatever. People crashed all over the house when we were finally kicked off the computer at about 7, 7:30 the next morning by Donna. People in order of sleepingness:
We dyed Nicole's hair, too. When we were on the computer, Tony showed us this site with cards and stuff, but on one, the text was all happy happy, but then a guy with nails through his head popped up screaming. Nicole screamed really loud. Tony was sitting at the chair, Randi beside him in another chair, and me, nicole and Jay were standing, jay between me and Nicole. Anyway, that happened again, but on the third one, an eveil scary clown popped up with bloodshot red eyes and and and a white face and and and pointy teeth and... I cried. I was so scared, everywhere I went I saw that face... but it was all good after a while, because I got lotsa hugs from Nicole to make it all better. I don't know what scared me more about the clown, the clown itself, of the fact that Nicole screamed so loud that it scared me too. But anyway... I thought I'd have bad clown dreams, but I didn't. Yeah!
People slept everywhere. Nicole and Jay were downstairs, Nicole passed out on a big bed surrounded by curtains and Jay on an uncomfortable couch. He snored like my dog Bo. Me and Tony slept on opposite couches in the living room and Randi and Destiny fell asleep in Nicole's room.
People that woke up in order of wakeupness:
But when I woke up, they were eating. EATING! And eating crapes, no less. but oh well, I got the last two smothered in peaches, peach sauce, whipping cream and blueberry sauce. Mmmm... Jay didn't feel too well, and after Randi and Tony left, we went upstairs and had a nap, then hung out doing lots of nothing in Nicole's room until like 5, then Des left, then jay left. I left at 5:55 cuz I had to have dinner and go to my Cinderella rehersal.
Rehersal went good. i've got my lines down pat and now all I gotta work on is my placement and stuff like that. My character is a bitchy, biker-sorta girl who's also the Fairy Godmother's apprentice. Roxanne plays the other apprentice. I getta where Slytherin robess, cool huh? Roxy might have to wear a ballerina outfit! Haha. After rehersal, me and roxy had to wander around at like 10:00 to find a payphone. We did, and I went home, watched MTV and went to bed, then woke up at at at... 11:30, 12:00. more sleep..... brah.
It was the 23, but I didn't update this page until it was the 24, about 12:35 to be exact. I found out today that life sucks until you hear your friend's voice. The day started out pretty normal, watched TV until about noon then got ready and worked on my stories for a while. Then dinner came and mom and dad went to dinner with bonnie and brad, so I got stuck with sean and shayla. So whatever, no biggie. I went online and talked to Jay for awhile, then got off, then talked to Jay on the phone... yadda yadda. Then finally the gang came home and I went back on the computer cuz I was aloud and I showed Jay how to roleplay. So whatever. But as I was roleplaying, some kids knocked on the door and dad went to answer it. They asked if we had a black cat..... turns out the kids, they were like 16 17, hit Shadow with their truck. Killed her. So me and dad and brad went to burry her and and... life sucks, cuz now there's no more shadow and... I'm thinkin of making her a page on the main page. Whadda think? Mail me to tell me what ya think of the Shadow page! I miss her already, and it happened hardly three hours ago... the kids were so nice and cool, they came to the door and told us. If they didn't... damn... that would suck...
Well, n2m so far has happened... I'm going to help Jenna move in next door, so that'll be fun. Me, Jay, Nadia and Charlee went to the field last night to see mars. We did, and we were all piled under one blanket at like 11:00, then Sam suddenly -- and I mean suddenly, because she freaked the shit outta me -- showed up with Nano, Beannie, Kevin, George and some other kid. I think Bo woulda attacked them if I didn't stop her. They started token up or whatever and we went to the CDC to play on the little kid playground stuff. Before that, though, I was with them when they were token up and my clothes stunk like weed, and I told Nadia and Jay and Charlee that I didn't. I hoped they believed me, because I didn't, even though they were trying to make me. So Jay told me not to smoke before I went to go play on the little kid playground stuff, and I promised that I wouldn't, and the whole night Beannie was trying to get me to smoke up. Bitch. I told her I wouldn't, because I promised Jay, and she was like, well, who cares, break your promise. And I was like, no, you don't just 'break' a promise. What's the point of making a promise if you break it? But she didn't care, she just said, well, make me a promise that you'll smoke this doobie. Fuck that, I'll smoke when hell freezes over bitch. But whatever. Besides the other guys being there, the night was fun. Every time Jay got comfortable, I'd poke him and tell him the aliums are coming to get us and they're going to sell cheese in a can from pink lemonade stands in the land of the purple daisies. ^_^'
Whoa... a lot has happened lately.... first um..... well, a bunch of people came to my place because Trish and Randi and me planned a party... and a whole bunch of people came. Nadia, Jay, Callan and Tony. And Trish and Randi. That's not a whole bunch of people... but oh well. And we hung out at my place for a while, playing nintendo until Randi and Trish and me had to go make dinner... then we had dinner and Pricilla showed up, so we had one more person. Then we played on the trampoline.... and a bit later I went to rehersal... then came back.... then played on the tramp some more.... but they had a fire.... a fire.... and I'm going to go now because I can't type... I went swimming at the hotsprings with Jay and Nadia and Charlee and Tony and Ryan and Taylor and Elijah and and... that's it I think... but ya...
