Journal archives...

Saturday, January 3, 2003

Happy New Year!!! Of course, I haven't updated this place since forever ago (whats new?) but anyways, I promise the new look is coming soon...I just need a little inspiration...

So, my beautiful cousin Natasha had to move back up here from Palm Springs (Sucks for her...) but y'all should definetley should check out her site here. She is an aspiring model and although I think she should pursue singing because her voice is absolutely amazing (me, jealous? No...*wink*) she just doesn't want to listen to me...oh well, what can I do about it?

Anyways, I hope everyone had an amazing Christmas and New Years...

Love,
Tiffany Marie

Sunday, November 24, 2002

So, this place needs some major updating!!! Last night I took down the Taylor pics (Yay for me for being done with the whole "Tay thing"), took down the forums for now until I get them more organized, got rid of the whole "tattoo" thingy and also took away my cd collection list (has changed majorly since july!)...but anyways, this place is gonna be majorly revamped...oh, and Brett now has his whole section of this site...but we'll figure that out later...

The American Idol concert on the 19th was amazing!!! I really think that touring has done all of the top ten well because they were all really amazing...and Justin is absolutely perfect!!! He just has such, like, charisma (is that the right word???)...but anyways, he's just as adorble as can be! Kelly has the cutest little diamond stud nose ring in her left nostril now...very cute if I do say so! But, the best part of the evening was that Brett lucked out in sitting all alone...NEXT TO AJ'S FAMILY!!! So Brett ended up getting to go backstage (damn it, what about me???) and meet 7 of the top ten (Kelly, Ryan and Christina ended up not showing to the meet and greet) and I was lucky enough to have a wonderful cousin who was willing to take my four Justin posters to get autographs...anyways, I know that Brett will definetley post on this, so I won't tell his story for him, but I do have to say that Brett said that Justin is the nicest guy (makes me adore him even more...), so your'e all gonna have to wait for Brett to get his skinny ass in gear and post on this...

I also want to tell everyone to go out and buy the new O*Town album "02"...it is absolutely amazing, and really puts their first album to shame (even though that really isn't that hard, but the new album is really really good, promise!)...I wouldn't have even know that I was listening to O*Town when I first heard the album if Amy hadn't told me ahead of time who it was...just go buy it and I promise you that you'll be pleasantly suprised!

Love,
Tiffany Marie

Friday, November 15, 2002

How funny!!! So, I really believed that I was gonna get a tatoo of the Britney fairy??? Totally didn't...but I do want a tattoo, not just the Brit fairy. Anyways, today was a good day, I only had to work from 6-10pm...very rare!!! But I definetley have something on my mind that is bugging me seriously bad!!!...I just don't know if I should gush about it here...maybe another day???...No, how about now? So, there is this guy at my work who is totally adorble-and totally my type...anyways, he works in a different department than me, but we see eachother every night...I am always flirting with him and he definetly flirts back (although he is a little shy!), but I never asked him his age, I figured he was around 20 or so...Anyways, after some talking with a co-worker last night I found out that he is 17 and a Jr. in High School- he's my sisters age!!!! Oh my god!!! I have come to the conclusion that I must be attracted to guys younger (not too much though..thats yucky!) than me...Taylor comes to mind...

Still can't believe that Tay is a daddy...I mean, come on, he's the MMMBop kid (seriously-he's just a kid still!!!), the long blond haired kid who everyone used to mistake for a pretty girl...just way too much to handle right now!!! Anyways, I really wonder if Natalie got very heavy during her pregnancy? I wonder if we'll ever see pics of the baby? WHY THE HELL AM I SO CAUGHT UP IN THIS---I AM OVER TAYLOR!!! Seriously, I pretty much am, but this is just bugging the hell out of me!!!

Love,
Tiffany Marie

Thursday, November 14, 2002

Wow...I am in such a state of shock right now...Taylor became a daddy to a baby boy named Jordan Ezra Hanson on Ocober 31, 2002 at 7:19 am...WHAT THE HELL??? I knew this was coming (although I guessed not until December...) so why is it freaking me out so bad??? I am almost over him but I am totally focusing on this!!! Taylor a daddy??? Crazy!!! I guess I really am realizing that um, HELLO! my whole like, being young and in love with a star time is over and that I really have some major growing up to do...But anyways, congratulations to Natalie and Taylor on the birth of their first baby.

So, long time since I have checked in, but guess who got scouted out by Trans Continental Talent (yes, the same TCT that discoverd Britney(!), N'sync and O-town)...um, ME!!! The scout found me while I was shopping with my mom at Fred Meyers...I know that losing that ten pounds definetley had something to do with it, but the agency said that I do need to lose more (like I said, a size 6 is too fat?!?!) to get into about a size 3! So, I'm working hard on that...just bought a web cam tonight so I can get some pics of myself up here (I know y'all are just dying to see what I actually look like!)...

