December 601

12-14-01 (Friday)
Where was I today? Kalrich is permanently dead because of me! I should have warned everyone. I should have told them... I had meant too...really. Why didn't I?! Diakaryu had said he would kill them, my friends. He said he would, and he did. I had been waiting for his rotten corpse to show up so I could face him again, and hopefully destroy him, but that did not happen. It seems he came in the darkest of the night and was not alone...Garn was with him. Garn can be as bad, if not worse then Diakaryu, in my mind, and I cannot think of why he would have been there unless destruction and chaos were involved. It seems that Diakaryu also had his play doll out with him to maim and murder at his will. I shudder to think it was made in my image. It will be destroyed...as he will be.
Kalrich, I am sorry. There is no more I can say but that, and even then, my words sound hollow in my ears. I could have been there, and I could have stopped this. This cannot be allowed to happen any longer! They will try to stop me, as they have said they would, but I will do what I must to bring this to an end... That is my promise.

12-15-01 (Saturday)
The Beholder who has been in the goblin caves these last few months must be destroyed tonight! It seems the orcs and minions of this creature have been digging tunnels underneath the city of Nunverhill and laying traps. If we do not stop it, the town will most likely not be here to see the light of the morning sun. We have been trying these last few days to weaken the beholder's compound by blowing up support beams and collapsing parts of the cave. We did what we could, but the town is in danger, and so it it time to continue our search for it inside. It saddens me to think on this, as the last time I went to do this, Kalrich led the charge...and now... No matter, there is nothing I can do about that right now. I will deal with that another time.
willow and her group had gone to gather items to create a substance that might allow us to defeat the Beholder with better chances of survival. It seems that when all the items are mixed together, it creates a tacky substance we can throw. Should it land on the eyes of the Beholder, it will keep them shut, thus keeping it from using it's abilities. Or so the theory is... We will see. It is not as if we have a choice.
As the time drew near for us to leave, we gathered up at the Guildhall. Lord Tiberius and his group were there and Willow arrived shortly thereafter with the substance. She was missing an ingredient, but all was not completely lost...it would work once. So we had only once chance to hit the eye. If we missed, we would deal with the consequences then. We did not plan to miss though, and Kiril set a few of us up to practice throwing. The target was small and set out a great distance, so that he could watch and pick from the best of us. This person would get the substance as they had the best chances of striking the target. The night wore on and we were all getting anxious to go, but walking in the front door would have been a death wish on us all, so we began concocting plans, and finally Symkin suggested something. A Fae had been around earlier and he would ask him to 'pook' him into the Beholder's lair. Once inside he would gypsy curse him, and then 'pook' out. He hoped this would draw the creature out of the cave where we had better chances to fight it. We agreed to try this and so Symkin set off to find the Fae. We began gathering everyone together as we wouldn't have much time once Symkin accomplished his task. It was then that Tiberius told us he would not help. WHAT! His town was going to be destroyed and he would not help us defend it! What kind of noble is he?!? His answer on why disgusts me... Apparently before he received his title to the crown, he had made a deal with the Fae. He would not be involved with anything that dealt with Fae, and since Symkin had gone to get help from the Fae, he would not help us. Grrr... So in other words, this situation was a conflict of interests, and he chose to side with the Fae instead of his kingdom. Pitiful... I am sure the King would be so proud of him... Well at least we know where his loyalties lie. 
Kiril was grasping at controlling his anger at Tiberius and his group by this time. It was obvious that it was difficult for him, and so we went to find willow and begin our task. We looked and looked, but she was nowhere to be seen. GRRRRRRR... She had left town, and taken the substance with her! OMG! Can you trust no one anymore these days?! It seems you cannot! Now Kiril was really having difficulty, and so we just yelled for those who would come to follow and we set off. Twelve of us there were, and when I looked at out motley bunch, I truly expected to see them all next in a circle. How did we ever plan to defeat this creature? My companions this night as I walked into battle were, Kiril, Yr'lie, Calypo, Bovie, Valhalla, Danrick, Cerebus, Spindle, Symkin, Gus, and Tanis. Good luck to us all...