First official day in the new Skeena! Yeah! Haha... I was in such a great mood, despite the fact that I had double math.. duh duh duh!!! DUH DUH! Anyway... I got in trouble five times in like 15 minutes. Two or three times for sitting on the edge of the dangerous overhaning lockers on the balcony, once for bouncing my bouncy ball, once for drop-kicking Taylor in the back, once for drop-kicking Jay in the back and once for beaning Robert in the head with the back of my hand for being an asshole. Damn... stupid little things like that! Grr... oh well. anyway, the day went good, had a good lunch with Kaz and Jay and Robbie -- Robbie had to go to the office to fix his schedual again -- and things were going good until Jay and Nadia went outside to talk about the secret 'plan' and I saw Brent and SOMEBODY walking with him and that set my day straight to hell and I was SO bitchy for the rest of the day. Jay said he moved to Prince George... then why the hell is he back? He starts school on the fifteenth or something like that... he'll ruin everthing! GRR!!! DAMMIT! *incoherant mutterings under breath* stupid son of a bitch cocksucker mother fucking candy-ass fagboy, what the hell is doing back here? Recks my WHOLE year knowing I have to put up with HIM! I was nice to him, but then he started being a jackass and threatening me, so now I hate him and WITH GOOD REASON! He's all happy, "Guess what, Kyla! I'm going to the grade 12 prom with a grade 12 chick!" Mmhmm, dumbass, that's real great to say to your girlfriend! Oh, and note the mmhmm: It's only two mm's after the h, not three, therefore it's a different mmhmmm. But anyway... ya. Aren't ex's great for nothing? I think so too. That mother fucker deserves a one way bus ticket to hell and I'm driving.
The day was pretty shitty to start off. PE sucked mainly because we played soccer the whole time. I don't mind soccer, but not every single day for the whole class until like the 18 of September. Then I was pissy after that because I found out Kaz didn't feel welcome in my group of friends because they were ignoring him. Most of them, not all of them. So that made me kinda sad so when I went into science -- which I normally like btw -- I was in a bad mood for a quiz. I spent my whole break in the washroom with Nadia because so took so long! Shesh. Then I had socials, which went find, then lunch and that sucked because Kaz didn't want to go inside because he didn't feel welcome with the people in there, and that kinda struck hard because I have a really good relationship with my friends and knowing that my friends and my boyfriend aren't exactly taking to each other didn't exactly make me feel the greatest. SO I walked around with him at lunch and tried to make him feel better. I hope that worked. So when we went back inside, I had socials again and math after that and I talked to Destiny who said that Kaz was really upset in math class and that one of my friends was ignoring him, so des and Kaz exchanged notes and yadda yadda.
I was looking for Kaz after school, so I went back to his locker but he wasn't there so I was going to the bus stop when I saw him up on the balcony and he told me to stay where I was, so I did and he came down and I asked him what was wrong. All he said was that Crystal Brown was looking for me so she could kick my ass. Then all my friends saw us just sort of standing there so they came up and started talking and he said Crystal was looking for me. I talked to Jay who thought I was mad at him -- Once again, JAY I'M NOT MAD AT YOU! -- and then we went outside and I saw Patt who was looking for Nicole. Then Nicole came over and Kaz said he was looking for his ride so he could ask his mom if she could give me a ride home. So we waited there for a while for Krystal -- a different Krystal, Kaz's mom Krystal -- to show up. From when he found me until Krystal dropped me off at my house, Kaz never left my side. When we saw his mom and were walking over to her, we walked by the other Crystal and he stopped and made me stand on his other side by the road so Crystal couldn't see me. I thought that was kinda sweet. I told him that I could walk to the busstop down at Cal but he wouldn't have it. It was either he was giving me a ride home or I was going to walk with Nicole and Patt, but he rathered the ride so Crystal couldn't follow me patt and Nicole home and beat me up.
Later, Kelly asked why I was home and I said Kaz's mom gave me a ride. She said, "oh! He saw me come out of my socials room and he looked really scared. He asked me where Kyla was and I thought you broke your arm, but I said I haven't seen you and he took off down the hall in a run."
AWWW!
I need to update the diary more often... meh.
What's new in the life of Kyla? Well, I dunno... n2m. Auditions are tomorrow and me and Charlee and Derek are going to do them, you know, deciding who's in the play and who's not. Meh, I don't feel like talking about me. OMG, what a surprise. w/e.
I started my job today!! It was so much fun! I played with the little kids, and they were soooo cute! Geeze, people say I wouldn't be good with kids, especially Jay. I'm not going to kill them... well, not on purpose, anyway. But I GOT TO PLAY WITH A HELIUM MACHINE! I was supposed to blow up balloons... hehehehehe... I like helium... I saw Mr. Cloutier at the pool, he was with Damien and OMG is that little kid ever cute! Where he got those genes from, I dunno, but he was the cuttest little kid I've ever seen ^_^ Anyway, ya, that's what I did today... I haven't talked to anybody today, not even Kaz or Jay or Nadia... no, wait, I talked to Charlee for like 5 minutes and to Nicole for about 10 seconds. Whoa... how... fun... ^_^
Okay, I know I haven't updated in a while, so HERE goes. I said at the beginning that I don't write in my diary every day, hell, you're lucky if it's once a year! But since J and Toast have been nagging every time I'm on: "I'm updating my site. coughcoughyoushouldtoocoughcough" by J or "Why aren't you updating your site anymore?" By Toast. I don't have much to say right now beside the fact that I'm 15 in like two days! three days!
Another day in the life of ME! I was thinking about Jay when I went to bed last night and when I woke up, because he had to get his teeth pulled this morning :O I felt really bad for him so I made a note to ask mom if we could stop by his place on our way back from Youth TLT, but she said no :( so we just went home. SO I called him when I got home and he sounded kinda bad. His mouth hadn't stopped bleeding yet, and he said he was in a lot of pain, but at least he was laughing and if he was laughing, then that was good. Anyway, I went to TLT this afternoon and Jason was like, "So, Kyla, why isn't there anything about the Youth TLT on your website" and I was like, "Whoa! How did you know I have a website?!?" Anyway, he said it was messy *glare* and the music was annoying so I got rid of the music and I'm working on the messy thing^^ I also hope to get a Youth TLT page up once I get some of the old stuff off, so look for updates in the near future!
Well, my party was GREAT! I had SO much fun! There was people and music and singing and cake and and and presents -- NADIA -- and and and.... singing and cake and and and PEOPLE!!! ^^' Tony scared the shit outta me but that's not the point *glare*
People who came in order of cameness:
Nicole
Destiny
Jay
Riss
Trish
Jenny
Roxy
Toast((it gets fuzzy after this))
Charlee
Crystal
Conner
Amy
CoriAnna
Wait, there were more people but I... forget....
