April 603

4-10-603 (Friday)
 I visited Grey today at his keep and Dusty happened to be there. I swear every other sentence out of his mouth was some insult or nasty remark about me. I had hoped Grey would put a stop to it before he got too out of control, but seeing as how he didn't, I admit that a girl can only take so much. And that is what happened...
So after hearing some noice in the hall, he stood at the door's edge to look as Grey had asked. Well after all the comments about how I betray people and break hearts out of sheer pleasure, this moment was obviously my opportunity to act on the last one about maybe going to look with him so I had stab someone in the back. That was enough to make me get up, charge across the room, and pushed out the door to 'eal' with him.
Now here's where it gets funny because after all the stuff he said to get me riled up, you'd think he would have understood what I was doing out there. Apparently no because he just made some snide remark about what I wanted. So to show him, I just started kicking him over and over until Grey and the rest of the group showed up to stop me. I think I actually made Grey mad at that, but I didn't care, he would forgive me. He likes me more then he lies Dusty anyway, so I jsut went back inside like he asked and left the stupid fox laying there withhis tail between his legs...or actually in Grey's hands where he had been pulling it trying to get him to to the other room.
I decided it was probably best to leave before Dusty got me angry again, so I said goodbye (and this time forever) to Dusty, made my peace with Grey, and left to go back home to the Briarwood and Kiril. Maybe he would be there when I got home, yes? It's been a while and I missed him so much.
So I'm on my way home and who greets me on the side of the road...Dusty. To make a long story short, I said goodbye...again.
It seems I really can't trust anyone anymore, can I? I suppose Kiril is probbaly one of the few people I'll ever trust to some degree, especially after all the times my so called 'friends' have betrayed me. Dusty should just go back to his kitty and leave me alone. Stupid fox.

4-15-603 (Wednesday)
I visited with Grey at his Keep again today to try and discuss his upcoming marraige to Zen. he just really didn't seem happy about it, but he wouldn't talk about it either. Only after much frustration did he finally explain that he had postponed the wedding. He's so bad though, he wrote his fiance a letter while we were talking and told her. That's just wrong, even for a Marquis.
We also discussed Arainyn and the mysteries surrounding him. This time bubble that Zander caused is creating havoc. Only a few of us remember King killian, the rightful King of Elan instead of King MorningGlory who is currently in power. Sir Kelson remembers because he was knighted by Killian. Grey and I remember because we were not in Elan when the time shift occured. And Arainyn remembers because he was raised by the King and his wife. Odd stuff going on. Well at least he's not marrying Zen right now. That's good.
Oh and I told Toad that I would talk to Glen about this 'Killing Wanderer' stuff.

4-16-603 (Thursday)
 So I find Glen today and try to discuss the situation involving Wanderer. Apparently there is a hit out on him so big that even I couldn;t stop it. It wasn't put out by Glen, but by whoever was leading the group that went to kill the Dragon. He asked me to kill Wanderer on sight, but I refused. He's my friend, and I couldn't do that. At least he was understanding on that. Then he told me how Toad had actually ratted Wanderer out about the whole thing. Odd how Toad never mentioned that part to me. I don't even know what's going on now and there is no I can stand up to Glen and the others. I believe Wanderer, but I don't know how to help him.
I went back to the Keep to hopefully confront Toad about the things Glen had said, but I could never find a private moment to do it. I'll have to send him a letter I suppose.
The Keep was more stupid then normal tonight with all the elves acting like gypsies. I would have left if Booger had not shown up. You can't keep me away from Booger.

4-17-603 (Friday)
 I visited Sir Bramus and Crystal in Whitestone today. We talked and had some laughs. Was much fun. I think he likes me.

4-18-603 (Saturday)
 I received a return letter from Toad about Wanderer's situation. He says that he did no such thing and that Glen is making it up so he can claim the bounty on Wanderer's head. I don't know who to believe anymore.

4-21-603 (Tuesday)
 Sir Bramus is a great fighter and today he sparred with me a bit for practice. He sweats alot. Not that I mind too terribly.

4-22-603 (Wednesday)
 I don't think Gregor and Sir Bramus like each other much,but they put on a good show.

4-28-603 (Tuesday)
 i think gypsies everywhere are always ready for women, hooch, and parties, yes? Well Draylen, in Whitestone, seems to be no exception. It's good to know that there are somethings that are always reliable in this world.

4-29-603 (Wednesday)
 A new enemy? It seems they are everywhere these days. Sir Bramus warned me about an orc named Blakar who is out to get him (probably because he hates orcs), and that he planned to hurt him through his friends. I appreciate his concern and while I think I'm supposed to feel threatened, but it's just an orc. Not sure it's all that scary. We have them all over the Briarwood afterall.