So, my life is alright right now...I'm still working at Bridgewood Retirement center- but hopefully not for too much longer...the acting bug has bit me quite hard! I am enrolled in two classes at community college but I want so much more than to be a girl who never at least tries to reach her dreams, who just stays in her hometown forever...I just need to learn to save my money instead of spending it on junk!!! Then I can get my butt moved down to LA...hopefully not anymore than a year from now (Can someone try and hold me to this??) Anyways, this website is gonna be totally revamped over the next couple of weeks...it's not gonna basically be a shrine to Taylor anymore (OH MY GOD!!! HE'S A DADDY!!!) but more of a site just about me!!! I gotta go to bed, can you tell I'm tired?

Love,
Tiffany Marie

Wednesday, September 18, 2002

I never have any time to update this place anymore!!! Definetely couldn't have said that about my life just awhile ago...but anyways: New crush alert!!! (How old am I again!?!?!)So, I now have this huge thing for Erik Micheal Estrada from O-Town!

On August 30th Amy, Brett and Me went to this Z100 concert that was, in my mind, gonna suck big time...and it did (the whole hour before O-Town came out that we were actually there, but that's a whole other story...) so, O-Town came out and I was totally eyeing Trevor for like, half an hour with no response, so for some reason I caught a glimpse of Erik on my side of the stage, seemingly staring right at me, I looked to both sides to see if I was mistaken, that maybe there was some goregous girl next to me...nope, Brett to my right and a chick with her boyfriends arms around her to my left...I looked back to the stage when he waved...I didn't wave back, but I smiled. He then proceeded to make this whole big deal about it, pointing at me and waving his arms at me as though I didn't see him...I got a little embarrassed and smiled and waved...Before I could even look at Brett to scream, Brett looked at me and smiled "I think Erik was looking at you and waving..."....Anyways, he's the one who I am now fawning over...but its definetly not as strong as the whole Taylor thing WAS...keyword "was"

It's amazing that when my life is busy and occupied that I barely have time to think about him, and I realized that before, at times when my life have been really busy, that the Tay thing wasn't a big deal to me...only when I am bored and unemployed with nothing to do is he my focus...interesting...Anyways, I'm gonna go exercise-I wanna firm up a little before the American Idol concert (section 102!!! Yay!!!) so I can wear some trashy little outfit!!!

Love,
Tiffany Marie

Thursday, July 11, 2002

I was doing my make-up in my room today and I looked up at the "Taylor shrine" on my wall that I have yet to take down and a dream that I had last night popped into my head...and I so wish it hadn't, so now all I can think about is this totally horrible dream that I had about Taylor. The dream is something that I would totally never ever do...and now it is all I can think about!!!

I was talking on the phone with Brett today and for some reason (do you remember why Brett???) we ended up talking about the Spice Girls, and this reminded me of when they were popular...everyone used to tell me that I looked just like Posh (I really never saw the resemblense and even then I sooo wanted to be Ginger, not Posh!), so I was wondering, which celebrities have you been told you look like??? Go over to the forums and share!!!

Love,
Tiffany Marie

Wednesday, July 10, 2002

2:10pm
So, after some major thought (I never expected this to be so difficutlt for me!), I have come up with some songs that are definetley on the "Soundtrack To My Life", so here is what I have so far:

"I'm a Slave 4 U" by Britney Spears because this is exactly what I was to Taylor Hanson for 5 years (Yay for me cause this is no longer the truth!)...'
"Goodbye To You" by Michelle Branch because no other song describes exactly how I feel and what I am going through in saying goodbye to Taylor...it's almost scary how true this song is!
"If Only" by Hanson because well, I can always wonder that if only I had had the chance to be with Taylor, what would have come of it! (I swear I'm not dwelling on the Tay thing anymore!)...
"What It's Like To Be Me" by Britney Spears because, well this one should be on everyones list!!! Only I know what it's like to be me!
"Everythings Changing" by Avril Lavigne (I'm not really sure if that is really the name of the song...I burned a copy from Brett's cd...it's #5 on the cd) because this song is so true to me right now...everything that I once believed to be true for me and how I saw myself is definetley changing, but for the better!
"Lucky" by Britney Spears because someday my name is gonna be everywhere in bright lights! Seriously though, I just think that it's a song about being a star and that is what I want to be!

So, what do you think??? I know that there are like, a million more that belong on my list but I just can't think of them! Anyways, I'm really looking forward to reading all of yours too!!!

11:00am
Ok, first things first...I changed our forum AGAIN (Sorry Brett!!!) because I am a moron and...well, I don't want to tell the whole story, kinda embarrassing! So, I promise (or should I pLomise???) that this is the last time I will change the forums...but they are great!!!

So, I am going to post again later but something just popped into my head...this weekend, while at the beach, Brett and I were watching a show called "Soundtrack to Your Life", and this got me thinking...what is the soundtrack to MY life? Well...I'll post later on what my life soundtrack is, but I want your guy's too!!! What's the soundtrack to YOUR life??? Hmmm...go over to the forum and post it (and the reasons why the songs are the soundtrack tou your life!) in "General Discussion"....I'm really curious as to what everyone has to say...I'll be back later!!!

Love,
Tiffany Marie