And of course my family: Rhonda, Bonnie, Jason, Shayla, Grandma and Grandpa, Squirt, Kelly and mom and dad
All in all I think it was the best birthday so far. Music, cake, balloons, singing and your best friends... I don't think it could get any better, really. Thank you everybody for everything! YAY! ^^
I am so bored and hey, I've actually updated a ittle bit. Kudos to me^^ Our play isn't going so well and I really hope we can pull it off and not get the plug pulled. Anyway, not like anyone reads this shizz anyway, so I'm off for tonight, see yall.
Well, did a lot of nothing as usual. Hung out, did last minute homework, saw tissue paper balloons fly really really high and then get caught on the roof, and got told to kill myself because it would be funny and I should 'take one for the team.' fun fun. Good thing I went to TLT otherwise I don't know what I would have done. Dylan made me feel better -- made me laugh, man, that IS the best medicine -- and I skinned my elbow because I was twirling in my spinny chair and Brock stopped it and I ran, tripped over Keagen and fell. Hard on my elbow. But Dylan's was worse. He got stopped, ran, fell over, got back up and fell into the door and fell down AGAIN. Then he looked behind the door later and there was a huge dent in the wall. So we went to talk to Jason and he said it was all good. We also got a lot of work done, got all of our costumes and stuff -- except for MINE because Stacey forgot it at home... -- and did a lot of line runs... yay... and... that's about it. Oh, and I slapped Cori Anna because I couldn't stand he attitude. She thinks she's all that and she wrecked my birthday party by getting ME to break up with Toast. What the hell's up with that? And then she made the guy cry. Okay, 1 -- NO ONE MESSES WITH MY MELBA TOAST AND GETS AWAY WITH IT. 2-- what the hell? She did it at somebody's birthday party. How cruel is that? Not just because it was MY birthday, hell, if was anybody else's party... it wouldn't matter because she still made Toast cry. Just it being my party made it worse. And then she was like, "Oh, well, I still like him" and I was like....... no. So then I found out she was going to ask Toast out at CHARLEE'S birthday party! THAT pissed me off and I got mad. To make things worse, I went shopping with Amy and CoriAnna was with her, and she was making a big deal about me going with them because she doesn't like me or whatever so she kept running off from us and poor Amy felt really bad. And then she was saying things about me at school and her entire attitude with the TLT thing was really starting to make me mad, so after school we were at the bus stop and I was still upset about the Jas and Sean science thing and CoriAnna and Toast walk up and I had my back turned to her, and she went over to Charlee and was like, "Do you know why I think Kyla hates me?" And then she whispered into Charlee's ear after Ryan and Taylor were like, "Hey, does it smell skanky around here?" And then she turned to me and was like, "oh, she is right there" really fake like. So she kept talking to Charlee and I was like, "Hey, CoriAnna..." Whack. I said "I'm not liking your attitude." Then I hit her again just because I felt like I had to. Now I'm getting all in trouble and like. I now that it's like, oh, she slapped her, now she's in trouble. But it's kinda hard not to. I mean, come on. It just had to be done. Grrr... Anyway... I'm over that before Brock made it all come back... damn him... oh well, Dylan made it all better. And Jay. But Jay always makes it better. Yay^^ I've got Nadia's party to go to now... and CoriAnna's going to be there! I think....... NOOOOOOOOOOO! Oh well, I'll put up with her for Nadia's birthday. ^^
Well I had a good time at Nadia's party -- CoriAnna wasn't there, thank God. So I talked to her -- or Alice did -- but she didn't know it was us, she thought it was Nadia. But oh well. Rehersal went okay today, the E.L.F.S -- Effective Liberating Flight Squad -- STILL can't seem to get the simple train chaos scene right and to be quite honest, it's ticking me off.
I have not sword ONCE in three hours. And I have not sword severely in... three or four days. No, wait. I swore at CoriAnna, that doesn't count... um.. wait, let me think. ..............................................no, still thinking.......................................................almost got it................................nope, lost it. What was I talking about? Oh yeah. Rehersal. So anyway, it went okay... Nicole asked Dylan if he liked me and he said yes, so I was pretty surprised because at Nadia's party the previous night I was talking to Kory and he said that a lot of girl's liked him and he never talked about me at school or whatever, so I was like: "Oh great, Charlee, Nicole, Riss and everybody else that thought he liked me was wrong and HEY! I was right! But I wasn't, everybody else was right AS USUAL. And I found out today that Jay and Riss are going out. PEOPLE NEVER TELL ME ANYTHING AROUND HERE! I hang out with them and they never tell me what's going on. Urg. Oh well, who cares. I DO DAMMIT! Urg. Sandy's taking over for Dawn and Jason and she came for some of the meeting today, so that was all cool...Meh, making a CD for no reason so I'm going to go now. Bai.
Whoa, I have written in this for.... oh, no, wait, I missed the forth... oh well. I've basically written in this diary for five days straight! Whoa! That's like some sort of record or something! Boo ya! Ya, okay, anyway... Nothing much has happened as yet, I just woke up and I am STILL tired. This is like the only day of the weekend that I can sleep in and dammit, I WILL sleep in AS late AS POSSIBLE! I would have slept longer but mom woke me up AND I HEAR RICK DEES! *leaves to turn on the radio* Gives me something to listen to^^ No good songs on yet, talking about some 3rd Wind Fire people. NO!!! OUTKAST!!! ick, I don't like them.... ugh. Well, there goes the radio. *click* Ah, silence. Anyway, as I've said before, not much to talk about... I'm talking to Nadia at the moment on email because DAD WON'T LET ME GET MSN *coughcoughHINTHINTcoughcough* So I'll go now. Bai!
