Journal archives...

Friday, October 3, 2003

It really is amazing how fast your life can change in just a couple of months, huh? I was reading all of my back journal entries and realizing that just 4 months ago I was so broken hearted over Chris and now we are good friends...life is crazy sometimes.

Since Chris I have found someone who is absolutely amazing (Well, actually there was a month long fling in there with a hockey player...but thats over so why bring it up!). He is 24 (Finally! Not a little boy!), has a really good job, his own house, a nice truck, 2 motorcycles, 4 snowmobiles and 2 water skis...(I need to take a breath already!). But it's not all of the material stuff that impresses me, he is absolutely amazing. He treats me like such a princess (well, I am one!). We got to know eachother pretty well before we actually got together. I met him on July 11th through some friends, but he had a girlfriend (that he had been with for 4 years!) at that point. He told me that he was really unhappy because they had grown so far apart. Drunk, I told him that he was good looking and should upgrade to me...DUH! How stupid am I??? I thought that he would have been offended but he just smiled and told me that that would be quite an upgrade! Over the next month an a half we got to know eachother pretty well (him and his girlfriends broke up in the process) and I totally fell for him. I would say that we got together at the begining of September but he told me that he wasn't ready to jump right into another relationship because he was just coming out of a 4 year run, but at the same time he promised me he wasn't going to see anyone else but me (Um, isn't that a commitment???). Finally on Wednesday he called me after I got off work and just blurted out that he wanted me to be his girlfriend, he couldn't stand the thought of me being with someone else and if he didn't make a commitment he thought I would eventually get sick of it and find someone who would (even though I wouldn't have, I just knew eventually he would come around and make a commitment, it was just a matter of time). Honestly, I am so happy right now that it's quite sickening. I just really hope this feeling lasts longer that my last few relationships.

Well thats it, thats whats going on with me right now...I really wish that I had the time (or do I?) that I used to for this place...but maybe someday soon. Love all you guys!!!

Love,
Tiffany Marie

Monday, July 28, 2003

So, I am actually moving out of my dad's house! Yay!!! I found the most adorble townhouse that is actually reasonable to rent. It's in a really nice (and safe!) area, there is a huge pool, a gym (Yay! I will be there every morining!), and I even have a balcony right outside of my (master!) bedroom, but there is no tanning bed...like I really need one because I did just get an entire year of tanning for only $99.95 during a once a year sale, but whatever, I still wish the apartments had one! Anyways, I'm sure I will be really happy there.

What else is going on in my life? Chris and I are still not talking, well, really not even aknowledging eachother's exsistance, which is sad because I hope we could be more mature than this and have a normal work relationship again...I think we really make everyone else uncomfortable to be around us. Maybe I should be the adult in the situation and try to talk to him about it? Anyways, there really is nothing going on in my life right now other than work! Today is only my third day off this month...I really have been working my ass off to earn a lot of money so I can furnish my new place! (Can you tell I'm excited???).

I'll try to update this place real soon, hopefully something interesting will be going on in my life again...

Love,
Tiffany Marie

Tuesday, July 1, 2003

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO US!!!!

Wow! I honestly cannot believe that this site was created a year ago...well, actually the more I think about it, I really do believe it. This year has gone by so fast but at the same time I have changed so drastically from who I was when I created this site. I am such a different person today than I was a year ago, and I'm not quite sure that is such a good thing...

Just a year ago I was so overwhelmingly caught up in the life/marriage/baby drama of Taylor Hanson. Today I could really care less. I never check to see whats even going on with him anymore. A year ago I would have never believed that I would have gone through all this broken heart sh*t over some damn 18 year old, and that this 18 year old guy could totally change who I am as a person and change pretty much everything I believed in. It saddens me to think of who I became when I got together with Chris, I really wasn't myself, I was who I thought he wanted me to be...A year ago I would haven't touched alcohol (ask Aimee, Michelle and Brett, I wouldn't even purchase 1 wine cooler because I thought it was wrong!), but as of probably the middle of April I wasn't having fun unless I had a Bacardi O3 in my left hand while taking a shot of Absolut Citron, Malibu Rum or Bacardi O with my right hand (And now I can't stand any alcohol because I drank so damn much of the stuff...I guess sometimes you have to learn the hard way, right?). I think I started drinking because Chris drank quite a bit, so I totally had to fit in as the part of the cute little girlfriend and drink with him and his friends...it's quite sad, really. I really did change most everything I believed was right to make Chris happy, and look where it got me...alone with a broken heart. Anyways, enough sad stuff about me and Chris....

All in all I really think that this site has been a good thing for me...Even when I don't update for months at a time! It has shown me how much I have evolved as a person from just one year ago. Thanks to everyone who has kept up on us this past year and please keep checking back because we will be updating more often!

Love,
Tiffany Marie

Tuesday, March 4, 2003

Wow, it's been a long time since I've updated this place! I have been really busy with work (full time again!), school and well, you know what else if you read my journal. We are working hard to get www.pocketfullofdreams.net up, but I didn't realize how busy I was going to become all of the sudden, so things with the site are definetly not where they should be. I will soon have a weekend off and hopefully I'll get it up by then. Anyways, I just wanted to update everyone on whats going on just in case you were begining to believe that we fell off the face of the earth...

Love,
Tiffany Marie

Monday, February 10, 2003

Guess What?!?! We finally got our own domain!!! We will soon be at www.pocketfullofdreams.net!!! How exciting is that? I was pretty excited! If you go there now you will find that (obviously) the site is not yet up, but as soon as it is we will post about it here!

I did have some hesitantcy (is that even a word?) about getting our own domain beacuse #1: I have abandoned and then eventually come back to this site several times since its creation, so what would be the point of our own domain that we pay for is we could have tiffanymarie.tk for free? And #2: We have really become so comfortable and have come to love (well, at least I have...) it here at tiffanymarie.tk., so leaving it for something new is going to be kind of hard, you know? After all, this is our first website! The new Pocket Full of Dreams probably isn't going to be much different than this site, but it'll just be strange for it to be somewhere else...but change can be good, right?

Anyways, obviously the positives of having our own domain outweighed the negetives because we now own pocketfullofdreams.net. Keep checking up on us here until we get the new site up, which will hopefully be very soon! We'll let you know as soon as we are up at pocketfullofdreams.net!!!

Love,
Tiffany Marie