We came upon the cave, as we had done several times before. Symkin had seen the Beholder and cursed it, and so I prepared for the creature. Every trap I had at my disposal was laid out in front of the entrance. If all went well, these would hopefully stop it. If not destroy it, at least slow it down... We waited, and then suddenly, orcs poured forth from the entrance of the cave. The first few waves went down easily as they blew themselves up in the traps I had laid for their Master. I was slightly disappointed in the fact that now I had nothing to use on the Beholder, but that lasted only a moment once I realized the sheer number of orcs we were to fight. And fight we did...We literally built up a wall and charged ahead, the broke off into smaller groups to pick off the orcs one by one. The fight seemed to last for hours... We would take turns fighting, and then stepping back to be healed. Others would fill our spots as we moved back to rest or readjust. As someone said, we were a well oiled machine. Kiril gave us the courage to continue with periodic moral boosters. It was as if we could do anything at that moment. Even Calypso, while adjusting his armor, would give a speech like no other. It was enough to give my heart hope that at least one of us would return to tell of this battle! Finally the orcs, ilithids, and walking brains began to thin. It was then we became truly scared...
Out from the depths of the cavern came a rumbling. one as such I had never heard before. The walls began to shake, and then suddenly we could see it! The Beholder, for which was the very purpose we had come here. We all stopped for a moment to gaze upon the very largeness of our foe. It was so huge, in fact, that it could not leave the cavern. It was trapped, so to speak, in the entrance. This meant that our next plan of action was all for naught as well. We had planned to draw it out so that we would have the trees and the bushes to help shelter us from it's deadly rays. Now it had the advantage really. We would have to come to it, and walk directly at it, in order to destroy it. We were now just asking to die... The eye stalks began to rotate toward us, and sure enough, it started out Obliterating people. Thank goodness that many of us our agile, but even that did not save us in the end. I remember as we pushed forward, my companions all hitting the ground one after another as they were hit with this deadly ray. Yr'lie and Valhalla ran to each of them as they ducked and sidestepped trying to avoid being caught themselves. Calypso and I ran up toward the front and began throwing every globe we had. I threw nausea after nausea...at least twenty or so, trying to weaken the creature. I cold here the fighters on the other side as their swords struck the beast over and over again. Once I was out of globes, Calypso stepped in to take over. Now that I had weakened it, he threw the instant deaths I had given him earlier for this specific reason. He never missed I don't think, and slowly but surely the Beholder fell to the gasses and the blades of our little group. We all drew in a deep breath as we surveyed the carnage. The healers were at work even now bringing back these heroes from death and healing those who still stood. We had defeated it...finally, and not without loss. Several times we had all almost died and seen the circle. Yes, we had won, but I had used much in the process and so had many others. I began to take inventory of what I had left. After all, we still had to get back to town did we not? It was at this moment the creature stirred back to life. NO! How did this happen? Was it not dead just moments before? I did not have time to react before the fighters were on it. Their swords were sharp and their aim good. This new battle did not last long, though it was as scary as the first. I heard cantrips mentioned...so it could use them as well. I shook my head at the thought, and congratulated myself for being in the company of these fine men and women. For without them, not only would I have surely died here this day, but the town would have as well. They are all truly heroes!
We walked back into town, weary, war torn. We did not expect a party or coins thrown at our feet, but then, we did not expect the jeers and ridicule we received either. Had these people no shame? We had just saved them all and they could not even open their mouths to say thank you. It was a sad sight. I vowed to let my companions know that they were better then this. They did not deserve what they were getting now...

12-16-01 (Sunday)
Kiril was obviously angry about the incident last night as well, as he posted a message calling all those who betrayed us cowards. I must agree with him. We did what they would not, and in doing so were branded badly ourselves. Tis a shame when those sworn to protect are the very same who hide under their covers and weep in fright when death comes knocking at their door...