Another day in the life of me, how fun. Went to drama at like... 10:30. We were supposed to be there at... 10. Kegan came over, but I was at home -- I walked home at 7 to get ready. Well, slept until 8:50, but that's besides the point. When I got to Nicole's, her and Kegan were on the floor in the living room........painting. AHA, I had you going there, didn't I? NVM. Anyway, we left for the TLT where we - I mean me and Stacey - finished the scrapbook for Dawn and Jason and then we waited for them to show up. First Jason showed, then before we were about to begin rehersal, Dawn arrives with Michelle and her husband. Guess it was Michelle's birthday! Happy Birthday Michelle! Anyway, when we have them the scrapbook, Dawn started to cry right away and then I started to cry harder. Then we gave them hugs, and when Dawn saw that I was crying, she pulled me in for a long hug. I'm going to miss them so much! *sniff* Crap, now I'm crying again.
Anyway, Dylan's going to be here soon so I'm going to go. BAI!
I don't care if you're reading this and, what was the saying? Oh yeah. "And of course once he reads this, fuming and mad, confused at what Im saying, maybe he gets it after, but i doubt it. Hell, this is my opinion page, so live with it if you dont like what i say!" You think you can tell me how to live my life?
"You're going too fast"
"You shouldnt do that"
"What are you doing?"
"Woulda never known with all that swearing"
"Kyla, back earning her nickname usagi chan or whateverthehellyouspelljapcrap what 4 days and already..."
Then you go and try to figure out what's wrong? LET IT GO! I don't want to GO TO YOU FOR EVERY PROBLEM I HAVE! Maybe I used to do that, but what am I going to do in five years when you're gone? I don't want to have to depend on you for everything. I'm not a child, no matter how much you guys think I am. I mean, I used to tell you everything, but a lot's changed. Maybe it's just me, but we're not the same anymore, we're not like we were a year ago. But I'm not all, look at the pretty colours and let's jump off the bridge to get the shiny stuff down there. NO! I can do things on my own, in case you didn't know. And if you do read this, Jay, just stay away from me if you're mad because frankly, I don't care and I haven't for a long time now.
Anyway, I'm going to go now because I'm talking to Dylan, someone who doesn't tell me how I should live my life! You should try that sometime Jay. Maybe you'd like it. I don't know, it's just a suggestion!!!!!!!!
I feel really bad about writing that, but anyway... I've updated a lot today. Mmhmmm. I talked to Dylan, he got his mole taken out today and he said the needle hurt like hell. And he said that he asked Kegan to pay for my present, but he ended up buying it for Nicole -- I know what it is!! -- so he has to go back up town tomorrow to buy another gift for me, so he's picking me up after and I'm going to his place for a while and I'm going to give him his present. Nicole stopped by and I have her her Christmas present. SHE GAVE ME HER BLACK TRENCHCOAT THAT I LOVE SO MUCH! Anyway, ya. A lot happened today but you don't need to know about it... um, I went to Toast's party last night and that was awsome. Twister... get it Nicole/Kegan? Under the blankets on a bed? Twist-her? Get it? Hahahaha...... ha.....ha...ha........
A lot happened. Christmas for one. I love Christmas, and if you don't, get the hell off of my site you anti-Christmas bastard. Anyway, not much time to talk, but I got a lot of stuff. My fav is the teddy that Dylan got me, tho. And I love the trenchcoat Nicole gave me. We got a kareokee machine, so count on a party soon people. Got a deck of Tarot cards, beautiful deck; a 2004 FarSide callendar, really brilliant that one; a makeup set; misc stocking stuffers including one of those wish bracelets I gave to my friends from PG -- did yours fall off yet Jay?; a candle making set; headphones.... and... stuff.... We had a After Christmas Day party at Nicoles on the 26. Anybody that calls that day Boxing Day should be shot. It's After Chrismtas Day. See, it still sounds Christmasy even though it isn't. And saying "Happy Boxing Day" sounds so retarded. "Merry After Christmas Day" sounds so much better, don't you think so? I think so too, that's why the 26 of December is After Christmas Day. Otay, I'm cleaning my room for all my new stuff from Christmas -- I'm thinking of putting your shells either on my closet door in a border -- taken out of the package of course -- or leave them in the package and put it on my closet door so I can look at them, either that or take them out and put them on picture frames and stuff. Or I could take them out and put them on that trippy poster I have on my roof that Des got me for Christmas last year, the blue one with the woman and the plants and the sea and the girl on the rock and the dolphins and..... The Beautiful Dream poster. That's what it's called, The Beautiful Dream poster, because, well... hell, you don't need an explination for EVERYTHING, okay? deal. Well, back to cleaning room, so bai and Merry After After After Christmas Day!!!!!
But whatever, not like I care anyway. Nothing for people to do, according to Elijah. Oh well, he's probably right. Meh. I don't care. If you read this before tomorrow, and I doubt it, you can come. 1-5 at my place. If you don't know where I live, I don't care you damn stalker. I'll talk to you all later, if, ah blah. C ya.
Just got off the phone with Jay. Katy got in an accident. I read it on his journal and I called him right away. I'm not saying what happened, I let him tell you if he wants to.
Anyway, Toast's party was okay. Walked in ready to have a ball and who's there but Sean. Yay, what a rip roarin great time with him. How could they do that? They know how much I hate him, how much I'm afraid of him. Stupid fucks. Yes, I said fuck for the first time in about... a long time. I haven't said it for a long time exept when I'm pissed off and that doesn't really count because you're in a different state of mind when you're upset and you don't know what you're doing because of the adrenaline pumping and all that stuff. But anyway... what was I talking about? Oh ya. Toast's party. It was cool, lotsa hanging out and stuff... fun. But ya, back to the good ol routine again, that's right, back to hell, the prison, the place everybody hates but go to anyway. Why? Because that's the way the fucking cookie crumbles. Gotta live your life out, right? That's what we're here for. To go through our childhood, waste away those precious years with school, getting up everyday in the early hours in the morning to go to a desk and do boring work all day and then come back to have dinner and go to sleep, only to do it all over again the next day. Then we graduate and go to college, where the learning only continues so we can get a job, and then the whole thing repeats itself. Get up early, go to a building with lots of people, do boring work, go home, have dinner, go to bed, wake up the next morning and everything just goes over and over. And then we die. Boy, what a lot to look forward in life, eh? Not really. When you look at it all, there's nothing really. And especially with the way the world looks now. All the crime, pollution and just everything. It's all going to hell and guess what, fuckers? I'm driving the bus. Get on if you dare, the bus will leave in a few days.
