April 608
4-01-608 (Tuesday)
So I race changed to an elf today. Just to see what it was like. Not so bad, but a little chilly without the fur. I felt naked. No, I felt more then naked. Like naked, naked. Creepy. Did it for Arainyn, of course. Maybe I'll change to a human next week. Just do a race a week until I find something more suitable...
WHATEVER! NOT EVEN!
Scavenger forever. Rituals are EVIL!!
4-07-608 (Monday)
This town is slowly, but surely, going to drive me crazy. Maybe it's just me, I dunno. It's like the whole place is just self destructive. It makes me sit back and think...it's not worth it. But it is. Some would have left by now, citing their own excuses, and most of them being valid to one degree or another. Don't think it's not tempting, cuz I have a million of them, but if I go, then who will stay to help them? Those lazy, greedy bastards theat call themselves adventurers? Nay...heroes even? Riiiight.
I have my own people though and I can't help but feel like I'm failing them in some small way by staying around in this dump of a Kingdom. Thank goodness they have Arainyn. He's the best noble I've ever met and he would not only lay down his life for them, but all the lives of his nobility. Probably in that order too. But it has never come to that. Even with the recent war in Elan, it never came to that. And in the end, he was able to save Drakemyre when the rest of the Kingdom seemed lost. But unlike what some may think, he didn't nor will he ever, abandon Elan. In fact, while everyone else has fled to the new Kingdom to the south, Arainyn has stayed and we will find a way to make our Kingdom whole again.
4-21-608 (Monday)
Ya know, I'll admit that Walker is cute sometimes. And then other times he's not. Like when he told me about meeting with Death this last weekend. This is not good.
Then he and Kayin rambled on alot about the world turning to void and fighting through it to save me? Makes me wonder what Anya is serving downstairs in teh tavern.
4-26-608 (Saturday)
Walker left today. I sent him away. There are some things he needs to learn that I can't teach him. I hope he stays safe and remembers the little I did teach though. It will be hard without him here. i was gettng use dto the idea of someone being here with me and not leaving for a change. ::shrugs:: Oh well, such is my lot in life I guess.
Be safe Walker and don't come back to me in the circle.