Anyway, on to better stuff. Going to publish some more poetry that I just poured out a few hours earlier. Not like anybody's going to read them, but then again, who the fuck cares? Damn straight. I'll see you at school. Or not. It depends how I feel I guess. Bye.
Talking to Dylan as I'm typing... Kegan's rapping singing and Dylan's telling him to leave the room but they're in Kegan's bedroom... meh.
Well, Jen's party was cool, watched Bruce Almighty, talked, hung out, talked to people on MSN, pinned the dick on Legolas, ate ice cream cake, drank pop... ya, what a great party. Elijah forgot the drinks. Basterd. Anyway, ya. How fun. I think -- pretty sure -- that Jay's mad at me. Again. Not his fault, mine. Always mine, right? Ya. Told you, I'm no angel. Dylan doesn't deserve this.
Anyway, I'm so bored and I updated, so I was like, let's update this page to, okay? Okay. Ya. Alrighty then. Funfun. Bye.
Been studying for my science final since I got home from school. I never knew work could be so hard! jk, I knew that. But it makes my neck hurt really bad, bending over the desk. I don't know if I can do wrestling. It really hurts! I know you're prolly like, "Oh what a little baby complains about everything." It hurts dammit, leave me alone. Cheap bastards. ANYWAY... Jay's party's in a while, should go shopping. What am I going to get him? I know! I'll get him a-- haha, Jay, you thought I was going to tell you! Know, you'll have to wait until the 24th. That is, if I go. Ya, I am. Can't wait to see Katy.
Wrestling sucks, no matter what Ryan, Jay, Nicole, Conner, Callan or Charlee says. Blah. I hate it! But anyway, today was good... had a science test that I thought was going to be really really hard but it ended up not being that bad. I had good luck charms, though. Good luck charms might not work for other people, or some people might not believe in them, but I do and there's nothing you can do about it so there. Ha, suck that. Or not, actually, I prefer you didn't because... ewww. Turning into a Squix, stopping.
So how was your day? Really, I don't care because this page is about me. That's mean, but suck that. Don't really, it was a rhetorical remark. Don't know what that means? Look it up in a dictionary dumbass. Don't like me calling you a dumbass? Get a brain. HAHAA! I made a funny. Anyway, this isn't really going well so... hey, I like this song. Baby you stay on my mind,
fulfill my fantasies. I think about you all the time, I see you in my dreams. Baby boy not a day goes by without my fantasies. I think about you all the time, I see you in my dreams... Just you and me in the West Indies feelin like royalty in the party.
Picture me sexy in a two peice layin on exotic beaches in the white sand....
Blah, kinda crappy day. Had to wake up early on a Friday morning to go get a flu shot, one in which I had a bad reaction to a few years ago. Then I went to a rather boring TLT meeting, without Dawn and Jason there, we do NOTHING. Absolutely nothing of use. I don't think I'm going anymore. We don't do anything but play games for three hours. Script propsals are due next week, plays two weeks from then. I anybody going to write the plays? No. Except for Roxy. She's the only one. I want to, but screw it. Won't make it. Roxy's is a vampire play and it sounds cool I guess. Needs to be a bit different, I don't really like it. Went home because it was so boring, then I went to sleep and then Dylan came over. That was the best past of the day, Dylan coming over for two whole hours. Yay. Who cares, I got to spend time with him. That's all that counts. To me, anyway... maybe not to YOU, but I don't care about YOU.
Well, today was okay, I guess. Woke up at like 11:30 or something, made hardly any effort to try to clean my room because I was reading. The only cleaning I got done was that I threw my dirty laundry downstairs, and that was only because mom came downstairs and if she saw me laying in bed reading, she'd have a hiss. Then Dylan called me and we talked for a while, then I went to do my hair and go babysit Brandon. Mom got me this life-sized Stifler display thing for my room, I just gotta take that damned sticker off and clear a wall, which might take a day or a week. Meh. I'm going to Aaron's with Dylan soon, so I've got to go get ready. These pants have a rip in the knee... bluchk. Bai!
Well, not much to say right now mainly because I don't have much time. Dylan came over earlier today, but he was supposed to come at one instead, but then found out he had training. Sdupit walmart. jk. ANYWAY... I really have to go tidy my room before 2:50 or or or I can't go to Jay's party! Oh now, what a shame. I can always just give him his present on Monday. But maybe I don't wanna... okay, I'm shtuing up. bai.
Well, haven't updated in a while, eh? Oh well, not like there's much to update besides boredness. We now have to write a journal in English everyday. A lot of people were complaining. I don't care either way, whether or not we have a journal writing for 10 mintues. What's the big deal? It's not like is manual slave labor or something, or it's not totally hard and boring, it's just writing about complete nonesense for ten mintues. Just ten, be glad it's not like 20 or something. That would be cool. But you gotta fill as much as you can, for grade ten that's half a page. I got a page and a whole word on the second side, how pro am I? Not really. Grr, boredness has taken over so I don't know what to do but write -- type, rather -- on my ONLINE journal! See, the difference between my journal for school and my other journal is that my journal is online -- and my other one that's private, well, not really, but that ones in my room. I just have to find it... -- and my school journal is at school. And this one is called diary, not journal. Why? The guy's called their's journals, so I decided to girly mine by calling it a diary. Why? I really don't know, it makes lots of no sense to me. But whatever, I'm writing it anyway. I just thought I saw a clown out of the corner of my eye... *shudder* I need a book for tomorrow, so I was going to go to the library to get The Stand by Stephen King, but I never got around to it. Why The Stand? Because it's the most points aside from Tom Clandy's Executive Orders, and that's all politics so I'm not taking that because it's boring and it's Tom Clancy. Eww. I like Stephen King. Ya... Okay.... bai.
I wanted to go to Cal today because Skeena and Thornhill's bands were practicing together, and that means I could see Dylan. But something along the way got screwed up, me and Amy ended up leaving after wandering back and forth between the two schools -- Cal and Skeena -- and I just caught the bus at 5. Why? Like, why catch the bus? Well, I was going to walk home because I needed some time to think, but I decided that I could just sit at the bustop and watch people, because that's always calming. Think about other's problems for once, and then your own don't seem that bad and you then realize the world's not going to end over some stupid little thing.
I still don't know what to do for Dylan for V-Day. Something cute and loving, but also creative and from the heart. What the hell can fit that? I don't know. I did have an idea of what to get him before I talked to him and Kegan on the phone. Now I really have no clue what I'm even doing anymore. It seems weird that such a casual phone conversation about what your best friend's boyfriend should get her for V-Day changes your whole perspective on... everything. Reading this, you're prolly thinking something like, "Well, change is good." or "Stop complaining, my problems are WAY worse than yours are" or "What the hell? How did I get to THIS page? Who the hell is she and who's she talking about? AHHHH!!!! FLYING PINK BLUE INK SQUIRTS!" I really don't know what to do for him, I want it to be special but... *sigh* This is harder than it looks. It prolly seems stupid, me fighting over what to get him for V-Day, but it is hard. There are all these questions: What will he think? Will he like it? Is it too cheap? Did I spend too much? What if he doesn't like it? Is it too materialistic? Is it too gushy? Not good enough? Plain, uncreative, crappy? It's a lot to think about. Grr... *sigh* There's more to say, but I won't, because I don't want to, I want to do other stuff, and you really don't need to know everything. Bai.
Well, not too much and a lot has happened since my last entry. Hehe, that made lots of no sense! Anyway, it's the second time in a row I didn't get to see Dylan on our anniversary, this time because I had to babysit for Nancy, but it's all good because these two little guys are just so adorable! I get to see him tomorrow, so that'll be good. Gah, I have to babysite Brandon tomorrow... I should see if Kelly will do it... I don't like babysitting that kid anymore and I don't think I can do it for much longer. He annoys me to no end! Ah well. I'm still working on Dylan's gift, I hope I get it finished for him tomorrow. He gets off at six -- but then again so do I if Kelly doesn't take the shift -- so I'll have time. Not much left to do, anyway.
Well, I should go now, I'm sorta regretin not going to teen swim, but then again, not really. What is there to miss? We go almost every week now, so meh. I'll go next week maybe. Well, ttyl, bai.
Blah...... missed out on Teen swim the other night, but I guess that's okay. I went over to Aaron's with Dylan last night and ended up videotaping their breaking for an online video, which I think is really cool. I told them to call me every time they do it because I like watching. hehe, that sounded kinda sick... lol. Anyway, ya. So that was fun...... um...... what else what else? Shit, gotta catch up on some journal writing for this weekend and last weekend... gotta write it for Mrs. Annibal. I really don't like her...
Wow, what an exciting day, mmhmmm. Nothing really happened, except that Callan tried to kick my backpack but ended up drop kicking his ass onto the ground because he sliped in the mud, bringing me down with him, so for the second day in a row my pants and hoody were covered in mud and water. Gross. *shudder* Tom made a verbal stab at me today in his monologue, saying that he didn't like people that complained aboutt their lives. Fagon turned around to look at me so I fingered Tom and he smiled. He thought is was pretty funny, Fagon that is. So ya. He's not that bad of a guy, he's always been nice to me. Don't know why he doesn't like Callan though. Oh well. Shawn's nice too, Saran. The only one of them that I don't get is Thanasi. He looks so innocent, but he's the farthest thing from it. Meh. Oh well. TTYL, bai!
Wow, what a fun filled day. Woke up at 7 hacking and coughing from this damn cold -- most of the people I've talked to over the weekend have some symptom of a cold, which is kinda creepy because I'm reading Stephen King's The Stand, which is about a killer flu virus thing that is super contagious, like if you pass an infected person on the street you'll get this disease... As if Stephen King isn't freaky enough... right. Anyway, got ready really early which is freaky because, uh, I don't usually get up that damn early, so I had nothing else to do but type. GO figure. Then I um went to Wal Mart to get dad's b-day gift, ended up not getting it so mom got it for me, then I went to Nicole's which is what I was going to do instead of going to WalMart and I was going to bug Kegan there bcuz Nicole said he worked from 7:00 to like 2:30 or something, but I ended up not bugging him bcuz I really didn't feel like it, and when I stepped into Nicole's bedroom there was Dylan and Kegan. That kinda freaked me out. We hung out -- wahoo -- then Kegan had to leave at 2:15 because he worked 2:30 to 6, not 7-2:30 like Nicole said. Then we went back to river, threw some rocks into the water and went back to Nicole's. And um... then we hung out there, and then me and Dylan went to my place bcuz I had to go to my aunt's for supper... he didn't come. Doesn't like hotdogs. But we ended up not eating, we just played hockey, easy-isy-over, the RuOD time released game of Kick the Can -- we play it every time we get together -- and a few rounds of Halo. Yay. Then I talked to Dylan for a while, then came here to type out my day for all you. Wow, if you check this every day, you're either devoted or have a lack of life. Either of the two work, but I'd prefer to think it's the former, however, knowing that you know me and know me well enough to know my website URL, it's prolly the latter. Oh well. Crap, I need to call Riss. I need her script... bai!
Hmm... well I did my monologue today and I think people really liked it. fagon shrank back because he told me later that he thought I was going to hit him, but I was looking at Amy who was behind him. Poor guy, oh well. I got perfect for that and I did it last night, the write up, memorization and everything, so that's cool. I guess. Hmmm... Calvin had slurpee and didn't share with me, so that wasn't cool. No one took the bus with me except for Calvin and Cedric... and Michelle... and Issac... never mind, people did take the bus with me. Ryan and Taylor went biking with Jay and Dahms and Charlee lost her bus pass so she walked. Sucker. Well not much is new, I .... crap.... I have lots of drama homework. Character developement... oh well. That's what first block.... damn, drama is first block tomorrow.... oh well. Meh. I'll draw a stickman of my character, or maybe I'll get a magazine clip out and just stick clothes around her or on her. Whatever. Well I've got to get a hold of Riss because she still hasn't brought me my script. Rehersal's on Friday and I haven't done anything with my character all week because I haven't had a script. This really isn't cool. Oh well, I'll get it from her tomorrow I hope. Well, I don't think I'm going to work on the dreamhome project anymore. Might look for pictures... whatever. BAI!
Hmm... well, Nicole wasn't at school today because she stayed at home with a cold. Poor baby. So now she has seven pieces of English homework on Animal Farm -- which, may I take this time to say that this book SUCKS and you shouldn't read it if you can help it -- and she has three tests on Monday. A french test on a story we have been reading, an English sentence quiz that's really hard and a science tests on sex. Wow, what fun, look at what she has to look forward to when she goes back to school. FUN FUN FUN! Ya anyway... Dylan's going to be over in a bit, I just saw his truck go by. Prolly got dropped off at Aaron's to hang out for a bit. It's Thursday night, I don't have to be home early for school, so we'll prolly end up going over there for a while. I hope. I want to see them break, it's fun to watch. Oh, me and chuck went to the SPCA for our CaPP project and we took this blue heeler for a walk. Wow, what a beautiful dog he was! And really friendly. My husky was gone, must have got adopted out:( Charlee's dog was there... oh well. Anyway, nothing more really to say. BAI!
I got my hair done by my aunt...
Back. Still talking to Amy who was talking about her dog's pink squeaky toy that I said sounds cute.
Wow, the first entry of March. Happy happy. Well, not much new to say. Um I made dinner for Donna, grandma and grandpa ((well, Nicole's grandparents, but close enough for me)) and Dylan and Kegan. They're not dead yet, so I'm taking that as a good sign. And I didn't even hurt myself! Well, no, I cut myself once peeling potatoes and I almost caught my hand in a mouse trap. Stupid thing. Hmm. Then, well, there was a war over the blankets which I won't go into detail about but I will say that when Dylan and Kegan were under one and giggling and moving about when Donna came in, I'm guessing she thought me and Dylan were under there -- safe to assume I guess -- and when she saw the twins's pop their heads out, well she didn't say anything because it was effort enough to walk down the hall without falling from lack of oxygen resulting from too much laughter. Hehee... then went home, did some homework and watched Duplex. Highly recomend it by the way, it's pretty funny.
Yes, well, hmm. So much for updating in March, eh? Oh well. I don't always update the diary because frankly... nothing interesting happens. Or it does and I just don't tell you about it. I'm listening to Crawling by Linkin Park, but it's a shit ass Live in Texas version I don't want on my CD and since my dad got rid of Kazaa Lite, I have no way of downloading the song. I've looked. So if you could email me any of these songs, that would be SO helpful and I would be forever grateful.
Well, not much to say... Dylan and the guys went to a talent show some three hour drive outta town, dunno where it was, I forget. Hey, they couldn't remember what it was either! Meh. They did pretty good I guess, I don't know, I didn't go.
And Jay, I fixed the layout to something simple for now but I'm looking for a pretty enough angel pic for all my backrounds. Why? Angels are pretty and just so awesome. Don't believe in angels? You can come over here and kiss my ass. Don't tell me there are no angels you close-minded bastards. You just don't have what it takes to believe in something like that. Ya. Okay I'm done. BAI!
Hmm, well, nothing much new to report really. Been at Nick's a lot because we're redoing her room. Dylan put up a fuss over moving furniture yesterday so me and Nick ended up doing it. Spent the night last night *yawn* TIRED! Found out from Ryan that him and Amy broke up. Wondering why Amy didn't call to tell me. Hmm. Oh well. Guess she called Charlee or something instead. Mom said that five guys with backpacks and guns went behind our place. Elijah, Jay, Kalen, Alex and someone else I can't remember who Elijah said was all going paintballing today. He told me this morning... meh. Jay was going to have a party but then decided not to because he's 'busy' on every day except Saturday. Busy doing what, paintballing and biking? Have a paintball/biking party then. There, fixed it^^ But Des is having a party on Saturday, so I'm going to hers because she asked first and I have a lack of anything else to do on Saturday. Hmm.
Blah. Painted Nicole's room - yay. It's like mustard yellow. The whole room, all four walls and ceiling. A bedroom. Yellow. Oh and it doesn't end there, oh no! And why would it? There are bright pink, blue and tusken sun orange STRIPES!!!! YAY! Oh my god Nicole, I've said it a bazillion times and I'll say it again -- WHAT WHERE YOU THINKING GIRL? GRR! *jumps off soapbox* Otay I'm done. Hmm. What's new? Oh, I think the guys are moving our of Vic's cuz he's coming back. *sigh* It was cool having him gone. Meh. Got TLT and SPCA to look forward to tomorrow and Des's party on Saturday. 7-11, last house by the curling rink if anyone wants to go. COME! We need people to go. She told me to tell people. Jay won't go unless more guys come so COME! Jeeze Jay. Anyway, bored, nothing much to say, so I'm out. C ya.
Well, not much up right now, just listening to music -- Linkin Park "One Step Closer" and watching Survivor. Well, no, not watching it, just glancing at it from time to time while waiting for the Internet pages to load. Somethings screwy's going on with our computer, and I think it's that stupid music download program mIRC. Things were fine and dandy with KaZaA, but NooooOOOOooo! Dad had to get rid of it because "it's illegal and has viruses." Ya, well here's news dumbass: mIRC is illegal too; the songs you download become illegal after 24 hours of you downloading it unless you have the CD. And when you download a song from someone, you're establishing a direct link between computers -- which is the same thing that KaZaA does, btw -- so they could just as easily send you a virus, but NoooOOOooo! "There are so many people on they probably pirate each other." Is what dad said. GUESS WHAT? There are MORE people on KaZaA, so they prolly pirate each other too! We don't get ANY viruses from KaZaA Lite, but we have one from two days of using mIRC. I think it's time to change programs dad. Like now would be good.
Anyway, enough of the rant. Carnival's in town, we have a garage sale tomorrow so I can't go tomorrow, so a group of us are going to teenswim. If you read this before Friday, show up. If not, suck it up. But I'm going Saturday night. Dylan's not going -- surprise surprise. He's at the Music Festival Gala. Yay. Mike's going to be there, same with Chuck and Cal and Ced and whoever the hell is gong with us, so I'll have fun anyway. Yay. Ryan Jay and Callan are going Friday afternoon just to shoot a rifle to win a mini-bike. Wow. How fun. They're not going to do anything else, just shoot a gun. Like OMG! You can do that at home, and here's news to you guys, you're not top gunmen, you won't win that mini-bike. In case you dumbasses haven't figured it out, those carni games are rigged. Ya, you heard me. It's an obvious thing, but you're guys so I guess that's excuse enough.
Enough ranting tonight. Bye.
Well, got back from Wal*Mart. yay. Not much going on, haven't been updating because, well, frankly, nothing really happens that I think you should know about. If you're one of my friends, you know the highlights of my life as soon as they happen, and if you're not one of my friends, then you're not important enough to know. So there. Nya. I haven't really been updating because of the above statement, but also because I've been busy with a story I'm working on. It's new, yes, and it's good so far. Haven't given up on it yet. yet. It'll probably die sooner or later, just like all my other ones. Oh well, might as well have fun with it while I can I guess.
I'm so excited, cuz in about an hour I'm going to the Teen Swim. Mmhmmm! Hope I see Ced because I've got to talk to him about something.
Ya if you don't know already me and Dylan broke up. Last Monday. Yup. Everyone tells me it was for the best, but I don't know. Don't know much anymore. Don't like talking about it either. Can't. Hurts too much. Might sound lame, but it hurts too much. May not seem like it, but it tears me apart inside to know I'm never going to be with him again, never going to hold him again! He made me feel different than anyone else. I've never felt the way about someone the way I felt about him. It hurts. A lot. If you've never been with someone, never been close to someone, don't. Closeness only ends in pain. A lot of it. So don't even get close to someone. You'll only get hurt. Just don't go there. Don't. Just don't
Going out with John Syms. Yay. Don't really want to though, Charlee sorta made me. Sat me down beside him and told him I had something to tell him. Ya. Bull. So now I'm going out with a 'sugar daddy,' according to Matt. Do I want to? No. Why? Dunno. Just don't. Got a problem? I don't care. Why? I don't know the answer to that either. Go suck a lemon. Actually, scratch that. I don't want to say that anymore. God what am I going to do? Oh, ha! Why am I asking Him? Not like He's going to help me. I'll be on tomorrow. Maybe. More than likely, but I won't update this thing. Not a big enough deal. Don't like it? Kiss my bender bcuz I don't give a damn about you.
N2M going on, we're getting the kids tomorrow for SDD, so that'll be sa-weet. I've got some homework I've got to do for it, but I'll do it eventually. Talking to J... wait, no, he's gone. Kinda bored, updating a few pages with a bud of mine from elftown, so that's alright I guess. But... ya. Got an email from Connor, YAY! Can't wait till he gets back, I miss him a lot. But ya... not to much going on.
I'd like to take this oppertunity to bitch at someone that decided to write a bit on this page. I've deleted it, you'll never see it again. What the hell gave you the right to change it, huh? Nothing. You never asked. I don't care what you think about it, this site is for me and me alone. If you don't like it, I really don't give a fucking rat's ass. Go cry to your boytoy if you want to. But I DON'T CARE. Change your own goddamn site, that's what the piece of shit is there for. Don't go around wrecking everyone else's.
Not much going on. Call backs Monday, opening night for August session tomorrow, goodbye dinner for Ben tonight... just stuff. But ya. Funfun.
I think I should have updated last night, then the post would have been interesting like Jay's ;) Well, as most of you know, we had Barry's party last night. Yes, it was fun. Yes, I would do it again in a heartbeat. I woke up this morning with some guy's necklace and no headache and all my memories. Except for how I got the necklace. And the one where I was making out with Mark when I was on top of Jay. How the hell did that one turn out? But there's another party tonight for the twin's 16th birthday. As you can see, I'm not invited. I hope they get Cheyba drunk and they see my name written on his chest in black permanent marker saying: "Great time last night ;) Love Kyla" Hope Dylan likes that one. Fucking asshole.
Merry Christmas everybody!I know I don't update this page much, but I thought I'd let everyone know that I am now caught up with Something Positive. As of just right now. Yay! *blows a party thing*
It's a beautiful day; it's snowing! It snowed a lot last night, and it wasn't all gone when I woke up this morning! Score. So anyway, I'm having people over tonight to watch the new Peter Pan movie and to play some games. It's not a 'hang out and do nothing' party, and I'm only aloud 10 people. Why only 10 people, you ask? Why, that's because there are only 10 seats in the rec room, that's why.
Well, it has come to my attention that I don't update my journal anymore. And why is that, you may be wondering? Well, it's because I really don't feel like telling you all what I'm feeling on the inside. And because, well, blah. Just blah.
Yes, shut up about my non-diary updatingness. There is lots to say, but I'm just too lazy to say it. Is that a good enough reason? Yes. I think it is.
